Are you all right, my Mu Zi?

I walked on the road and unconsciously came to the late autumn season. The branches of the old tree have already fallen in pieces, and the wrinkled dead leaves are slowly falling to the ground. I finally came.

0 1

"Kunzi, not good. Those hooligans are coming to Mu Zi again. " Wang Ran came panting again.

"Fuck him, take me."

After that, Kunzi ran like hell without stopping.

At this moment, I saw a large group of people in Zhang Jun stroking Mu Zi. Mu Zi resisted desperately and shouted loudly, but the people around him were indifferent and looked at it numbly.

"Let her go!" Kunzi was furious and looked at the group.

Zhang Jun and others fled despondently at the sight of Kunzi.

Kunzi's grandfather is a knowledgeable and respected old man in the local area. Basically, all the old people in the village should pay special respect to him, not to mention these gangsters.

"Stop talking nonsense and come on up. I'll carry you." Kunzi squatted down, stare big eyes and shouted at Mu Zi.

Mu Zi this just obediently, carefully climbed up the kunz broad and thick back.

Mu Zi leaned gently on his shoulder, his slender hands drooping. At this time, there is a heat flow in Mu Zi's eyes. "Kunzi."

"Huh?" Kunzi stopped quickly and turned his head eagerly to ask.

"Nothing."

"Is it stupid?" Kunzi's frowning brows relaxed, her mouth widened and she secretly smiled.

"Kunzi, every time I am with you, I want to have our own home with you."

Kunzi's heart was like an overturned cruet, and he couldn't speak any more.

02

Kunzi has lived in this plain since he was a child, and a big river runs through this soil, nourishing generations of villagers here. There is a mountain on the plain, protruding from it, just like flying from outer space, bringing infinite beauty here. The mountain is low in the south and high in the north. The low peak in the south is called Liu Shan, and the peak in the north is called Gushan. From a distance, it looks like a two-humped camel. The top of the mountain is flat, with towers and temples. The tower is called Gushan Tower, and the temple is called Sage Hall.

Kunzi lives in Gushan and Mu Zi lives in Liu Shan. They always played together when they were young. Either play by the river or shuttle through the Woods; Or in the towers and temples at the top of the mountain, learn to worship Buddha as an adult.

During the temple fair, the streets were crowded with people. Kunzi always held Mu Zi's hand tightly, for fear that she might lose a little girl accidentally in this vast world.

At that time, Mu Zi was naive and even more greedy. Every time I see my favorite sugar man, candied haws and colorful candy, I will stop unconsciously and look at Kunzi with a pair of delicate and touching eyes. Kunzi pretended to be helpless and touched Mu Zi's head. "In buy buy, buy buy!" My heart is as sweet as honey.

When Mu Zi got Sugar-Coated Berry, he skipped away, humming a cheerful song. "Mu Zi, slow down and wait for me."

The two of them are bored together every day and always stay up late.

03

"Kunzi, come, hard you send Mu Zi back! Ye Feng, come out and take Kuntz back. Your aunt should be in a hurry. "

My aunt is always so considerate.

Although Kunzi always said, "Aunt, no need, I dare to go back alone!" But in fact, Kunzi was also a little scared. After all, he is only a twelve-year-old child. It is worrying to cross a mountain peak in this dark night.

Our mother was the sister of Kunzi's mother, and later she married Ye Jia who stayed in the mountains. Mom and mom Kun are sisters. Although one stays in Nanfeng Mountain and the other in Beifeng Mountain, you always come to my house, and I will come to your house from time to time.

Later, Mu Zi's mother gave birth to Mu Zi, and Kunzi's mother gave birth to Kunzi. The relationship between these two little guys is getting better every day, catching up with Mu Zi's mother and Kunzi's mother. Keep yelling as long as you don't meet. They adults can do nothing about these two children. They joked from time to time: "Why don't we just give him a young marriage?"

04

Ye Feng was seventeen years old, and he began to walk home with Kunzi.

"The elder brother of the peak, what have you been doing recently? Long time no see. " Kunzi asked eagerly.

