How does Zhang Ailing describe her love for Hu Lancheng?

A few months later, on June 10, Hu Lancheng received a farewell letter from Zhang Ailing: I don't like you anymore. You don't like me anymore. This time, I made the decision after a year and a half. He only takes small fortune as a reason ("small fortune", the code word for small robbery and small disaster. ), I don't want to give you any trouble. Don't come to me, even if you write, I won't read it.

The letter also includes 300,000 yuan, which is the contribution fee for Aileen's new TV series "I can't feel sorry" and "Long live my wife".

On June 9th, 1947, Shanghai was hit by a storm, with sheds overturned and water everywhere, and traffic was interrupted for 24 hours. More than 0/00 fishing boats were overturned outside Wusongkou/kloc. In such a harsh environment, Zhang ailing's mood is even more sad, isn't it?

"If Zhang Ailing's rejection letter was written in the storm on June 9, how miserable would it be?"

People who have seen the sea despise rivers. After all, I have loved, and it is unforgettable love. Even though there are thousands of grievances, it is really hard to let go, so it took a year and a half to finally decide. The ups and downs of love are tolerable, because it is still sentimental after all, but without the bitterness of love, it is helpless.

Shortly after receiving the farewell letter, Hu Lancheng tried to ease the relationship through Yan Ying, Aileen's close friend, in order to repair it again. He wrote to Yan Ying and said, "Aileen is a beauty sitting in front of a red light. You are like a plum blossom reflected on the paper on her window. I only invite Meihua to speak. There is Asura in the Buddhist scriptures, and flowers are collected all over the world, and there is no wine in the sea. Sometimes I am so surprised and disappointed. In a serial, Yu Xiang suddenly said,' I used to be a flower god, so I am the soul of flowers, so I am empty. I will irrigate my roots with a glass of water every day so that I can live. I will repay your kindness this time next year. "Over the years, I have become different from usual, while Ji Ailing irrigated her roots and ears with a glass of water. But what can I say? " KINOMOTO SAKURA ignored him, and Zhang Ailing ignored him.

Sanmao, a writer in Taiwan Province Province, has a famous work "Rolling the Red Dust". His official seals for men and women, "Nengcai" and "Shen", are all based on Zhang Ailing of Hu Lancheng. Some plots in the film can be true, but more are fictional processing. One detail is very touching. I don't care about Zhang Nengcai's position, I'm not afraid of my innocence, and I don't care about his wife's age. I went to the countryside to find a talented person. When I heard Zhang Neng call her "little darling", she called her now-when he was his wife, she couldn't stand it, ran out in the rain and didn't want to see him again-this is love, this is women's love, and this is Zhang Ailing's love.

This is Zhang Ailing's only love, and she won't have it again. Her love is in full swing, like life is like death, and she has forgotten everything. She once got the joy of meeting the only one among thousands of people, and she once got the eternity of loving each other for thousands of years, but this joy has no eternity, and eternity has no joy, because it seems that it is not the only one. ...

She was heartbroken, hurt, mentally. The trauma here not only affected her life, but also affected her creation. He is diligent and slow in writing, and weak in writing. The feeling of devoting oneself to taste is blunted, and the understanding of state and emotion is indifferent. Zhang ailing's style has weakened.

She once said to Hu Lancheng, "I'm going to wither." It is not only youth that withers, but also literary talent, the talent of a generation of talented women.