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You are an integral part of my faith. What is faith? Faith can be illusory or real. Different people have different beliefs, different times, and different beliefs have different meanings. The following is my collection of essays about "You are my belief". Let's have a look.

You are my faith. You are my faith.

Yan Jun walked out of the familiar school gate, and the wind was still blowing, but the leaves did not fall. The thick bangs stored for a year were blown by the breeze and touched the eyes.

Yan Jun gathered her long hair from her forehead, carried a backpack full of books, looked around and gave a long sigh. I don't know why. Maybe he didn't even think of it himself. How time flies, three years.

Hey, come on, Toshihiko! Here comes the taxi! Hey, master, stop! He is still in a trance, and his friends may not be able to wait. This is the day when they graduate and report to key universities.

More than a dozen students in the class were admitted to the top two key universities. Yan Jun is one of them. He was ecstatic when he learned the news, but he didn't start thinking about kissing the earth if he was admitted to a key university. He didn't even send a message to celebrate his success. He immediately told Wei Zi through the Internet. He was anxious to know her grades, and Wei Zi told her the news. What a coincidence! Wei Zi scored half a point higher than Yan Jun.

Yan Jun smiled foolishly. He knew that Wei Zi would go to another school after graduation. This score is not important to Wei Zi because he entered school in advance, but Yan Jun is still so happy, perhaps because Wei Zi can go to his favorite school, perhaps because he has fulfilled his promise to himself.

Yan Jun has two brothers. One is Yue Hong, who grew up playing. They are in the same school, but not in the same class. It's a pity that my brother didn't get into the ideal school this time. To this end, Yan Jun also lost for a long time. On the day of parting, the two brothers embraced each other, knowing that they might not see each other often in the future. However, the reluctance and concern in their hearts have made them closely linked.

There is another person named Xiao Teng, whose name is very similar to that of a big star. He looks neat except that he is thin and black. They have known each other for a long time, but they didn't become friends until this school. On the way to school together, Yan Jun and Xiao Teng often argue about a math problem and often discuss their favorite girls in private.

Although they have to walk through two districts to change trains after school, the two brothers really don't feel the journey is far away. On the contrary, endless topics make the two brothers very happy. They always patronize a sushi restaurant next to the transit station. Yan Jun doesn't eat snacks as usual, but feeds Xiaoteng with chopsticks, which always makes people wonder whether these two are good friends. In fact, the fact is similar, but Xiao Teng has always insisted that he has no bend. In the year of graduation, Xiao Teng went to America alone.

Yan Jun and Wei Zi met for the first time on a flight to England. At that time, perhaps Yan Jun, who was in a daze, didn't realize how earth-shaking changes and lasting touches this delicate girl would bring him.

Yan Jun has been a naughty and gluttonous child since he was a child. Learning has always been his sideline. It seems that the score in the basketball game is more important than the score in the test paper. He has been unruly since he was a child, making his parents and teachers angry, but he is kind-hearted and honest, shy and even timid at heart.

The Uneasy Donkey and his own theory have always been Yan Jun's unique style. He is neither obedient nor naughty, but Yan Jun, who is lively and playful, can't have anything commendable in his study.

Yan Jun is still like that, and learning is far from his sense of accomplishment of making a few broken English words while performing in school on roller skates.

It was not until he met Wei Zi, a girl who was like a dream to Yan Jun, that he really felt that he should change.

Hello, my name is Yan Jun. Oh, hello! The conversation between two people is really pitiful. Yan Jun may have never seen such a beautiful girl, but he doesn't know what to do. His stuttering is pitiful. Which class are you in? Jun Yan is talking to Wei Zi's best friend, but his eyes are still shifting unconsciously. Oh, we are from Class B, and you? Well, I'm from Class A, and I fell into an awkward silence.

Wei Zi's two girlfriends are warm and cheerful girls. When they talk to themselves, they can make people feel funny and kind. Lagerstroemia stayed by their side, just like a quiet mimosa, and the dew could not bear to disturb.

The first meeting with Wei Zi ended in a hurry, and the roar of the plane interrupted Yan Jun's thinking. When getting off the plane, the biting cold made Yan Jun's dizzy brain suddenly numb. Without Shanghai's heating, Britain is really cold, but Yan Jun's active physique is still good. It's a little cold, but it's just a thin coat.

Yan Jun and his colleague Xiong Bo live in a house. Yan Jun borrowed Xiong Bo's Mp4 excitedly. Listening to Vae's If You Become a Wind, anyone who has learned this song can imagine that Yan Jun was a cheerful, confident and even narcissistic guy at that time.

Later, Wei Zi's best friend visited them and talked about Wei Zi. Maybe she noticed something. She secretly said that Wei Zi got good grades, and her grades were among the best. She is beautiful and shy, and she is a lady fan. There are many people chasing her, especially a class flower! That's about it. Jun Yan listened carefully, just like listening to the imperial edict. It happened that Mp4 was put in that lyric. You look so cute. Every boy who chases you is super powerful, but I'm thinking about how to say hi. What should I do at this rate?