Ye Feng's face suddenly flashed with a smile. "I'll tell you, but you can't tell anyone, especially Mu Zi."

"Well, Brother Feng."

"I recently fell in love and made a girlfriend. I like her very much. I have time to accompany her every day. I have no time or mind to care about you children. "

"girlfriend? What is a girlfriend? " Kunz looked at Ye Feng with a puzzled face.

"Girlfriend is the girl you like very much, the girl you are with."

"Is that Mu Zi my girlfriend?"

"Ha ha ha, fool Kun, you two are childhood friends, but you two can't be together."

"Why can't we be together?" Kunzi was more confused and almost cried.

"You will know when you grow up."

Kunzi went home.

Kun's mother sent Ye Fengge away, and Kun went back to his small room and lay in bed, but he couldn't figure out why he couldn't be with her. He likes Mu Zi very much.

05

Time sails with the river. Kunzi is 18 years old in a blink of an eye, and he is a big boy with warm blood.

In recent years, people in villages on the plain have built factories and occupied rivers relying on the resources in the mountains, without considering the problem of water source at all. There is more and more money in hand.

Of course, as the economic momentum outside is getting better and better, people in the village are going out in waves, including Kunzi's father and Mu Zi's parents. The difference is that Kunzi's father was promoted to mayor, while Mu Zi's parents went out to work in a coal mine.

Mu Zi's family is left with her grandmother, Ye Fengge and Ye Feng's sister-in-law. As early as a few years ago, when they went out to work, they went out to make a living and did a good job. They send some money home from time to time, but seldom come back.

Those gangsters in the nearby village took advantage of Mu Zi's absence, ran amok, went to Mu Zi for trouble from time to time, and even moved Mu Zi. Fortunately, Kunzi arrived in time this time and saved Mu Zi from danger.

Kunzi didn't say a word all the way, but silently drove to Mu Zi's home.

When he reached Mu Zi's door, Kunzi crouched down and gently put down Mu Zi. They looked at each other in silence for a long time.

"Mu Zi, I love you."

Say that finish, Kunzi turned and ran home. Vaguely hear the sound of Mu Zi sobbing, Kunzi's heart is like a thick plastic bag, unable to breathe.

06

"Mom, let's let Mu Zi and her grandmother come to our house. Grandma Mu Zi is old and often feels uncomfortable. If there is anything in the middle of the night, it is really worrying. "

At the dinner table, Kunzi earnestly asked his mother.

"Chen Zikun, do you know what you are talking about now? You shouldn't feel anything else. "

Kunzi's mother's expression was gentle, but suddenly she became serious. She slammed the bowl and chopsticks on the table, and suddenly, soup was everywhere in the dish.

"Mom, what are you talking about? I have always regarded Mu Zi as my sister. "

Kun tried to cover up and quibble.

"Sister. Not to mention your family, the whole village knows what you think of Mu Ye. Do you remember how angry your grandfather was because of you? "

"You don't have to say anything more. Your father has settled in this city. In a few days, we will leave here. "

After that, Kunzi's mother coldly returned to the house and turned off the light, not knowing what she was doing.

07

Kunzi sat in the lonely yard, looking at the rocking chair and the stars in the sky. I suddenly remembered my grandfather.

When I was a child, every time after dinner, my grandfather always lay in a rocking chair, and Kunzi sat next to him with a small bench.

Grandpa pointed a cattail leaf fan at the stars in the sky. "Look, the seven stars like spoons are the Big Dipper."

He always tells Kunzi all kinds of strange things, so that Kunzi not only plays with Mu Zi, but also reads, draws and listens to stories with his grandfather.

Grandpa has always been very kind and has a special affection for Kunzi. But only that time, grandpa was very angry.

Kunzi was 17 at that time. He has always liked painting, and he is very accomplished. Art class is deeply loved by Mr. Li, so I often paint at Mr. Li's house and then ask the teacher to comment.

As usual, he finished painting and went home. But he left his picture book at Miss Li's house.

