I want to die! ! ! But I can't let go of my son. I am desperate. I can't handle this family by myself! Only death can free us.

Have you encountered any problems that can't be solved temporarily? Because of an unhappy thing, and then because of all kinds of unhappiness, I feel very tired and even want to escape?

You know, there are still many people in this world. Similarly, in the face of all kinds of imperfections in the world, they still persist and work hard. So you can't give up, because there is still a long way to go, because there are still many things in this world that only you can achieve, and you still have a long way to go.

Death is not as simple as liberation. Do you believe in causality? Do you believe in fate? There are many incredible things in this world, but you don't know that denying them doesn't mean they don't exist.

The Sangha Sutra says:

If you commit suicide, you will suffer from hell.

You can also read the article The Truth after Suicide.

Listen to Faye Wong's Heart Sutra once in a while. I recommend you to listen to it.

Many things are caused by the causal cycle. I don't know if your parents are still there. If they are, treat them well. Parents are the roots of children, and their behavior is very counterproductive. In addition, the achievement of many things requires not only personal efforts, but also blessings. Seemingly simple phenomena, such as how much money you earn, whether you are respected or not, and whether your relationship is good or bad, are actually related to the blessing.

Do more good deeds and relax.

The person you want to escape from may be the one you want to protect, but maybe you are a little wronged now. Everyone, in fact, is not easy. A person's mind, habits, values and so on are all related to the environment in which he grew up and the things he experienced. So, everything is uncertain. If analyzed from a deeper perspective, in fact, all situations are their own realization. Do you believe in the saying "good is rewarded with good, evil with evil"? This sentence has been passed down from our ancestors to today, which is really compassionate. If this sentence is true, then there will be "I am not good because the people around me are not good, but because I am not good, I will meet such bad people and things." When I get better myself, everything will get better. "

Right?

People who kill people tend to get many diseases (or act on children) and have a bad temper; Adulterers are often weak and have poor fortune; People who are greedy, stingy, like to waste things and steal things are usually poor; People who are rich and expensive are usually very filial to their parents and always grateful to others. People who repay a drop of water with a drop of grace are basically unlikely to go to a dead end.

The world operates according to the law of cause and effect.

Einstein said that the last field of life can only be found in religion. If there is a religion in the world that does not oppose science, every new scientific discovery can verify her point of view, and that is Buddhism. It seems to be quoted from Einstein's anthology. You can check it out if you are interested.

If you want to change your destiny, I suggest you read more causal stories, such as "The Lotus in My Heart Begins in the Second Time" (the author is a fortune teller. Originally, I learned Yi to change my destiny, but I found out what will happen in the future, but if I don't change it from a causal perspective, everything still can't be changed, so I turned to Buddhism. I have read many books, so I recommend reading them. Life is earned bit by bit. A book recommended by Mr. Nan, a master of Chinese studies, and the author's story left a deep impression on me. I think, after reading it, you should be very moved, and even have more strength, courage and determination to live a good life.

Do your duty.

"Look, endure it; Do it when you think about it. "

Take the right path.

Everything will be fine.

Good luck.

O(∩_∩)O~