Shi Tiesheng 202 1 Reading Notes

Shi Tiesheng's prose has profound implications, cordial and dignified words, and rigorous and humorous language. Then, here are some reading notes about Shi Tiesheng, a sentient being. I hope you like them. Welcome to consult.

Shi Tiesheng's Reading Notes 1

Du Tiesheng's first essay is his My Dream. Before that, I always thought that prose was always obscure, like looking at flowers in the fog, which made people unable to read. I really didn't like prose. But "My Dream" brought me another kind of feeling, without hypocrisy or affectation, and the simple language went straight to my heart. From then on, I remembered Shi Tiesheng.

At the beginning of school, I didn't have much homework and was bored, so I picked up the book Shi Tiesheng's Prose here. It may be that his lower limbs suddenly paralyzed when he was young, which led him to have more doubts and thoughts about life. In his articles, one question is often associated with the next. These questions are a series of articles. Although not all these questions can be answered, sometimes you may even find yourself back to the original point, but this does not prevent you from getting your own gains in the process of thinking with the article.

Admittedly, I still can't read many of his articles (Wang Wenjie said "Ditan and I" was very touching, but I really didn't feel this way ... gap ... gap), but in the process of reading, I seldom felt relaxed and calm. Blindly reading novels, those thrilling and bizarre stories, or happy or sad stories, have made our hearts too impulsive and sensitive. It's better to slow down, calm down and read such an article, relax and prepare for the next departure.

About Shi Tiesheng's prose, my favorite should be good luck design. If only I had a perfect life. Everyone must have had such a dream, but it is rare for the author to have such a detailed plan. However, when everything goes well, life seems to lose its meaning. As a result, the previous "good luck design" was overthrown one by one and was "designed" for a long time, only to find that enjoying the present, loving life and paying attention to the process is the most perfect life. This ending can be considered vulgar, but the previous foreshadowing makes it all seem logical and rich in connotation.

I read this book slowly, and I don't need to read it quickly. Read slowly and think carefully, and I will gain something.

Postscript: In fact, this is an assignment. At that time, there was nothing to write about Zhou Ji, so I planned to write a review and hand it in. I didn't expect the more I wrote, the more I felt. Although I found it after writing it, it's really traditional ... however, I think so, too.

Shi Tiesheng's Reading Notes II

Shi Tiesheng has an article called "Memory Labyrinth", and the title is really vivid! Indeed, memory is a maze in the human mind, mixed with the subconscious. So he said in this article: "Memory, in the creator's place, has changed beyond recognition and entered another existence." Although he is talking about creators and writers based on experience and memory; But in fact, in every paragraph of our memory, your memory may be wrong, chaotic and untrue. But! What you remember, and through your cognitive and emotional changes, is the whole truth of your life. Shi Tiesheng still said in the maze of memory: "I didn't use' memory', but used' impression'. Because the past will not stay in my memory, but the noise and turmoil of the past will always stay in my impression. Because memory is only a periodic record of zombies, and impression is the understanding and feeling of all life changes. Memory is only the passive storage of the brain, and impression is the activation, reorganization and creation of memory when the mind looks up to mystery. " So About Reality says, "The accumulation and weaving of these impressions are mine". In other words, Shi Tiesheng believes that the truth of the mind based on memory is the most real life, and in this truth, the mind is the key. Actually, going back to Descartes' "I think therefore I am" and Liu Liangcheng's "inner existence" mentioned at the beginning of Reading Notes are also related to the mind. The truth of life is in your mind! Words and literature can better preserve this spiritual truth, and the time of life is not old.

In the early spring of this year, I wrote an article recalling junior high school to continue the memory that was interrupted for 256 years. There is a saying: "Memory is really a wonderful thing. Remember something, in order to save some time and space to enrich today's mind. Sometimes you have forgotten something, and when someone mentions it, you really remember it all, because it has not disappeared, but lurks in a secret corner that I don't know. It has already become a part of your sensitive heart. " I feel so lucky. I remembered something, and I was moved to miss it, so the good times in my life will not dissipate.

The students all felt the same way after reading it, and a sentence said by a classmate who didn't do word work was equally profound. "She records her memories and stories. Everyone has a wonderful story, but not everyone has such delicate feelings. " Yes, these are just subtle truths in my memory, not necessarily the truth of their time; And when I remember him, what am I in his memory? I really want to know the truth about my life.

Shi Tiesheng has a note under the wall, which is also about accepting the limitations of the wall in life, that is, "life is not completely equal" mentioned in the last reading note. But it also mentioned the relationship between the memory of the wall and the meaning of life. Take a passage as the end of this article: "A life is so light that it is gone, thinking that it is nothing, easy, simple and disappearing." The lightness of a life threatens the comprehensiveness of life, which permeates the soul: will all the paragraphs of life end like this? ..... Asking about meaning is asking about the weight of life. When death comes, there is a ceremony. Dust and soil are good. Looking at the past, it evaporates gently, but you can hear something still heavy. ..... Can a beautiful position still carry weight? "He means that the weight of life comes from meaning. As long as you love and hate, sing and cry, remember to move, your heart is enriched and your emotions are beautiful, life really exists in a beautiful place and will not fade away. Family members are real souls in our group, and we live together. The truth of the mind is the most real life, and the mind remembers all the truth of life!

