Class sharing of Kripalu Tarot cards

Before writing this sharing, I habitually took out Tarot cards and drew one. It was a "lover"! I can't help laughing. My question is "Should I write this article?" After all, in my limited writing experience in the past, the greatest glory was that an essay in Grade Three got the highest score in the class, entitled "My First Transplantation".

Valentine's card about love, about emotion, about choice … completely explains my present state.

So when I was urged to write several times, I faltered and refused. On the other hand, my fingers were already slipping quickly and I wanted to share them with my friends in Tarot class. If Mr. Kripulou were here at this moment, he would take out that piece of "justice" and knock on my head, reminding me that I was unconsciously caught in the "vortex of perfectionism" and cared too much about my beauty but never took a step.

Tarot cards are integrated into life and exist at all times. Tarot cards are life, and there are cards strung together all the time.

As the first batch of students who entered China as a teacher of Kripulou, their original intention was not to be a great tarot teacher, but more to be curious. If there is anything that makes me live a different life today, it must be curiosity. I'm curious about how a man who used to be a handsome guy and a beautiful woman in the entertainment circle became a "fortune teller" and how he switched back and forth between dirty and shabby India and fashionable France.

Of course, unfortunately. Because I don't come to class with the attitude of learning professional knowledge, I fall asleep easily. I fall asleep as soon as I attend class, and I feel refreshed after class. Only a few words are recorded in the notebook. I remind myself not to fall asleep every time I start school. Otherwise, how can I afford my vacation, plane tickets and tuition? At least I changed what I had, and I got something.

Later, I actually learned that sleeping in class is different from sleeping at ordinary times. Teacher Kripulou said that our brain is usually like a high-speed machine, which keeps running ... and never stops. Most of the noise emitted by the brain can only be connected with the essence of things if it is cleaned up more cleanly. And "sleeping" makes the brain relax, and the brain will automatically open another way of receiving, just like closing your eyes during meditation, so that the "third eye" can be opened to explore the inner territory.

During the four-day class, we played a lot of games, and we were aware, felt and observed in the process of playing.

There is a group game. Amber and I are a group. The rule is that you can't speak a known language, but you should make any self-created sounds to interact with each other. The two of us looked at each other on the court, and there was no sound at all. Slowly … I just feel more and more quiet around. I stared at amber closely until the teacher gently reminded me to "make a sound" and my throat growled like a lion. I soon noticed a trace of fear in Amber's eyes, and gently raised my feet to approach her, just like a cheetah slowly and intently approaching its prey. Amber's eyes aggravated the tension and panic, and began to retreat slowly, just like a trapped rabbit making a final useless escape.

The air is so stuffy that it seems that only the two of us are left. Suddenly I gave a loud roar, and Amber collapsed on the ground and began to cry. I am not at all happy to see her defeated by me. Instead, he was sad and weak, collapsed and began to cry.

The teacher didn't give us any interpretation of the game, and occasionally one or two sentences were in the form of questions. This exercise was only after I relaxed that I realized that I was unconsciously presenting the most common state at that time. Protect yourself with hardship, perseverance, defense and even attack, a pair of armed forces that "keep strangers away". To fight against amber's fear, vulnerability, helplessness, confusion … and even depression. I can't accept the bad parts of others. They are dangerous, useless and despised. Isn't it always like this? Don't cry, don't be weak, don't show weakness ... It is this survival rule that can protect me.

It faded after class for a long time, and then I realized that when I fell to the ground, those who were isolated were all my own parts. At that moment, I didn't know why I cried, and no one could blame my sadness. They are all me. And I unconsciously attacked myself for so long. I always thought I was against others, but the enemy was myself. I hold amber tightly and feel trapped in the darkest corner.

The teacher said that every card has a positive and negative interpretation, and they are not good or bad. Just like the lion in the power card 1 1, everyone has an animal part, which is aggressive, destructive, angry, uncontrollable and has many aspects. Whether we present a direct animal part or a transformed part, we need to be constantly aware of ourselves and heal ourselves through personal growth.

The healing of inner self must be the first step for teachers to inherit and demand to become tarot teachers. He shared that in the first four years of learning tarot cards, he didn't do any real charging cases, and he spent a lot of time on self-purification and growth. He hardly publicized and packaged himself, and the case owners followed. In fact, he showed tarot cards to many celebrities and movie stars in France. (After all, people used to be in the entertainment circle. ) And this workshop is not just about learning the functions of tarot cards, but the fact is that not everyone who comes to class will eventually choose to become a tarot card teacher. So "cure" must be the theme of this workshop.

How does healing happen? I don't know the rest. For me, I don't need to say or do anything deliberately. If I am aware enough, some changes are happening quietly, such as some unexpected good things, such as God's reward. Or some uncomfortable people are good opportunities to explore and break, and not all of them happen to satisfy the desire of "ego".

The real change must happen in an invisible place, beyond the scope of brain exploration, and only the next time there is a scene, after your unconscious reaction, it seems that something has changed, and the model will really collapse.

In front of a classmate named Pepe, we have been whispering in her ear for two years and asked her to come to India. She would rather go to Singapore, Japan, which has "all kinds of dislike" for India, but after teacher kripalu told her once, she came. Is the teacher's French too good? I prefer to believe that there is an invisible force behind the teacher.

Only four months later, I went to the second primary school class. Share some tidbits:

I drew a card before the end, haha, actually it is "the mean".

It seems that this sharing has opened a new chapter. I really like tarot cards. It never let me down.

In the second retraining, I went to class with the question of whether I should leave my job or not. At present, I live freely in India, and I have left my job for a year. And when I left, I was in a state of "fool" (tarot card), throwing away everything I created and jumping off the cliff. Are you scared? Fear; Fear? Fear; You want to turn around? Don't! Whether the cliff is an abyss or a peach blossom garden, you will never know until you jump.

Two years ago, I had no idea with ten toes that I would live here for so long. But if we are willing to believe that there is a bigger existence, we are willing to believe that there are actually many possibilities. If we break the limitations of the brain, life will expand again and again and gradually become what we want to be. We have many choices, I just choose to follow my heart!

Remarks: The above sharing is personal experience, and it does not require everyone to come to India or leave their jobs. If there are similarities, it is purely coincidental!