Miss Li's son, Yan Li, idles around all day and loves to make trouble. Unfortunately, Yan Li was at home that day, so he got bored and went to the studio. Seeing Kunzi's painting was intended to be disheartened, but his father loved the student even more.

Just then, a picture fell out of the picture book. There is a woman in the picture, and that is Mu Zi. Kunzi wrote a sentence under the painting, "Mu Zi, my favorite person."

The story soon spread in the village. Although Kunzi tore up the painting, good news did not go out, and bad news spread thousands of miles. This matter soon spread to grandpa and mom.

Grandpa happened to be eating when he heard about it. He was so angry that he turned over the table and went to my house without saying anything.

He pointed at himself with a cane in his hand. "Chen Zikun, if you dare to do something against ethics, you will never be my Chen family again. Get out of this door at once! "

Since then, Kunzi has never looked for Mu Zi, and Mu Zi has never looked for Kunzi.

08

But after Mu Zi's parents went out to work, the gangsters began to harass Mu Zi.

Mu Zi has no one to rely on except him.

Everyone can be indifferent and not help, but he is Kunzi.

"Mu Zi, my favorite person."

Are you all right, my Mu Zi (2)

This season is really depressing. The withered leaves that fell to the ground, wrinkled, have long lost their tender appearance, just like an abandoned child, lost its direction; Look up at this big tree again. Yesterday it was covered with lush branches, but today there are only some lonely branches left. This look is like a wandering mother who has lost her soul.

0 1

Later, Kunzi left Mu Zi silently under the gaze of everyone. From time to time, a bag of noodles and a bag of sugar will come out of Mu Zi's door. Every time I put it at the door, I gently knock on the door. Hearing footsteps at the door, Kunzi ran away. Mu Zi was confused at first, but after many thoughts, he also guessed who it was.

Since you can't see it, let's talk about it. Soon, they began to send letters with the small mailbox on the wall of Mu Zi's house.

Sometimes, love is a terrible thing. It will quietly give birth to feelings when you don't even know yourself, making you want to stop and die. When you turn around, it's too late. No matter how hard you try to forget, you can't get rid of it

02

"Mu Zi, Mu Zi." Uncle Wang ran breathlessly to Mu Zi's house. At first glance, there was something urgent, but at this moment, he was speechless.

"Wang Shu, what's the matter? Is there anything wrong? " Mu Zi's brow wrinkled suddenly, and she didn't even notice it.

"Son, you don't worry, listen to uncle said slowly. By the way, you can't tell your grandmother. "

Wang Shen took a deep breath.

"Son, there was a gas explosion in the coal mine where your parents are located, and your father was mining. According to the mine, your father is dead. "

Wang Shu bowed his head sadly at this point.

"Uncle, what about my mother?" Mu Zi's heart suddenly pounded, his chest tightened, and he could hardly speak. Tears have hung in her eyes, waiting for this final outbreak.

"Your mother is fine because she can't stand the news of your father's death, but ... her mind is not clear."

Before Mu Zi could cry, there was a voice in the room. Mu Zi hurried into the room and found grandma lying on the ground.

"Grandma, grandma, I can't lose you again. Grandma ... "Mu Zi suddenly cried hysterically, was more than I could bear.

03

Mu Zi hid in the house and cried for a long time, from day to night.

"I'm sorry, the patient rescue is invalid, has died. I am sorry for your loss. "

Grandma left her forever. No one will tell her stories and spend that long and terrible night with her, and no one will hold her hand and hug her heart when she is sad. There is no such person anymore. At the thought of this, Mu Zi's tears are like an endless river.

Mu Zi's brother Ye Feng came back to deal with grandma and dad, and decided to take Mu Zi's mother, who was poor and destitute, to live with him. However, due to financial constraints, it is really impossible for Mu Zi to take over.

04

In Mu Zi's yard, an old tree stands alone, just like Mu Zi. It is very cold in late autumn.

"Aunt, what do you say?" Ye Feng couldn't help shaking his head and sighing from time to time.