Shi Tiesheng's Reading Notes 3

Shi Tiesheng is a special writer. Graduated from Tsinghua High School, early stage, 18 years old, responded to the call to jump the queue in Yan 'an. Overweight farm work and poor living conditions hurt his young body. Once he was caught in a heavy rain and had a high fever. After returning to Beijing, I was admitted to Friendship Hospital on my birthday and never stood up again. He was only 2 1 year old when he was paralyzed. He wrote an article "I am 2 1 year old". Young! In the words of his masterpiece Ditan and I, it is "living to the most arrogant age and suddenly limping." Later, he got nephropathy and uremia. He lives on hemodialysis three times a week. Claiming that "the major is sick and the amateur is writing."

What does disability bring to Shi Tiesheng? Some people say that because of his physical disability, he has a deeper thinking about life; I want to say that he discovered the universal deformity of life and made up for the deformity of the body from the perspective of life.

He explained to the blind children in "To Friends of the Blind Children", "What is disability? Disability is just a limitation. You want to see it, but you can't. As for me, I want to go, but I can't. What about healthy people? They want to fly but can't fly-this is a metaphor, that is to say, healthy people also have limitations, and these limitations also give them hardships and hardships. ..... Life is such a process, a process of constantly surpassing one's own limitations, and this is fate. Everyone is the same. In this process, we encounter pain, transcend limitations and feel happy. "

"Healthy people have their limitations. They want to fly, but they can't fly. " Yes, who wouldn't want to fly if they could? There are also life wishes such as flying legs, taking off my career and flying to my beloved. But no matter how strong my body is and how clever my mind is, I can't fly flat. People are born with defects. Who dares to say that his life will not experience setbacks and hardships, no pain, no ownership? In this case, then healthy people and disabled people have embarked on the road of life beyond disability; In fact, life is generally incomplete, even if you are a healthy person.

He wrote in Memories of the Temple: "No matter where you go, this place is not perfect. Between the ugly and weak and the perfect God, it is the eternal path for believers. ..... This shore will never be complete, otherwise the other shore will collapse. " If life on this shore is complete, no believer will go to the other shore, and the other shore of bliss in people's minds will naturally collapse because it is meaningless. It tells us irrefutably that all life is incomplete, no one is luckier than anyone else, and no one is more unfortunate than anyone else. Luck and misfortune are only manifested in different aspects and at different times in different people! When I learned from Shi Tiesheng that the equality of life is always incomplete, I eased my sadness that life was killed in the Spring and Autumn Period.

Compared with ordinary people, Shi Tiesheng certainly knows more about the incompleteness of life, and after he came out of the same deserted altar, he accepted this incompleteness quietly and peacefully. This passage in Broken Pen has always been my motto: "Being sick is also a life experience, even a special trip. The experience of illness is to know how to meet step by step. Only when you have a fever can you know how cool it is to live without a fever. When you cough, you realize how peaceful your voice is when you don't cough. When I first got into the wheelchair, I kept thinking, can't you walk upright, or have you lost your own characteristics? When I feel dark and get bedsore again, I can only lie awkwardly for several days before I see how sunny I am sitting. Later, I suffered from uremia, often confused and unable to think. I miss the past more and finally wake up: in fact, we are lucky at any time, because any disaster may be preceded by the word' more'. "

But what moved me most was that he used his incomplete life to look at life more enthusiastically than any healthy person, thus making up for the incompleteness of life. Explain what he said "overlooking" first. First of all, of course, it is related to the core concepts "soul, soul and flow" in Shi Tiesheng's works. In short, there is a heart. He said in Nostalgia for Ditan: "The zero degree of writing is the starting point of life, the starting point of writing is the inherent problems of life, and the ultimate search of writing is the original appearance of the soul." Shi Tiesheng's worldview is "the worldview of the soul". "Memories about the Temple" is about grandma listening to music and chanting practical things in the temple: "Grandma was fascinated and shook her, but she didn't feel it. She thinks about her life from music, recites and looks at another place. " Isn't it that you, me, him and all sentient beings look to the other side of heaven in order to relieve the suffering and deformity of life?

Shi Tiesheng's Reading Notes 4

God took away his legs, but never broke his strong and sentimental heart; Years passed, but the softness and purity never dissipated-inscription.

After reading Shi Tiesheng's words, you will feel that you have tasted a precious cup of Qing and have a long aftertaste. At some point, it may appear in your mind in time, and it will only make people cry. Because the words are full of sensibility, but also because of rational narration, people's hearts tremble.

The unfortunate fate made him more sensitive. When you open the book, you will find that between the lines, there are feelings-just like a bowl of noodles with sauce, each side is covered with sauce ... forgive my tacky, for poor me, the noodles with dregs are really delicious. No, maybe this style of writing is really as plain but deeply rooted in the hearts of the people.

