The fortune teller said I was. ......

I advise you to believe in Buddhism. Believing in Buddhism is not superstition. If you are unhappy, you can add me: 604496293, I am a Buddhist student, and now I am also learning fortune telling. This is your dream. There is a saying in Buddhism: there is nothing, so there is no dust. Did your mother really die because of you ...? How can you say that you beat your dead relatives because of you in an action without facts? Dreams are just what you think, and you can't get happiness. Try to let go of what you think and learn to let go, so that fate will not control you and you can get rid of it without following the magic in your heart. Above amitabha, this is not terrible, what is terrible is bad heart.