What is my fate with Ditan?

The fate between me and Ditan is to be integrated. Shi Tiesheng was unfortunately paralyzed at the age of twenty, and his spirit almost collapsed for a while. It is in this unusual state of mind that Shi Tiesheng came to Ditan. Ditan has therefore become an indispensable part of the author's life. It is the Ditan that contains the indescribable double realms of eternity and instant, antiquity and freshness, silence and surging, breadth and thinness, which gives the writer a strong shock to his mind. Generally speaking, the Ditan in the article makes the author feel mellow, thick, detached, broad historical vicissitudes, noise and endless life consciousness in a seemingly quiet, desolate and deep place. In the words of the article, it is: barren but not declining. At the end of the article, it is mentioned that "there are not only my ruts everywhere in this garden, but also my mother's footprints where there are ruts." This summary implies that the growth of "I" is always inseparable from the inspiration of my mother. My mother and Ditan have been integrated and integrated with "I".