On a quiet night, I was reading The Story of Jumping in the Queue. I'm a post-90s generation, and I never cut in line. But reading and reading, I seem to feel that that era is not far away from me, and I can even feel the scenes of Xiao Bin Zhongwei Qingping Bay ... These people are all things I have seen and experienced with my own eyes. Those days when I chewed corn bread mixed with bran and thought about the smell of roast chicken, those days when I saw my beloved boys and girls, those days when I endured the pain that my youthful vitality was completely consumed by injustice and sadness ... I don't know how to evaluate that era, because after all, I have no real experience and can't understand more painful details. Perhaps, even after that time, I am not qualified to comment, because I was just an ordinary experiencer and an ordinary narrator during that time.

What hurts more is the memory. In The Story of Jumping in the Queue, many years later, when the girls met again, they were desolate and cold. In the face of paralysis, the text has been somewhat sharp. In Destiny of Original Sin, despair is directly and nakedly expressed. This is a novel, in which "I" and "Murphy" are not the author himself, I told myself. However, every hero has his own shadow, not to mention their experiences are so similar. Isn't meditation after the accident numbness after extreme pain?

I think Shi Tiesheng is emotional because he still has a heart for his mother. In the classic "Ditan and I", he feels that he failed to understand his mother earlier, failed to fulfill his filial piety, and his feelings of guilt are beyond words. However, it must be a comfort for him to stand up again in his mother's lifetime. A mother's love is always broad and selfless, and she can even be considerate of her children and forget her own existence.

Perception and reason coexist, which makes a complete person. People who can handle both are people who understand the overall situation and have great love. Shi Tiesheng is like this.

Emotional words are expressed by reason. Brothers and Lunch Half an Hour rationally reveal the reality of Sony. Like a spear, it points directly at the darkest and most easily overlooked side of society. In Brothers, from the perspective of a kind girl, she expressed her sympathy for a pair of poor brothers, and even expressed her helplessness to the world and her thinking about rules and regulations. The text of Lunch Half an Hour fully shows Mr. Shi Tiesheng's sensitivity and mastery of light, shadow and sound, which is very wonderful. The scene of a group of workers talking together came into view. It describes the hardships and expectations of the working people at the bottom, as well as social injustice and oppression.

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In fact, Mr. Shi Tiesheng's words are basically a blend of sensibility and rationality, but I think sensibility comes first. Because there are unconventional ideas, such as: love is the freedom that two people understand each other and gain in understanding; Getting married may make some people afraid of losing what they have now; People live because there is faith in support, we have to admit, but everyone's faith is different. Believing in death, people no longer exist, which has nothing to do with the body, but the spiritual world. ...

Many people like Mr. Shi Tiesheng's writing style, which is pure and soft, like a big cotton flower. Below it, there is a barren and sharp soil-this is the reality. No matter how beautiful the words are, they are all based on reality, otherwise they are moaning. This is also rational.

Nowadays, many young writers love to pile up gorgeous rhetoric, show off literary talent, float like oil and have no quality. In this regard, I want to say: reading Mr. Shi Tiesheng's words is profound and pure, soft and realistic, which is a real peace. Comparatively speaking, it is a clear spring, clean and of good quality.

Because among them, there is sensibility and rationality. Perception comes first, reason follows.

Shi Tiesheng's Reading Notes 5

In the confusion of science and the chaos of fate, people can only rely on their own spirit. No matter what we believe, it is a description and guidance of our own spirit.

Jobs in this world are no different, whether they are writers or company employees. We are all carefully getting what we want. The difference is that the brick under our feet is slightly thinner with time and opportunity. However, the obsession of reaching out enough is no different.

Then, the most annoying thing is that you gradually become numb, and what comes out is a sense of self-doubt that both misses the past and fears the future. I can't change my life now, and I'm full of fear for the future.

The sense of powerlessness makes most people's lives vulnerable to scrutiny. Professor Mark Bauer Rhein of Emory University said, "One of the signs of a person's maturity is to understand that 99% of what happens to him every day is meaningless to others."

In this state, can you do something nourishing for yourself?

-"Small good habits make you a lucky woman"

"People will not live a day in vain. If you work in the future, you will be too busy to have any time at all, and you will regret that this time has been wasted. " Do one thing slowly, so that you gradually have interest and value.

Game equal cemetery

Our greatest fear is not death, but a long and empty time. Fortunately, God is very considerate to us. On this train, he also prepared endless contradictions and obstacles for us. With them, we will have all kinds of contents, thoughts and actions for a long time. We look for our favorite position in various fascinating value systems.

In this way, all occupations and careers are equal. All occupations and careers are ways for people to get rid of the emptiness of time, toys for self-entertainment and interdependent game partners, so they are all equal, and there should be no distinction between high and low. No matter what contribution you have made to others, others have also provided you with happiness.

After working for three years, I am still skeptical about my work. Where is my sense of accomplishment in meaningless, repetitive, tedious and ineffective communication? When can I find my interest in learning?