"My grandmother and my father died, and my mother became like that again. What should Mu Zi do? It is not a problem for a girl to stay at home alone. "

Mu Zi leaned against the wall and looked casually at the trees in the yard. For a moment, he felt like a wandering tree, abandoned there alone.

Where should I go? Mu Zi is sad and sad.

"Girls grow up to get married, or have a home. There is a Shen family in the east of the village. His son has fine features and a kind heart. When your mother was in good spirits, Shen Ma also mentioned getting married and going home. However, at that time, Teil was still young and was delayed. You see, the descendants of Shenyang have been very concerned about our Mu Zi for the past two years. I think this is a good idea. "

"But my father and grandmother just died. Is it impolite to say goodbye now? "

"That you don't worry, shen has been waiting for two years, not afraid of these three years. As long as Mu Zi agrees, we can be together first, and it is not too late to get married after three years. "

Ye Feng turned to Mu Zi. "Mu Zi, what do you think of Shen Shi?"

Mu Zi's mind didn't know where to go.

"Mu Zi, Mu Zi."

"Huh?" Mu Zi woke up in a dream. "What's the matter?"

"What do you think of Shen Shi?"

"Ah, well, he's fine."

"That's settled, and this matter will be handed over to our aunt."

"hmm."

With that, Mu Zi looked at the crumbling wooden door in the yard. Then looking at the empty old tree without branches and leaves, she couldn't help thinking of her crazy mother. Now she doesn't remember anything, nothing. Including her.

Thought of here, Mu Zi swollen eyes float with tears, ran back to his room and closed the door.

Ye Feng is a careless person. He looked at Mu Zi and answered him casually, so he took it for granted and began to tell Mu Zi about his in-laws.

05

I don't know if you have ever seen a person who should cry to death every day in Lacrimosa. Suddenly, like eating Huang Lian's mute, he left you to beat and scold without saying a word, like a fool.

Mu Zi, looking at flowers at the window, watched the changes of the four seasons, but she has become caring over the years.

"Mu Zi, my favorite person."

This sentence echoed in Kunzi's heart again and again, stinging his nerves again and again.

"Mu Zi, I'm sorry."

With his back to Mu Zi, Kunzi looked at the endless river at his feet, and his heart was being destroyed bit by bit.

Mu Zi held Kunzi tightly, just like when he was a child at a temple fair. Kunzi held Mu Zi tightly, for fear that he might accidentally lose his little self in this vast world.

However, the results are all in front of us, just like this weather-beaten lonely mountain tower and sage temple, which are running down day by day. Who will go to worship Buddha and recite scriptures? Even a pious scene.

"Kunzi, please take me away and let's get out of here, ok?" In fact, Mu Zi's heart is dying, and he has no hope.

"Well, my grandfather and my mother are not in good health recently. I'll take you away when my father takes them all to town. "

"Kunzi, is that true? Is it true?/You don't say. /You don't say. Is it true? "

Mu Zi's face is full of ecstatic feelings, which she didn't think of day and night, and she didn't dare to expect.

"You and my parents and grandpa are the people I love most in my life, Chen Zikun. I should take good care of them, but I also have to worry about you. When my father settles them down, I will take you to a place where no one knows us, just the two of us. "

Later, the two said nothing more. They hugged and cried day and night, and they didn't care if anyone saw them.

In fact, from the dependence of childhood to the goodwill quietly generated, they have long been sympathetic. There is no need to explain anything with superfluous words. The importance of Kunzi's family and Mu Zi's loneliness are clear to each other, and there is nothing to regret. I love you is enough.

06

Everything around seems to be developing in a good direction. The mountains are green and full of spring. The old tree in the yard glows with new vitality, as if to start this "tree" again. A flower blooms, and migratory birds return to the eaves with sandstorms in the distance.

Kunzi's father followed his grandfather and was ambitious all over the world. He quickly stabilized the city and moved to it with his family.

The night before he went to the city, Kunz asked Mu Zi out in the temple where he played as a child.

The temple is covered with cobwebs, and it is no longer as radiant as it used to be.

Mu Zi and Kunzi took out their mats, patted the dust on them and knelt down face to face.

