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Dad and two younger brothers often have problems. I either pay their gambling debts or go to the police station to guarantee them. Now, my father has devoted himself to Tzu Chi seriously, and both my younger brothers have legitimate jobs. As the saying goes, "near dust can be achieved." Now, I can finally become a Tzu Chi volunteer with a clear conscience.

Suffer hardships and be thoroughly remoulded.

Many years ago, a fortune teller told me, "You didn't get your name right. This house is full of bad people.": "pheasant", full of clouds and gloomy rain, the following eight knives. No, no, change your name. 」

When we met again a few years later, the fortune teller asked me if I had changed my name. I smiled and said to him, "I didn't change my name, I changed my life." 」

In the past, my family was almost full of people who made me nervous. I am worried about living in fear, because there are "situations" at any time.

1999, began to contact Tzu Chi; For more than ten years, I have learned that "going through hardships and being thoroughly remoulded", and changing myself also affects my family. Now that the whole family is on the right track, their fate has completely changed.

Without Tzu Chi, the girl with a bad name, Chen Suilang, would have disappeared from this world forever.

The elder sister is responsible for the "disappearance" of her parents.

Since I was sensible, I have been deeply impressed by my father's drinking and gambling, quarreling and fighting with my mother, and often moving. My father had many bad habits since he was a child, and my mother often ran away from home in anger. Our four children are as poor as orphans.

I remember that my parents "disappeared" again in the second and third grades of primary school. As a big sister, I cook with a rice cooker, then pack two lunches, buy a small packet of pickles, and eat pickles rice with my big brother at noon; My sister and brother go to kindergarten and have lunch at school.

One day, my sister and brother went out to wait for the doll car. I was about to lock the door when I heard a scream and a child was hit by a car. I ran over and saw my sister trembling with fear. I held the child covered in blood and brain overflow and cried crazily. A little hand patted me on the shoulder. Looking back, it was my little brother, alive and well. I turned around and hugged him, crying even harder. This incident left a deep impression on me. Life is hard and you have to worry about it every day.

Later, my father opened a casino at home, and my mother was imprisoned for 7 months because her father wrote a check in her name, which violated the "Negotiable Instruments Law". After she got out of prison, she found that her father had another woman, and she was so angry that she divorced and took her brother away.

After graduating from junior high school, I began to work as a female worker in a clothing factory and a clerk in a breakfast shop. There are still scalded scars on my hands.

In my early twenties, I used to drive a minivan to the headquarters of a chain breakfast restaurant to get toast. Once, my classmate's sister hitchhiked to the China TV actor training class. Accidentally, I ran over, too. As a result, the interview teacher asked me to leave my phone number and encouraged me to attend the class. In this way, I became the twelfth student of the training course.

After graduation, I made a short film advocating comprehensive income tax, with only one line, but I took 6 thousand yuan, which surprised me and made me happy. Then director Li Yuefeng asked me for an audition. So 1990, the well-known "Love" of China TV Station became my debut, playing a delicate girl Aju who sells bowls and loves to eat "pork". ...

The audience doesn't know that I am Chen Suilang, but they know the lovely Bowl of Chrysanthemums. The first taste of popularity, the return is not very high, but it is several times that of breakfast shops. At that time, I was 25 years old and was already the economic pillar of my family, but most of my income was taken to the gambling table by my father.

My favorite family members died one after another.

1999 is a turning point in my life. I participated in the life smile drama performance of AIDA TV, got in touch with Tzu Chi and met several brothers and sisters. Later, my sister died, and I fell into the abyss of pain. They pulled me up.

My sister is my closest relative and favorite person. She works as a teacher in a kindergarten and is optimistic. Dad and two younger brothers often have problems, gambling, drinking, fighting and crashing ... I either pay their gambling debts or go to the police station to vouch for them. My sister often says, "If you accidentally become a family with them, just admit it!" 」

Because of the high expenses at home and the tiredness of making money, my sister shoulders the burden of taking care of her grandmother and mother. My sister got postpartum depression after marriage and ended her life. I spoke to her on the phone that morning, and in the evening I received bad news from the police. ...

Grandma, mom and sister are all my favorite people. After the death of two elders after a long illness, my sister left and I had no support. Go to Chengtian Temple to pay homage to my sister every day, drive to the supermarket door at night, sleep in the car and dare not go home. I'm afraid no one will find me dead at home.

