Always looked down upon, despised and even spurned, it seems hypocritical to say that growing up is worthless, so I hope you can calculate my life for me.

Friend, no one can predict the prospect of his own life path. Be brave, don't despair in the face of others' cynicism, everything will be fine. It is a fool who relies on fortune telling to seek comfort, and it is a true wise man who will comfort himself. Be a sunny boy full of hopes and dreams, ok?