That year, I walked outside to see the answer.

I went for a walk outside that year.

(1) I was 2 1 years old that year, which was my age full of energy and enthusiasm. At that time, I was teaching in a rural primary school at the foot of a mountain, dealing with a group of travel-stained and naughty children all day. That year, because of lovelorn love, my mind suffered two blows in succession, and I suddenly lost interest in these rural children and teaching. I let the students go to the mountain and sit alone for a long time, lost in thought for a long time.

(2) Suddenly, I feel that the emotion called love between people is very thin, false and seemingly nonexistent. Living has become the most boring thing.

(3) That summer vacation, I made simple preparations and wanted to go out for a walk. Where are you going? I don't know, wherever you go.

At home, parents prepared delicious food early, because their son is coming back for the summer vacation. In the first few days, they thought I was making up lessons for students at school, but 10 days passed and before their son came back, they began to feel uneasy. My father said to visit the school, so he rode 30 miles to the rural primary school to find me. I didn't find it, so he asked. Someone told him that I packed my things and left as soon as I had a holiday, and I didn't know where I went. My father's heart hung up, and when I went home to tell my mother about it, so did my mother's heart.

The next day, my old father went to war. I searched all the classmates' homes in a county town, but I couldn't find where I was. Father rode his bike in the scorching sun and went door to door looking for it. He asked when he met my classmate, his eyes were red and his voice was hoarse. Travel-stained father, looking for more than ten days in a row, had blisters on his lips, and later his voice became hoarse.

A heavy rain drowned my father on the road. He wanted to find a shelter from the rain, but he didn't. My father wanted to ride home early, but at this time the tire burst. Tired and anxious, my father had to push the cart in the rain. When he got home, he didn't even have the strength to get on the kang.

In those days, my mother often had nightmares, dreaming that I walked into a black shop, was killed and stuffed my meat into buns. I sat in a small steamed stuffed bun and called out to my mother. When I woke up, my mother woke up my father and asked him to save me. ...

My father didn't get any news from me, and my mother dreamed of my misfortune every night and cried every night. Parents who are not superstitious should not be superstitious. They hired a fortune teller. Mr. Wang is blind. He squeezed his hand and said, Your son is about 40 miles northeast now. Go find him.

(9) Hearing this, my father was overjoyed and rode his bicycle for 40 miles to the northeast. When I got there, my dad was stupid. There is a big reservoir, and the blue-green water surface shakes gently in the breeze. Father went round and round the reservoir. He tried to find what I left on the shore, but found nothing.

Father sat down on the ground. It was a long time before he stood up with difficulty, and when he rode back, he staggered like a drunk.

(1 1) Forty days later, after the summer vacation, I came back. All the unhappiness and pain in my heart were thrown to the outside world.

(12) When I walked into the room, my mother saw me and paused as if she didn't know me. Then she came across me.

(13) Father shouted with a stick in his hand: Bastard! Listen, I won't break your leg! A face of anger rushed over.

(14) The stick my father waved hung over my head and missed. In an instant, the arm slowly fell, like slow motion in a movie. Suddenly, my father held my head in his arms with thick palms and said sadly, son, you can come back!

(15) Only then did I find my mother wrinkled and gaunt. My father is almost 20 years older, which makes me afraid to admit it.

Exercise:

15. Please summarize the main plot of this novel in concise language. (About 30 words)

16. Combined with the context, analyze the meaning of adding words or phrases in the following sentences and analyze their expression effects.

(1) Fuck, Dad. Take a sip with a stick: asshole! Listen, I won't break your leg! Rushed up angrily. ...

(2) My father's heart is hanging. After getting up, he went home and told his mother about this situation, and her heart was hanging.

17. Combined with the full text, this paper briefly analyzes the characters of the father in the text.

18. Who does the article use to tell this story? What's the role? Contact the full text and talk about what kind of psychology the author showed at the end of the article.

Reference answer:

15. My elderly parents were anxious to ask me where I was going because I was lovelorn and went out to play.

16.( 1) Through action description, on the surface, I wrote my father's anger at me for leaving without saying goodbye, but actually conveyed my father's concern and love for me.

(2) Lift the finger off the ground. The two hanging characters vividly describe the sadness, worry and anxiety of parents when they don't know the whereabouts of their son. At the same time, it also shows the parents' deep love for their son.

17. From my father, after I left without saying goodbye, I took the trouble to ask around about my whereabouts; When I got home, although I waved a wooden stick, I didn't hit me and other details. It can be seen that he is a kind, tolerant, caring and loving father.

18. The first person can give people a cordial, natural and true feeling, and can more truly express the inner changes and feelings of the characters, thus increasing the credibility of the article. Because I left without saying goodbye, my parents were worried, and the days passed like a few years, especially when I saw my parents' wrinkles and white hair, I felt guilty, regretful and sorry.