Analysis of the Flash Constellation

20 10 August, as a freshman, I got on the bus leading to the coming university life. Unlike all freshmen, I'm not so excited about it. Because this year, something happened that I can't forget. Suddenly a freshman asked me, "Hello, is this the school bus to South China University?" . I looked up at him and said yes.

He sat down beside me rudely. Hello, classmate. My name is Yao Chunlei, and I'm from the Department of Architecture.

Hello, Lou.

So Lao Yao became my first friend since I entered the school, and then I entered the military training career in the first class and gave up the arms of friendship. We naturally became old friends who talked about everything. I remember that one winter in Xi 'an was still very cold. When I went to Keyuan for a computer class after breakfast in the morning, I naturally got up a few minutes later than usual because of the wake-up syndrome in winter. I rushed to the canteen and asked for a rice noodle, but there were many people waiting in line. I had a meal before class time. As far as the geographical distribution of schools is concerned, Sacido is far from Keyuan. I am anxious to urge Lao Yao and Qizi to hurry up. A few minutes later, on the way to Keyuan, I just squeezed into the elevator, followed by a group of girls. Because we are all single, naturally we will be curious to see where they are coming from. Finally, we almost finished the computer course in a group discussion. The topic is naturally, which professional girls are attending classes in this building of Keyuan. The curiosity of freshmen is always so unreasonable. From then on, Qi Zi became the first person to get up in every computer class, and naturally went to Keyuan at the earliest time, but later I learned that every time he arrived early, he was waiting for someone to pass by downstairs, and later this girl became Qi Zi's first love.

Qi Zi asked me, "How to know girls from other majors?" At that time, my feelings for myself were blank. I thought about it and had a flash of light. I said, "When I go back to read a book, maybe there is something in it." So I found all the romantic books I could find, the complete works of Iger, Wu Xinyi and Zhang Xiaoxian. Start reading again and again, looking for answers. Wit, I got a truth from these books: the encounter between hero and heroine is bound to be accompanied by a fall.

For example, when the heroine takes a book in the library, she will definitely fall down in front of the hero. For example, when the heroine is rushing to class, she will definitely bump into the hero. The next day, I told Qizai this truth, and Qizai believed it. In the next few days, we began to carefully observe the action track of the class flower next door. Ten days passed, and finally one day, after a computer class, I went to the classroom with my textbook. Latent for so long, finally have a good chance. I have to push Kiki out myself. This time, we seized the opportunity and gave Qizai a hard push when Ban Hua passed by. Kiki conveniently poured out. One day ago, we had simulated the whole script. The script should be: Seven sons knocked down Banhua, Seven sons turned to scold me, Seven sons squatted down to pick up textbooks for Banhua, Seven sons accidentally touched Banhua's hand, and left contact information with each other before leaving. Seven sons and Banhua fell in love.

I can't help laughing secretly, perfect! But who would have thought that Ban Hua had cleverly hid in the past, leaving seven children lying on the ground. At that moment, I was thinking that this class flower must be very good at sports. I'm still in the same place, completely forgetting the seven sons who are still lying on the ground. ..... Seven eyes wide open. I think he might want to hit me. I ran away. I ran away in despair. I didn't care who was in front, but I ran into Ban Hua, who was walking in front. I am calm. Seven children rushed to the front of Ban Hua, and seven children turned to scold me. Seven sons squatted down to pick up the textbooks that fell to the ground for Banhua, but the latter seven sons accidentally touched Banhua's hand. I stood by and watched the scene unfold. I am a genius. I nodded with this belief. Still intoxicated with himself, I saw Ban Hua stand up and growl: "Get up, psycho!" " "Jizi was surprised and turned very angry. I was surprised, and then I became worried.

I was convinced by Qizi's eyes that he might not want to hit me. He really wanted to hit me. I ran away. Because of this initial mistake, the emotional planning project of the dormitory was transferred to others.

About the middle of the second year, Qizi appeared with the girl we had planned to meet before. This time, the difference is as a formal boyfriend and girlfriend. On that day, their dormitory and the people in our dormitory got together. I remember it was the first and most unscrupulous chat in college, much like our haste with you. On the eve of graduation, Qizi and them finally parted ways and broke up in discord. Many people say that graduation means breaking up. I don't deny it, because until graduation, I liked to be alone with books, and finally I didn't start my emotional career in college. Since then, it has become a regret.

