Listen, the sound of flowers blooming.

It's another year, and it's today every year.

Another year, they, including me, still miss the job of a teacher.

Life is like a calm lake, seemingly dull as water, but in fact it is choppy.

There are many failures, long-lost and tired people. This is probably psychology-habitual helplessness.

Spring is the season of sowing. Summer, the season of flowers. Every year, countless flowers compete for beauty, but not every bud can bloom brilliantly. In the life of chasing the system, we have also sweated, expected and rejoiced, but everything has been regretted.

Efforts do not necessarily have results, and efforts do not necessarily have gains. But please remember to slow down occasionally on the road of pursuit, in countless nights and early morning. Please listen to the sound of flowers.

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20 12 I met a mushroom named Juan.

I have known her for 6 years. She has been a national editor in Jiangxi Province for 6 years.

A few days ago, I saw her update an article in a circle of friends, saying, "Sometimes there are some things in life that can't be forced all the time." I felt a little bad when I read the content. I vaguely remember that she should also be interviewing during this time. Trust her privately, and really missed the opportunity to enter the teaching team again.

Juan is the hardest and most unforgettable mushroom I have ever seen. I don't know if it's the study method or other personal factors. After taking the exam for six years, her comprehensive education score has never reached 70. At 5 o'clock in the morning, she will get up on time to recite and stay up late at night to read 1 1. But her annual exam results are always unsatisfactory.

Juan is a junior high school Chinese teacher in a private school. In the past six years, she has sent away two batches of junior high school graduates. As a Chinese teacher who has taught the graduating class, her performance in the Chinese examination of primary schools in Jiangxi Province always hovers around 60 points every year.

Over the years, she has been reflecting, reviewing and consulting, but nothing seems to solve her anxiety and find the root of the problem.

Six years later, Juan got married and had children, completing the perfect transformation from girl to mother, but there was still a dream in her heart, which even became a nightmare that she could not forget. For six years, I know the motivation and courage to keep her going. For six years, I have witnessed her hard road.

Not everyone can have the courage to stand in the same examination room all the time and face the criticism of the world. Not everyone can have the perseverance to stand in the same examination room all the time and practice the distance between dream and reality.

In the conversation that day, Juan asked me: "Why have my written test scores gone from bad to worse in recent years? Am I working hard or seemingly working hard? "

"Over the years, my heart has long been cold, and I really don't have the courage and momentum of the year. Examinations are not the only thing in my life. I have nightmares on the eve of exams every year. That dream devoured my soul like a devil. When I woke up, my heart was full of worries. I never want to dream about it again in my life. I don't want to live in this shadow all my life. I want to get rid of it. I want to cut it off. " I said.

"I have tried reading, but reading is an important method, especially exam-oriented education. In recent years, I really can't just use the past to invest in exams. I have a life, I have to work, and I have some chores at home. Every bit will affect my test energy and distract the test time. " I said it again.

"I have tasted the struggle until I finally cried helplessly. I have experienced the frustration of dying until I am disappointed and desperate. I don't want to be Sister Xianglin. I am a loser, although I am still very glorious. " Let me tell you something.

Juan gradually calmed down and said sorry to me. She said that she actually blamed herself more and apologized for losing control of her emotions.

Juan said: "She is particularly confused at the moment. My mother tells her fortune, and she is sure to pass this time. Her husband said that she took the exam year after year, and it was even a little abnormal. "

Juan also said: "In fact, I think the failure of the interview is my own reason. I feel that I have a problem, which has nothing to do with luck, but with my overall quality."

Juan asked me, "why am I not so sad?" It feels like nothing has happened. "

"The geese have left their voices, and people have left their names." Not sad is fake, but water under the bridge. Sadness can't solve any problems at all. I have a mortgage. I have a life. What awakened me was not only the so-called dream, but also the helplessness of reality and the longing for the future. Some things, hard work is an explanation for yourself. Some results, looking ahead, may not be the worst at the moment. Nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory, but it is no different from others. I said.

