My sun is the moon of Gemini, and lions and men rise. Please help me analyze my personality. Besides, should I believe in constellations? Is there a scientific component?

Constellation is just a screwdriver. Just like the "talking head" in Buddhism, it is to seek enlightenment. But if we investigate its original intention, it is actually a symbol of mysticism, that is, spiritual alchemy.

Lance Noel's Complete Solution to the Moon Constellation mentions that there is a basic corresponding contour relationship between the moon and family experiences. But what he said gave a painful impression, because from the point of view of alchemy, everything was just superficial material.

Your life exists in a container that you understand. This container means the rising constellation. It is in the aspect given by the rising constellation that you begin to refine your life, or contact and infiltration. When you point out that you are the master of life, you also infiltrate, regardless of you and me. You can't actually see this, or what many religions call the "big self." The tangible self is the "ever-changing self" repeatedly used in the container, or refers to your goals and expectations: the pure characteristics of the sun. This alchemist, the ego, is actually invisible. It rubs and polishes the characteristics of the constellation with other materials in the container. Only through the "operation of understanding" can you gain insight into the existence of your true self and the progress of material refining. In this dynamic evolution process, you can understand the true intention of your life material.

If you open the big Alcatraz card, you will see three cards: the star, the moon and the sun. This is the symbol of the constellation.

The experience you are talking about is the "pain" itself. But you only know the surface material. Your understanding must penetrate this pain and realize the structure. Constellation symbols are a help. You can also use psychological symbols or some religious symbols to achieve the same effect. Both refer to this metaphysical self-experience that ordinary words can't describe.

In fact, pain itself is happiness. Because in fact, everything is different degrees of integration. Your sense of separation prevents you from seeing this. All your memories of the past are the infiltration of your understanding of the past. What can exist without the infiltration of your understanding itself? Without understanding, which material can appear independently? If you understand this truth, you will understand that the two are inextricably linked. And your direction can only be to promote the infiltration of knowledge into materials. When a new understanding is generated, new materials are generated in its infiltration.

Sun Gemini, as a false contour, generally refers to the identity of the entity. Your attention is driven by nature to visit the surface of many materials, as if trying to describe a "fact" beyond your own volume. As a pure trait, the Sun Gemini is a metaphysical experience. At the level of Gemini in the sun, the atmosphere of preparation before "going deep" has been reflected. Moon lion generally refers to insurmountable self-esteem, which is manifested as "insufficient composition" Your family situation is a metaphor for this trait. If you can understand that the result is not up to you, you will get eternal respect, and you will no longer be troubled by the "lost form" because you have separated your self-esteem from the characteristics of the moon. This is the weakness of the subconscious mind, that is, the purpose of combining the characteristics of the sun and the moon in the ascending container. However, the problem is that the characteristics of the sun and the moon are not tangible, but what you really see and touch is actually the structure of the rising constellation. This can be said to be the most vivid psychological impression you feel.

Some people call the rising constellation a mask, because it is not its real features and materials, but a container. Just like your manipulation of family experience materials, the initial reaction is the same as when your understanding permeates other people's things. And the sun and the moon meet in the space created by the movement of this container, which is what you should do now, and realize the characteristics of the sun and the moon from the materials. The difference between the rising lion and the sun lion is that the latter is a positive or negative position highlighted by the cooperation of the surrounding environment, while the former is directly manifested in the appearance. But your nervousness and fear of failure constitute the withdrawal of motivation. Imagine how you feel now, like squeezing a sponge that has been squeezed dry. This kind of difficulty is exactly what you have experienced. You can't quench your thirst by further penetrating the substance of life (manifested in the life you have developed so far).

In fact, the mechanism of epiphany is that when you are doing a small-scale thing, you will suddenly realize that a will movement outside your attention is also using the same model because you use a similar understanding model. As the saying goes, "what is the source and what is the tributary". You will understand that it is not you who do things, and you can't force anything to happen on the surface.