Why do I find someone to do divination, and when I get home after divination, I regret (fear) from my heart and feel bored, so I don't remember this when I sleep in bed?

Can't be too feudal and superstitious!

Is the calculation result bad, is there any psychological hint?

I suggest you learn more scientific and cultural knowledge, and have certain ability to identify and judge some old society statements.

Can't mechanically copy, too affect yourself.

Usually communicate with friends and relatives, tell their worries and get advice and help.