People are ugly and poor, and I study badly. My life is a piece of shit and nothing.

You are too pessimistic. People's looks can be changed, of course, not through plastic surgery, but through life experience and self-cultivation; Being poor doesn't mean being poor all your life. You can win your own wealth through your own efforts. People's wealth is not necessarily measured by money. Poor study doesn't mean that your ability is poor. So many people who don't study well can still do something. Now you may just not have found your own area of expertise. Come on, through work, through communication with others, through your own efforts, find your own strengths. Come on, you can do it.