At the age of five, he bought a pack of medicine for his mother, which made Ray Ma lose her mother.

The entertainment circle is always short of rich second generation. Of course, there will be stars like Ray Ma who have a tragic life, change their destiny step by step through their own efforts, and finally stand on the shining stage that attracts people's attention.

Ray Ma is an exception in the entertainment circle.

His childhood was very miserable.

1One day in July, 986, Ray Ma was born in an ordinary rural family in Dezhou City, Shandong Province.

His home is in a remote village separated by several mountains. The most cultivated crop in this village is corn. If you don't farm, you can't eat, and there is no source of income.

Before Ray Ma was born, he had two sisters. It's a bit difficult to raise three children in the countryside. Ray Ma's mother is in poor health and takes medicine all the year round. The meager income from farming at home is not enough for the family.

The mother gave birth to a younger brother to Ray Ma.

My father can only support my four children and my wife who is ill in bed.

Dad began to borrow money from relatives and friends, borrowing more and more, and more and more needs to be paid back.

Seeing more and more debts, Ray Ma's father couldn't hold on. He simply abandoned his wife and children and fled to a distant place.

As soon as the pillar of the family left, the whole family fell apart Mother looked at Ray Ma's little brother. She made a decision: send the child away.

Sending my youngest son away will at least feed him.

However, I am dragging a sick body, and I am afraid that it will drag down the children in the long run.

She called Ray Ma to the bed: Tianyu, go and buy some medicine for mom.

Ray Ma took the medicine prescribed by her mother and ran to the drugstore alone. He bought her medicine on time.

Tonight, it is the Mid-Autumn Festival on August 15th. Ray Ma got tired of playing outside and slept next to his mother. He soon fell asleep.

This kind of sleep is the eternal separation between man and nature.

Later, when Ray Ma was interviewed, she cried and said, I don't know what medicine my mother asked me to buy, and I don't know why I fell asleep. I woke up and she died beside me.

Recalling his mother's appearance, he said that her mother was very fat because she was in poor health and often lay in bed.

I didn't cry when my mother died. Everyone around her is crying, and so are her two sisters.

I cried until I saw those people throwing dirt at my mother.

199 1 On the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, Ray Ma lost his mother forever.

I never celebrate the Mid-Autumn Festival.

On the Mid-Autumn Festival, everyone else eats moon cakes collectively.

I was the only one who swept my mother's grave with a shovel.

Ray Ma and Ruby Lin took part in the variety show Dear Inn 3. They drove to the countryside. At the moment when I passed the village, a farmer was pulling corn stalks with a tractor.

The farmers pulled the corn stalks back to the roadblocks and used them as feed for cattle and sheep.

Ray Ma immediately ran out of the car to take pictures. Seeing this scene, he remembered his childhood farm work.

Dad ran away in debt, and mom ended her life in an extreme way.

Ray Ma and her two sisters moved in with her grandmother.

Grandparents are old, and the words in the field are dirty and tired, so the burden naturally falls on Ray Ma, a little man.

He said that digging a cesspit was his least favorite thing. Fertilization in rural areas uses artificial fertilizers. Digging a cesspit tastes great, but when it is sent to the ground, it is nutritious and the crops grow well.

Grandparents also have a flock of sheep and some cows at home. Sheep can be sold for money, so can cattle. Selling lambs can at least solve the problem of food and clothing for the whole family

Ray Ma went to herd sheep and cattle after school.

These things are inevitable because you don't do them.

The family economy was too difficult, so the two sisters chose to drop out of school and work for Ray Ma to go to school.

Nevertheless, Ray Ma was forced to drop out of school because he couldn't afford the tuition and fees of 3 yuan.

Maybe in the eyes of the rich, 3 yuan is like a joke. But in rural poor families, 3 yuan money can be the last straw to crush camels.

Everyone still remembers that in the 1990s, when children were vaccinated, the doctor would give them a candy, which was especially sweet.

Ray Ma saw all the other students in the school playing, so he ran for an injection.

When I got home, I was severely beaten by my grandmother.

Who told you to waste money?

Grandma was angry with him for wasting money and taught him a lesson.

And it was only 2.5 cents to get that vaccine.

Ray Ma always seems to have a sense of loneliness. He just sat there, not talking. At first glance, his back is full of sadness.

A sad person, even the shadow is crying.