Cui said, "Do you think we can do this again in the future? Everyone laughs happily, makes fun of each other and cries impudently." When we graduated that year, in the TV series "Hurry", before we left school, watching "Hurry" became a task we set for ourselves, and after watching "Hurry", our youth was forever fixed at that moment. We are used to sitting in the right position, and "haste" is inevitable. I was labeled as a literary fan Qiao Ran, and Liu's characteristics came down in one continuous line. Zhao Ye, an unscrupulous teenager, naturally fell on Jizi. I don't know why, but we always think he is unreliable, so I think Zhao Ye is more in line with him. I wonder if he will want to hit me when he sees it. That year, we had a WeChat group named "Ten-year Covenant, Remember". Although there is little chat in the group now, it has become a place where we share stories from time to time. In this pure land, we can still speak freely and talk about everything. However, a few years after graduation, none of us thought that this year, our team would suddenly be really short of one person, and the time would always be fixed at 201910/0/October 24. When all of us heard the news, we thought it was just a prank, but the reality will really make you understand that you never know which will happen first, tomorrow or the accident. This decade has not yet arrived. Will you remember to keep an appointment in the next ten years? How many decades have we lived? If you are interested, tell the story of you and your good friend.

She said, "Well, I just want to tell you that I used to think I couldn't go anywhere alone, but I didn't." I can come to the seaside alone, or I can go to other cities alone. We have all been immersed in our feelings, but we would rather struggle in the same place and wait for the ship that has left to come back. When we were children, we all laughed at the man who carved a boat for the sword. What's the difference between me and him? Yu Hao, I want to know that what I lack in my life is not water, but something else. "

This is the military training period in the university. In a small talk, I met Li Linlin from the Department of Internal Medicine and Nursing of Peihua College. Because she also likes writing, we have become friends who talk about everything. Here, many friends may ask why I didn't become boyfriend and girlfriend, because in reality, my friends have also made fun of me. Because before me, she had a boyfriend who talked for a year, and both of them were from the same place. Later, every time Linlin was unhappy and quarreled with his little boyfriend, she would call me and tell me that she could only confess. Later, once, she and her boyfriend came to see me at school with the specialty of their hometown. I talked a lot with her boyfriend that day. When I saw them off, they all asked me to be their big brother. Later, the year after graduation, I went back to my hometown and got married. Now my life is still very happy. Sometimes, it is actually a good thing to look at the happiness of friends around me, but I am still with books. . . . .

One summer, I made an appointment with some friends to go to Chengdu. The moment I climbed to the top of Huanglong Park, my friend asked me, what do you think summer tastes like? I thought about it and said, I think there should be many flavors: when you miss a person, a scene and a period of time, this summer is the flavor of missing. This is like, one summer, someone you like gave you a bottle of coke, so your summer is coke-flavored; Once waiting, you ordered a cup of milk tea on the street, and you will feel that waiting is the taste of milk tea. Although the memory will be blurred, the familiar taste will not. Just like every summer after rain, you can always smell the soil in the air. This year, my summer smell is gray. Lao Liu saw me lost in thought and quickly dragged me back. He said seriously, "we are looking for the taste and smell of the past, and we will walk through those streets and scenery again, just for our obsession." When the obsession is over, what I can't figure out is over. No big deal. I always believe that good things are about to happen. Lao Liu is a hardcore rice noodle, and I can always get the slogan of Xiaomi. We laughed at each other.

Time is passing, we will go again, that's good, good, everything around is so quiet, so quiet. Before reaching a certain age, you can live by overdraft, cleverness and luck given by God. However, after a certain age, what can really make you go far is self-discipline, enthusiasm and diligence.

If the price of freedom is loneliness, then accept it. Because you still have two things to do: be excellent and wait for that person to appear.

