My boyfriend once argued that as long as he is with me, he will not have children. Now that we are together, I always care, like a curse. I thought he wouldn't care.

Don't be superstitious about it You are all kind people. Do more good in society and have a clear conscience. It's not good for god to say such angry words occasionally. You should believe in the right path, believe in your kindness and courage, and you will be happy. Don't worry about the black paint. The world is as big as your heart, and you can live well.