Juan finally said, "Thank you for comforting me. I want to think about it. I am afraid that I will always be in a lost harbor, and my mood will always be agitated and depressed. "

Juan, a big tree needs rain and snow and a flower needs rain and dew. Life is a long road, and the best time is when there is light in your eyes and you have to wait. A person who is always looking forward to life will never owe her time.

Juan, please remember to listen to your heart one day.

What kind of flower do you want to be and what kind of flower do you want to bloom?

Only by knowing yourself can you bloom beautifully.

In the coming year, there will be the sound of flowers blooming.

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20 15 met Shu, a woman who has been running on the road for three years.

Aside from the first year's written test results and my backwardness, the written test results in these two years are not bad, but fate always plays jokes on people. Where she applied for the exam in the past two years, the written test scores next year are higher than in previous years.

After the written test results came out, she spent a lot of money looking for a training teacher. After staying for almost a month, I finally missed the teaching team with a poor score.

Before the interview, Shu said, "You know, I hope I can have a stable unit. I have two sons to support, and my wife and I don't have a house yet. If I am admitted to the teacher this year, I will buy a house in Ji 'an immediately, so that I will no longer worry about the monthly payment. "

Before the interview, Shu added, "I am a woman who has been married for a long time. I have no relatives or friends in this city, just like a lonely shadow floating in the dark." As a married woman, what a luxury it is for me to have a stable job at the moment! "

Before the interview, Shu also told me: "There are basically no students trained by our teachers. Basically, the overall score will only go up, not down. At that time, there was hope in her eyes and confidence in her mouth. "

Although she was the best in the interview of their training class, she still failed to reverse the result of missing the teaching team.

After the exam, I tried to ask her out to see a movie, have a meal and shift the shadow of the exam. But they all refused because she was in a bad mood. Later, in order to make a living, she left home.

Hundreds of thousands of people are tested every year, and a group of people are screened in written tests and eliminated in interviews. The written test mostly depends on hard work, but the interview has elements of hard work and luck.

I never told Shu that the place she applied for last year not only got low marks, but also expanded its enrollment this year. Because I know that a place that registered for her last year got 3 1 in the written test, and I have no confidence in the interview. Later, the Education Bureau said that it would expand enrollment by more than a dozen places, and then I was lucky enough to get it.

Looking at Shu depressed, looking at Shu sad, looking at Shu helpless, I can only silently feel distressed. Because I have seen all her efforts in the past three years and put them in my heart.

I understand that a few innocuous words can't change a person's mood at all. A man's road is his own, and only he is the master of the future.

Shu, listen to the flowers!

If you are far away from the coastal city, if there is a gap, you might as well go to the seaside and listen more, and take a few more steps to feel the sound of nature.

The stage is as big as the heart. What belongs to you will eventually be staged. Before I meet a better self, I will work hard with confidence to make the light in my eyes shine more brightly.

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Buddha said, "One flower, one world, one tree and one bodhi". Live with your heart and pursue with your heart, and you will hear the sound of bodhi blooming. "

Buddha said, "Everything is dust". The end of desire is a dream, not an empty dream. Calm down, you will find the sound of flowers everywhere, and everything is so beautiful. "

Life is like a dream, floating like a dream, floating like a flower, so life is not a process of blooming and falling. I once lamented the unfairness of fate, and I died to the bone for everything in my life. Listen to the sound of flowers, feel the ups and downs of fate, and think deeply about the growth of life.

Listen, the voice of the flower, and see a trembling life on its delicate petals. Let me admire and inspire me: a little water becomes the continuation of its life, and it can firmly grasp the hope of maintaining life. Until the completion of the continuation of a flower in the world, and strive to show their beauty to those who appreciate it. A trip, a failure, etc. . . This is just an episode in life. As long as we don't give up and complain, we can also blossom invincible flowers.

May I, Juan and Shu be as gorgeous as flowers in the future. May we wait with peace of mind and listen to the sound of flowers!

Listen, the sound of flowers blooming!