Zhou Zhou closed the book and said, "The water bottle is air signs! Scorpio, Pisces and Cancer are water signs! " I suddenly became interested and asked, "What about Capricorn?" Zhou Zhou said: "Capricorn, earth sign! Commonly known as the soil turtle. " I lift the table: "Where is the terrapin! Do you think I am a water turtle? ! "Vivi next to me looked at me and said," Earth! " "hmm? Hmm? ! What a fart! Yu Hao's positioning is a fashion boy! From then on, I made up my mind never to let her show me the horoscope again. Zhou Zhou is my hometown, a very sunny girl. This time, it was the last time we teased in the library before leaving school. My friends are also used to making fun of me, because I am never angry, and I am not impatient with them, because I think it is very rare to meet some real old friends. I just don't know why she suddenly started studying constellations recently, and then pestered everyone to show us constellations. Later we learned that she fell in love with an Aquarius boy. It took me years to understand this feeling. When you like someone, you always want to know everything about him and integrate into his life. Just like how much I loved a girl, the weather was always just right on the way to find her, and the wind blowing in winter never felt cold. And I walk with the wind, behind me is the melody of love songs. I plop about what to say when I meet you later, but I'm afraid I can't play well. Even the trees in the street look cuter than usual. When I close my eyes, I can still smell the spring.

In the third year of graduation, Zhou Zhou was proposed by her boyfriend. Of course, all this is indispensable in our planning. Half a month ago, we called Zhao Hui and told us what he thought, and we began to plan how to implement it. Finally, the day before Zhou Zhou's birthday, everything was ready. The next day, Zhao Hui invited Zhou Zhou to a restaurant for dinner, but when he went, Zhou Zhou found that Zhao Hui didn't bring a birthday present and ordered a few dishes casually. After eating, a phone call came in, and Zhao Hui walked out of the restaurant, leaving Zhou Zhou alone in the restaurant in distress situation and at a loss. Suddenly, Wang Wei and I appeared from behind. Surprised and happy, she asked us, "Why are you here?" I smiled and said, "surprise for your birthday." She pouted and said, "Zhao Hui doesn't know where he has gone." Wang Wei and I looked at each other, and at the same time made a "please" gesture to Zhou Zhou, beckoning her to look outside. She looked at us doubtfully and went out in disbelief. Halfway through, twelve corky suddenly appeared, yes, twelve. In the past few days, Zhao Hui harassed almost all his friends. When Zhou Zhou saw this scene, he burst into tears. Not only are twelve standing in a row, but this scene is too powerful, and it is also because each Ke Jiquan is still tied with balloons. The balloon said, "I love you, you can marry me." In the silence of Zhou Zhou and Zhao Hui, the marriage proposal ceremony came to a successful conclusion. This time, our plan was very successful!

Of course, life is much more than a happy moment. We have seen too many separations and silent farewells, as well as some dark and hysterical betrayals. How fragile is the relationship between people? Sometimes you don't say a word clearly, and you may become a stranger in a few days. But there are always some people in life who tell us with their own persistence that there is still an unchangeable beauty in this world. So every time I see my best friend's happiest moment, I can't help crying. It's so rare. Behind every happiness, only they know it, so it is not easy to meet each other. We walked around, some people were still waiting, and some people already knew each other. Meeting the right person requires the right time, the right place and the right person. Although this is a strategy that will be used in war, it also applies to the right people. I wonder if there is such good luck. But I am very happy that people around me can have such good luck. I hope you can meet people and things that make you firm, and I'm really not disappointed. People you trust are worth it.

In recent years, I have traveled in different cities and contacted different industries, always rushing between work and home. Chasing the sunrise in different cities, I like a person very much, and I have been so liked by another person, but I am not with anyone. Later, I did many inexplicable things. Once I went to Beijing, in the cold winter of 65438+February, it was snowing heavily. I just didn't want to go back, so I turned around in the street. Go all the way from Wangfujing to the site of Yuanmingyuan. Now think about that night, it was really cold. I will watch movies crazily alone and always buy a corner seat. I don't know why. What impressed me the most was that a person went to the cinema to watch Doraemon and Walk with me twice. As for why it was twice, I don't know. I only remember that every time I watch a movie, I always leave in tears.