"Mu Zi, I want to marry you. Buddha, please witness for us. "

Kunz said, holding Mu Zi's slender white hand and putting a ring on her.

"Look!" Kunzi's hand holding the ring.

They turned to the Buddha to pray and then kowtowed three times. Then kowtow to your face. "You Yezi Mu will be my wife Chen Zikun in the future." Kunzi handfuls of Mu Zi into his arms.

"Kunzi, I love you. I will always wait for you. "

07

They came to a whole new world. There are many people here during the day, but it is also colorful at night. But life always likes to push people into a corner, sometimes good and sometimes bad, half happy and half worried.

08

My name is Mu Chen, and I'm Chen Zikun's son. However, my mother's name is not Ye's. The above story was told to me a few days before my father died. My mother, of course not.

Dad has missed this woman all his life, this woman named Ye. Later, he went to Gushan countless times, but all came to nothing. That woman named Mu Zi has disappeared.

The villagers said, "Mu Zi left Gushan with Shen Shi after the third anniversary of the death of his father and grandmother." As for where Mu Zi went, no one knows.

This will eventually become the regret of my father's life and be taken to the grave.

I have been in Gushan for less than half a year. I feel this kind of "familiarity" feeling, and I may even think that my father is still there if I am not careful. I have been to the river where they played as children, I have been to the ravine where they went home together, and finally, I went to the place where they "got married and celebrated their birthday".

Seen from a distance, the small temple is falling down. I think it's abandoned. It's dusty here, and I choked on it before I stepped in. I stood in the middle of the temple and studied the Buddha statue in this temple carefully. The smile of the Buddha statue involuntarily approached the Buddha statue.

Suddenly, something stopped me. I squatted down and looked at it carefully. "Is this the mat that Dad and Mu Zi bow down to?"

I picked up the mat, patted the dust on it, and then knelt on it. I am doing the same action as my father, and my heart is full of tears.

09

That year, my father and grandparents went to the city. Everything was safe two weeks ago, so my father prepared something and told Mu Zi to wait for him at the head of the village this afternoon.

But in the morning, grandpa was stopped by a group of people on his way to the government affairs hall, but there were only two people around him, a secretary and a driver. The other party wanted to talk to grandpa, but during the discussion, they had an argument and the other party pushed and shoved. Finally, grandpa was killed by his political opponents.

At that time, officials were corrupt, colluded with the underworld and oppressed the people, who were miserable. But the truth was forced again, and all the appellants ended up with a tragic result.

My grandfather was completely disappointed with the political situation at that time. He left China with his heartbroken grandmother and aggrieved father and fled to Australia.

Dad tried to contact Mu Zi several times in Australia, but communication was not convenient at that time. In fact, even if it's convenient, dad doesn't have Mu Zi's contact information, so how can he hope?

When I was a child, every time I saw my father looking at the mountains in the north with a sad face, I was puzzled. Now I think I understand, but his old man is gone.

Dad's Mu Zi girl, are you okay now?

This is a poem written by my father to Mu Zi.

The rain yesterday and the snow today.

You and I are already white-haired

Where to pursue my horizon?

Isn't that you?

Unable to embrace the destination.

The sun is sinking in the west

You and I go home separately.

Let me sing a song I can't sing.

Let me drink a bowl of wine that won't run out.

Let me listen to a poem I can't write.

Isn't that you?

My dear girl.

It's not my pen that is carefully crafted.

It's your delicate face

Pious heart

Where to pursue my horizon?

Aren't you my hometown?

Let me sing a song I can't sing.

Let me drink a bowl of wine that won't run out.

Let me listen to a poem I can't write.

Isn't that you?

My dear girl.

An old face is an unbearable sadness.

You and I are already white-haired

Don't talk about your feelings.

Wandering in the wind, in the fragrance of the earth

You and I are both asleep.

Let me sing a song I can't sing.

Let me drink a bowl of wine that won't run out.

Let me listen to a poem I can't write.

That is you

My dear girl.

Are you all right, my Mu Zi girl?

I have a cold. I'm waiting for you.