Do you believe in fate? Do you still believe in "I am the master of my life"?

For the first time, I felt extremely desperate, powerless and even confused. There is no way to change some things. Everything around you has become its own opposite, and there is no way to give in. I don't know what kind of cruel scene I will face next

No one has taught himself how to live and how to survive since he was a child. Today's barbaric growth, even a slight resistance to life.

I don't understand that I am going to die in my thirties. I look back at myself after watching the tenacious performance of fresh life. I have nothing but a failed love, and I don't know what is the use of living in this world.

You will call me negative, and my writing is full of paradoxes. I can't help it My experience made me a coward. I don't do anything, I can't do anything. When I was a child, my fortune teller said that my life was very good. Should I believe it? Still believe that "my life is up to me."

Is there anyone around me in the same situation as me? How could they all turn over? In my opinion, their success and failure are more like going through the motions, aren't they? For me, everything has become a gap.

Timidity and cowardice have always been uneven scars on my body. When I tried to change them, they really solidified my flesh and blood like scars. Do you understand that feeling? I feel uncomfortable all over and want to divert my attention with greater pain.

Believe in fate? Then why have I been cheated all the time? Am I stupid? Or bad luck? Or just a little luck? Who can tell me?

Believe that "my life is up to me"? If so, why did all my efforts come to nothing? Is it impossible to work hard? Or is there another saying?