Later, I learned that there are too many people waiting for the sunrise in this world. Waiting for dawn, letting go, comforting, sunny, almost everyone in this world is waiting. Huashan is the most beautiful sunrise I have ever seen. At that moment, I suddenly understood that I didn't need to share it with anyone. It's not that I don't want to share, but a sunrise like this is worth watching without sharing. Just like when I watch a concert, I always feel like sharing it with others. Then I went to see it myself and found another feeling. Some things can be done alone, but we lack the courage to do it alone.

There is nothing to be afraid of waiting for someone and something who doesn't know when it will come. At least you can do what you like while waiting. But in the process of waiting, we must make ourselves better. If you know that what you are waiting for will never come, I believe that time has passed and you will learn to give up. As for the occasional miss, just miss it. I miss the past days, the people who sheltered me from the wind and rain, the sunrise and the roof. You and I both know that after you miss it, you will pull yourself back to real life. Then go forward, every day is being carried forward by kelp. I said these words to myself at that time.

I remember that cats often appear in Haruki Murakami's works. I didn't have them at that time, and I didn't know what they meant. Now I know that lonely people are best suited to get along with cats. He is neither clingy nor willful. He has a tacit understanding with you and knows the most suitable distance.

Keep a stupid Garfield or a lazy Garfield. When the weather is fine, we bask in the sun together. When you are sleepy, you will nest on the sofa together; If you are sad, bring him to you and make you happy. A few years later, I began to pay attention to the trivial details of my life, adding furniture, filling the refrigerator, going to the flower market to buy some green plants, and inviting friends to chat at home on weekends. Green plants are placed in every room, living room and furniture corner, and cats lie on the cat climbing frame, which suddenly brings more vitality to the home.

If I go back to the past now, I will still make choices and form habits. So I really haven't changed over the years? No, more or less, a little changed. I learned to accept. I accept my stupidity and helplessness sometimes in my life, those unreasonable parting ways, sudden powerlessness and loss of powerlessness. What will you do? Things are uncertain. Because only by accepting these things can you know what is important. I learned to digest myself. I don't have to be recognized by others for what I like, nor do I have to be obsessed with something or someone. I don't have to tell anyone anything sad anymore. My emotions are digested by myself, and even if it is difficult to adjust, I will no longer resist. When it gets dark, it gets dark. When it rains, it rains. I can't resist the mood of coming. Go with the flow, because you are confident and independent. Now Xi's life. Have a few good friends. We are all trying to build a sense of belonging to this city. Someone once asked me why I didn't want to go home because I was very hard. I thought for a long time and said, "Living in a strange city is all about greater freedom. Now that I think about it, this so-called freedom is nothing more than because I can't stand doing things I don't like. I am desperate because I am unwilling and unable to compromise. "

Everything has a price. When you choose a path and stick to it, all the costs must be accepted. You don't date, you don't run, you don't run. When it's dark and dawn, you bury yourself in what is in front of you. You don't know if what you are doing is absolutely right, but you want to face it alone. You don't know when it will be fine, but it will be fine, you think so. You don't need comfort or understanding. You can bear the weight of loneliness because there is a place you want to go. Adhere to this point, there is no way to be hot for three minutes, and you can't perfunctory yourself. Because so am i. We are all like this, throwing away all the way and growing up all the way. In recent years, I have learned that even if you are no longer simple, you should remain pure; Even if you stop crying, you should keep those things that have been moved; Even if you learn to control your alcohol consumption, you should get together with your friends and make a scene. It's really fun. I don't want to be what others like, I just want to be myself. This is my way of life. I often go alone and can't sleep at night. Sometimes when you encounter difficulties in life, you will struggle for a long time. Fortunately, there are so many sincere friends who encourage each other and life is not so difficult. There are two things that time can't take away, one is the ability to get along with myself, and the other is the person who keeps pace with me. We are all independent, struggling on our own road and looking at each other is a sense of security.

We've been walking. We've been on the road. I think you've improved a lot, too. Those sad twists and turns, maybe you can't find anyone to tell. Then I hope someone will see all of you, know your past, tolerate your willfulness, and say to you: The road is still long, but you have me by your side, and I will accompany you for a while. In a word, it can warm your heart for many years. I hope someone will accompany you from one place to another. If not, I hope you can be your own sun? . . . . . .