When Wang Lin was asked about her first impression of Ray Ma, she said, "He is not a cheerful little boy as everyone imagined." .

He has his own world. When he is alone, he is immersed in his own small world and feels a little depressed.

After dropping out of school, Ray Ma went to work outside. The little boy who has just left the society has never seen anything and can only learn one trade.

He learned to make cakes and steam steamed buns from restaurants. Every day after 4 o'clock, he has to get up to mix noodles, mix noodles and make cakes.

The boss treats him badly. I want to learn technology and get paid, but no boss is willing to change.

Making cakes is a small business, and what you earn is money for breakfast in the morning. Ray Ma can't even support himself, let alone subsidize the two old people at home.

He resigned. He is going to the north to look for a job.

Ray Ma applied for a job as a waiter when he came to Beijing, where land is scarce.

Four years in Beijing, four years as a waiter.

But it's also good in Beijing. Ray Ma made many friends. These friends are either rich or expensive, all of whom he met during his service.

At that time, Ray Ma was very good-looking. Among the waiters, Ray Ma, whose face value is outstanding and her height is dominant, really makes people shine.

"You can learn acting and then go to the Film Academy," Ray Ma's friend suggested.

He didn't speak, but silently remembered the words "learn to act".

Learning to perform requires expression and publicity. Ray Ma was born in the countryside. He has never even been on the stage, let alone performed in front of an audience.

Nervousness, timidity, shyness and introversion are not advantages of being an actor.

I'm going to practice my courage.

In 2006, there was a draft fever in China. "Come on, My Hero" was a large-scale talent show held by Oriental TV at that time, and was accepted by contestants from all over the country.

Players who pass the primary election and re-election will finally qualify for the finals.

The draft lasted for more than four months, and the purpose was to let the audience watch the process of the players in the program from teenagers to growth and transformation.

At that time, Ray Ma was still working as a waiter in a restaurant. If he signs up for the draft, it means that he resigned and has no financial resources.

Four months is just fun for rich kids.

Ray Ma is different. He blocked all his dreams and future life in this talent show.

In 2006, the contestants of Come on, My Hero included Purba Rgyal, Edward Zhang and others.

Ray Ma, who appeared on the stage for the first time, took a nervous step when he took the stage. His hand holding the microphone clenched again and again. He was afraid to look up at the judge.

Hello, teachers, my name is Ray Ma, and the song I brought to you is "When Love Is Past" by Leslie Cheung.

Looking at the little boy who can't speak fluently on the stage, I think he looks good, but he is too timid.

Horribly, the first sentence of Ray Ma's When Love Is Past is out of tune.

I'm so nervous.

Ray Ma felt that his performance was so poor that there was no hope.

Surprisingly, the program group informed Ray Ma to continue the game. With his first experience, Ray Ma obviously relaxed a lot backstage. He began to enjoy the stage and incorporated his personal feelings into the participating songs.

It is precisely because of his "seriousness" that he touched the audience and the judges.

In 2006, the draft of "Come on, My Hero" ended, and Ray Ma won the sixth place in the country. But at that time, Ray Ma's popularity on the Internet ranked first among all the contestants, and many viewers liked him.

13 later, on the stage of Ace to Ace, the teacher Liu Ying broke the news: "I saw him crying in front of the bathroom in the finals."

I asked him what was wrong. He said I was nervous.

Through suffering, all unusual experiences are precious wealth of life.

As Liu Ying said to Ray Ma: All experiences are a blank sheet of paper, and your diligence, hard work and kindness are the colors you add to yourself.

Everyone has heard the song "Damn Gentleness".

"You are fucking gentle."

"Let me heartache, let me cry."

In 2007, Ray Ma released his first solo album "Yu Shi Guang Cai", in which the title song "Damn Gentleness" became popular on the Internet overnight.

Ray Ma's songs are playing in the streets, convenience stores and shopping centers.

Damn tenderness won the "Top Ten Golden Melody Awards of Southeast Pop Music" with its high popularity.

After the fire, Ray Ma made more money. At first, he mainly sang, and few people asked him to act. After all, he is not a professionally trained actor.

Being a public figure has to bear the pressure of public opinion.

In 2008, Ray Ma was rumoured by public opinion, and all kinds of ugly information came to his face. Ray Ma was accused of being "imprisoned" and "with a low education", and some netizens even slandered Ray Ma's mother who had died for many years.