My spirit is getting worse and worse. That year, I attended Tzu Chi's year-end blessing. Sister Cai Peishan was startled when she saw my haggard face and said, "You are ill. I'll take you to the doctor. 」

I burst into tears as soon as I entered the clinic. The doctor said, "This is post-traumatic stress syndrome. It's gonna be okay. Don't worry. I started taking medicine and wanted to become a monk. I think life is too hard.

Just as my body and mind gradually recovered, Pang Yi 'an, the manager of the program department of Daai TV, asked me to play the master of Deci in the Houshan sisters. I understand that virtue cannot be "played". If I don't succeed, I will be very depressed. One day, I knelt in front of avalokitesvara in the Buddhist temple at home and wept bitterly and repented. Suddenly I heard the Bodhisattva say to me: You should be more careful!

I was shocked. It turned out that the TV behind was broadcasting Bodhi on earth, which proved Master Yan's enlightenment. I heard nothing before, only the last sentence: be careful!

In the play Sisters in the Back Hill, my lines are all based on the teacher's instruction. When I carry them behind my back and talk about them, they internalize into my heart. It turns out that the master is so compassionate and wise.

In 2004, I began to participate in the internship and training of Tzu Chi volunteers. One day, I went with volunteers to help the nurses clean up. Father called and said he owed a lot of gambling debts, but he couldn't pay them back. Now I'm cold, hungry and tired. I don't know where I got my temper and said, "Where do you want me to raise money temporarily? Tangible and intangible, no amount is enough for you! 」

Dad said angrily, "It's amazing that you are doing Tzu Chi now! Help others, but not our own. I was hacked to death. You don't have to come to see me. I don't have a daughter like you ... "I knelt on the ground and wept bitterly on the spot, and vowed:" I must bring my father in! 」

Life is saved and wisdom grows.

In 2006 1 month, I was certified as a Tzu Chi member and took over the job as the host of the program "Grassroots Bodhi" on Daai TV. Next year, I am invited to be a guest on the program "Lovers". My father went with me. The host asked me, "My father used to get you into trouble. How do you feel? I said, "Because I love my father very much, I will use the body my father gave me to attract more people. 」

Hearing this, my father shyly expressed his past soft blood, frequent fights and injuries, trouble for children and so on. The host asked him, "Is your daughter filial?" My father said, "I am very filial. It is because my eldest son has done something good that I have this good daughter. " Hearing this, I cried! Years of hard work and grievances finally earned my father's affirmation.

Soon, my father was diagnosed with cellulitis by Tzu Chi Hospital in Taipei because of swelling of his neck and mouth, and immediately arranged treatment. During my stay in hospital, I happened to meet Master Dehuan in that exquisite house. He went to the ward to visit his father and gave him a string of beads.

I took my father with me and made a vow: "Tzu Chi saved my life. With the blessing of Master, I will never gamble, smoke, drink, chew betel nuts, hit people or chop people again. 」

After leaving the hospital and going home, my father cleaned up the mahjong table and prepared to "open for business". I quickly stopped it. Dad said, "I can only gamble in my life, not gamble." How can I live? " "I said," Change your job and open a vegetarian restaurant! 」

I changed the original casino into a snack bar, and the walls were covered with Jingsi language. The most striking sentence is: "learn to nod, learn to bow, and don't learn to make a fist." Remind dad not to fight with others impulsively.

Business was bad at first because it tasted bad; Later, with the guidance of the vegetarian restaurant owner and the support of Luzhou Tzu Chi brothers and sisters, the craft gradually improved and the business improved.

My father and aunt who lived together for many years got rid of their bad habits and got married. I encouraged them to participate in the internship and training of Tzu Chi volunteers, and now they are certified members. Dad devoted himself to Tzu Chi, and his two younger brothers got proper jobs.

I used to hate my father, and I also contradicted him and vowed not to be his daughter in my next life. Now, it is the most gratifying and happiest thing for me that my father can "turn over a new leaf" and turn over a new leaf.

At the end of the Ming Dynasty, there was a saying in master lianchi's Seven-wall Ditch: "If you are close to dust, you will succeed. Now, I can finally become a Tzu Chi volunteer with a clear conscience.