Giving up prostitution almost killed me!

This is my karma. I hope everyone can be alert and convinced of karma after reading it. Don't do evil, do good.

I accidentally learned to masturbate when I took a bath in high school, and I had a second time with the first time. At first, I felt a little ashamed and guilty and wanted to control myself. Later I read that masturbation is normal behavior. I seem to have found myself a reason to masturbate, and it has been out of control ever since. I often think about those obscene pictures in my mind, and listening to the radio is also listening to some gender topics. In the meantime, I once stole a lewd book from the bookstore and came back to read it. I also stole a tape from a shop. ) It's a sin.

After masturbating for a long time, I feel that I have no strength. The whole person is listless and always bends when walking. My brain is also slow, so it is difficult to concentrate.

Although I studied hard, I didn't achieve the expected results in the college entrance examination, and naturally I didn't get into an ideal university. Another change is that in the last year of high school, my bad breath was so bad that I couldn't smell it myself, but people around me didn't want to associate with me. But I didn't realize at that time that this was the reason for adultery.

After I went to college, I was not nervous about my study. Because of the popularity of computers, I started watching pornographic CDs and surfing pornographic websites. I have no mind to study at all. Later, it developed into online adultery with netizens, and sometimes I even couldn't control myself to go to the massage shop to commit adultery. Now think about it, just like animals. Later, I found a girlfriend, very pure and kind, but I don't know how to cherish and have no sense of responsibility. After meeting other girls, I moved on and even contacted different girls at the same time, resulting in adultery. These girls are kind and pure, but they have all been hurt by me. Here, I am deeply sorry for the kind girls I have hurt.

What I can't forgive myself is that I met two netizens, both of whom were married and had sex with them. Now that I think about it, it was really an animal!

The consequence of adultery is that you haven't found a satisfactory job after graduation. In fact, you can imagine that the good news has been consumed by yourself. How can I find a satisfactory job? ! Finally, I went to a good-looking unit, but I was very tired at work and couldn't handle the relationship with my colleagues well at work, so I was very depressed. I met a very nice girl after work and wanted to fall in love and get married. But during the date, I met a girl who just worked online. When she came to my city to study, we met and committed adultery. In addition, I often chat with the opposite sex online, watch obscene content on my mobile phone and engage in psychosexuality, which really degenerates to the extreme.

However, cause and effect are not empty, good is rewarded with good, and evil with evil. It is these uncontrolled masturbation and fornication that have brought me painful results.

After working for a year, I got a serious blood disease. In order to save his life, he began painful chemotherapy and radiotherapy, and suffering was like purgatory on earth. I almost died several times during chemotherapy. My whole family took care of me and worried about me, and spent millions of dollars on medical expenses. This is all the result of my lewdness. I'm sorry for my parents' upbringing and my ancestors. Our family has always been honest. I indulge myself and humiliate myself. I am a black sheep.

Fortunately, I heard about the benefits of release before I got sick. So I missed it several times during chemotherapy. I didn't know any rituals at that time, but I read Amitabha. Maybe this is a good thing. I stumbled in chemotherapy. Later, under the guidance of a fortune teller, I began to give birth once a month. About ten dollars each time. After that, my treatment went well. But I didn't believe in Buddhism at that time. Later, during my recovery, a good knowledge accidentally gave me a book about liberation, which also involved Buddhism. After reading it, I liked it very much and invited many related books to read. After reading books such as Four Disciplines of Fanfan, Induction on Tai Shang and Treasure of Shou Kang, I suddenly realized. At this time, I believe there is a god who raised his head three feet. Everyone's words and deeds, even an idea in his heart, are known to the gods of heaven and earth. Karma is true!

From then on, I began to correct my behavior, consciously extricate myself and read Buddha. If you don't look at anything involving lewdness, you will immediately suppress lewd thoughts. Until now, my health is getting better every day. Compared with before, I can now be said to be completely transformed.

Thanksgiving Buddhism, grateful for the great compassion of Buddha and Bodhisattva, did not abandon me, a person full of evil deeds, and gave me a second life. Let me recover so well again. Disciples now tell these things in detail, hoping to warn the world, believe in cause and effect, and believe in Buddhism.

Although I have changed a lot now, my marriage is still not smooth and my breath is very bad because of my previous serious lewdness and disrespect for my parents and elders. This is a warning to me not to slack off, to seriously repent of all the evil deeds I have committed and to turn over a new leaf. In the future, we must honor our parents and elders, do more good deeds to repay the society, and be an upright person.

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