Ray Ma has never responded positively.

Normal people have no free time to come here and scold you.

I don't even read those comments and messages. I think this is a waste of time.

In the same year, the news of grandpa's death suddenly came. The sky in Ray Ma collapsed again.

Grandpa's health has long been abnormal. In recent years, Ray Ma has been working outside the home. The first time he was free, he called his grandfather to report his safety.

During grandpa's illness, Ray Ma was attacked by online public opinion, and the villagers nearby told him about it. He was furious and never recovered.

Sadly, Ray Ma was making money for the company. In order to let Ray Ma work with peace of mind, it was not until three days after his grandfather died that Ray Ma learned the news.

He rushed back like crazy. In Where Are You Going, the children who lost their loved ones are sadder than anyone else. The man who lived with his grandparents since childhood and called himself every night to report his safety fell asleep forever and never heard his voice again.

Ray Ma doesn't understand.

Why does all the suffering happen to me?

Ray Ma wrote a song called "Only Autumn".

The lyrics poke people's hearts, and every sentence is a true portrayal of Ray Ma.

It is said that suffering will blossom, and all the sufferings in Ray Ma will blossom on the other side.

Learning acting is the best way to develop in the entertainment industry for a long time.

However, Ray Ma, who dropped out of junior high school before graduation in his early years, failed to enter the Film Academy.

He began to teach himself. First, he taught himself all the knowledge of high school. Then Ray Ma took the adult college entrance examination in Beijing.

That year, all the achievements of Ray Ma exceeded the admission standard of Beijing Film Academy, and he finally had a formal platform to learn acting.

Students and teachers of the Film Academy can get access to the film and television resources of the entertainment circle at school.

20 1 1 starred in the corner of the new concept martial arts TV series "A Plum for a Strange Man", co-starring with Wallace Huo and Liu Shishi.

By playing "Little Sister He" in Wonder Man, Ray Ma showed the audience his potential as an actor. The role of "He Xiaomei" also won Ray Ma the "Most Breakthrough Actor Award".

Cross-line singer, cross-line actor Ray Ma seems to be able to do everything well.

20 14, the legendary sword spread all over the network, and the first top traffic Yifeng Li appeared.

In The Legend of the Sword and the Chivalrous Man, Yifeng Li is the hero, and he also made his debut through the "Come on" hero draft.

In this play, Ray Ma breaks through himself and challenges one person to play two roles for the first time, namely, the lively and naughty boy "Fang Lansheng" and the previous life "leijin".

In the play, "Fang Lansheng" is innocent and lovely, full of curiosity about rivers and lakes, just like a wet behind the ears.

The "leijin" in the previous life is mature and steady, with a black belly, and the eyes of the two characters are completely different.

The audience really can't find anything wrong with Ray Ma's acting skills.

Ray Ma hardly sings these two years.

"I am mainly acting now."

Singing should be said to be my hobby.

Ray Ma, who is gradually leading a stable life, is about to experience Where Are You Going again among his relatives, this time his father.

On May 24th, 20 18, Ray Ma suddenly posted a photo of herself and her father on the social platform.

"It's all because of my parents. May you and I be well. "

The studio immediately responded: Teacher Ma's father died not long ago, please give him some space and time.

Ray Ma took a recent photo of himself and his father. In the photo, he sometimes leans on his father's shoulder and sometimes stands side by side with his father.

The little boy who used to be, now standing beside his father can shelter him from the wind and rain.

Looking at this group of photos, a sense of warmth from exclusive relatives came to my face.

He also took photos with his two sisters and his father.

In this life, Ray Ma's feelings are what he craves most.

Holding my sister with my left hand and holding my father with my right hand, short-lived happiness is hard to come by.

Fortunately, Ray Ma only had a short time.

Everyone else has a mother, but I don't.

Ray Ma once bought a pack of medicine for his mother, which made him regret it all his life. If he knew it was the poison his mother used to end her life, he would never buy it.

When God closes a door for you, he will open a window for you. This inspirational word, once regarded as the motto of life by many people, is still untenable in Ray Ma.

No one's life is smooth sailing, and behind the seemingly beautiful surface may be a chicken feather. We can't escape suffering, but we can choose to face it directly.

After these hardships, Ray Ma will know how to be grateful and cherish.