Very ordinary

When did you accept that you are actually an ordinary person?

From birth, we are expected.

When we were born, we were praised as "beautiful water" the moment we saw the ceiling lights in the hospital.

At the full moon, my mother used the horoscope to tell her fortune. She was said to be a satellite, which must be extraordinary.

When I was one year old, I was arranged to catch Zhou. I caught chopsticks and said that I would have no food and clothing all my life.

In the year of SARS, I accidentally caught a cold and secretly went to see a private doctor in the middle of the night. I'll be lucky to be told that I survived after I found nothing.

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Therefore, I also think that I should be a person who brings extraordinary things to life and will do some great things.

Therefore, I must want to try everything in my later life;

Primary school celebrated Children's Day on June 1st, and was selected to perform on the program. I think I must be a star, so I watch TV to imitate the performance of TV stars in the program, sitting, standing, walking, dressing, talking ... and then I was scolded crazy by my grandmother;

During the rebellious period of junior high school, I skipped classes with a group of really rebellious people in the school, contradicted the teacher and didn't do my homework. . I feel that I have a group of chivalrous and fearless brothers who walk with the wind and are invited by their parents;

When I was in high school, I thought it was cool to blatantly skip classes, so I studied art and chose the media. Finally, I felt that I had done a very correct thing.

After going to college, I studied in a college with a strong artistic atmosphere and felt that I must be an excellent anchor or reporter.

After graduation, I found that most of my ideas were not realized.

So I began to reflect. What's wrong?

How did I become the most ordinary person?

"Let's just be ordinary people and live an ordinary life." This sentence was said by my father after I failed in the college entrance examination for the first time.

Because it's hard for dad to have a chance to say anything to me. When he said this to me for the first time in more than ten years, the waves in his heart were hard to calm down.

From that moment on, I gradually began to formally have ordinary.

This is really a very sad thing. ...

When my own life began, I really understood that life was really ordinary, and it was nothing more than daily necessities.

But I am also glad that in this ordinary and dull life, I am also trying my best to indulge my own special.

I have friends that I like.

I have a lovely family.

I learned to cook my favorite dish.

I found a job I like better.

I won't argue with people all night.

I am actively looking for someone I love.

I can still find touch in my life.

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I'm starting to admit that I'm ordinary now. I have no beautiful appearance, no peerless talent and no luxurious family.

But so far, I like myself.