What kind of experience is soul hand misfortune?

? I am depressed to death, sometimes I vomit blood with anger, and I often scratch the ground with my head.

I especially like DIY. I think I have a gift for DIY, because when I see a handmade product, I can always analyze how it is made. Even if I don't have any materials in my hand, I can quickly judge what to use instead.

Every time I face the cardboard, sponge paper, watercolor pen or all kinds of needlework in front of me, I feel that I can definitely make a very beautiful doll or a small jewelry storage box. A beautiful blueprint is rapidly taking shape in my mind, and my face is filled with a happy smile. ...

But who can tell me what this is?

Every time I see an ornament born from my hand, I always ask myself three philosophical questions? What is that? Where did it come from? I didn't make this myself, did I?

Really, from myself, I finally know what this sentence means: the ideal is full and the reality is skinny.

I remember that during my summer vacation, a classmate once brought a set of tarot cards to a graduation party together. My eyes were instantly attracted, but not by the tarot card itself, but by the bag full of pies.

That bag is very simple. As a senior DIY enthusiast, I immediately understood the principle of making bags. When I got home, I vowed to finish my bag and hang it on my own.

So, that day became an extremely dark day in my life.

I struggled with cloth, needle and thread and scissors ... after a few hours, I finally finished the task. ...

Of course, the ideal is this.

The reality is this. ...

Unfortunately, I often want to strangle myself. ...