Yan Jun pays special attention to Wei Zi's preferences. In England, Wei Zi was also seen chasing foreign handsome guys with his girl friends. Yan Jun was very uncomfortable, but he laughed and joked with several companions beside him indifferently.

At that time, Yan Jun was still a standard man who had never changed since childhood, and didn't think so much. Because of Wei Zi, Yan Jun made up her mind to keep her bangs.

After leaving London, Yan Jun and his party arrived at a new destination. In the hotel, Wei Zi's best friend told Yan Jun that Wei Zi didn't like him when he went door to door. Yan Jun didn't feel anything when he heard this. He was calm and without any sadness.

However, Wei Zi may have felt something himself. Later, Yan Jun often wanted to take pictures, but Wei Zi hid them intentionally or unintentionally. The only remaining photos were also painstakingly obtained by Yan Jun. At that time, Yan Jun was still full of confidence and optimism.

Until he got home, Yan Jun kept thinking about Wei Zi, but his implicit character made him never say a word. I like you, maybe because he thinks he is not qualified, because Yan Jun knows that he can't give Wei Zi the life he wants, and he can't bear the responsibility of a man.

Yan Jun was a little naive or narcissistic before returning home, until one day after returning home, someone told him that you were ugly! How stupid! Learning is not good either! A word pierced Jun Yan's heart like a knife, and then I remembered that Wei Zi didn't like you the other day. Jun Yan fell into a deep sense of inferiority, just like a person who was originally in the clouds was suddenly pushed into an endless abyss, never humble, never at a loss, and his dignity was trampled and insulted like a pile of rotten shit. Yan Jun fell into depression for a long time.

Since then, Yan Jun has been dieting to lose weight, perhaps because he used to indulge himself too much, and his chubby figure is really ugly. Yan Jun has long hair, and bangs floating in the wind are like his soul, and there is nowhere to hide.

From then on, Yan Jun began to study hard, not only to prove to all those who looked down on him that he could, but also to guarantee the future of Wei Zi. Yan Jun told himself that because he is a man, there is no reason for women to suffer with him. It is a man's business to earn money to support his family. Men's shoulders are for women to lean on. He goes out to buy things, and his lover is only responsible for taking them, and he is only responsible for buying them. He told himself that one needs indomitable spirit.

Since then, Ziwei has become the driving force for Yan Jun's continuous progress. Despite hardships and sadness, Ziwei has become Yan Jun's most loyal belief, so Yan Jun has never lost his way. Jun Yan's heart is constantly inspired by an idea to persist because of love.

Yan Jun learned that Wei Zi likes chocolate, especially the one imported from France. Yushu Yan Jun made every effort to buy chocolate from France, and went to school every weekend to put chocolate and the latest albums and books in Wei Zi's desk. Although he has never tasted French chocolate himself, its sweetness makes Yan Jun very happy.

If nothing else, Yan Jun thought, Wei Zi is very happy! Later, Yan Jun also talked about this past with friends. Some people say, hey, Yan Jun, it's no use doing this. It's no use spending more money! What are you doing? ! Yan Jun said seriously: I don't want anything, I just want her to be happy. Maybe Wei Zi later guessed that Yan Jun played the role of Santa Claus. She sent a message to Yan Jun, telling him not to send anything, but Yan Jun only wanted the person he liked to be happy. A girl like a dream is afraid to play in the distance, because Wei Zi is his belief.

Xiao Teng later slowly saw the clue. Maybe before Yan Jun was shy, he tried to hide it. But now that we know, it is also a very relaxing thing to have someone to talk to. Yan Jun knew Wei Zi's address, so he took the bus with Xiao Teng, sneaked downstairs to Wei Zi's house, hid under the carport, and looked at the cold iron gate, but his heart felt unspeakable. They try to look natural so that they don't look like thieves. Jun Yan thinks that Wei Zi is in that house, and he feels very practical and happy.

Hey! Still can't get on? ! The driver's master shouted, and Yan Juncai came to his senses, carrying a frozen bag in his hand. On graduation day, Yan Jun gave Wei Zi the last box of chocolates and left a goodbye. Turning around, Yan Jun knew it would be difficult for them to meet again.

Maybe until they are mature, maybe until they are old, maybe Yan Jun doesn't want to think about it any more. He got on the bus and slammed the door. From then on, Yan Jun and Wei Zi sang on their own stage. Some may just be online greetings during festivals. Yan Jun still pays attention to Wei Zi's narrative from time to time. Maybe Wei Zi is too busy studying. Her head is always dark and there is no update. But Yan Jun will still read it again and again. I don't know why, maybe it's a habit.

In the days without Wei Zi, facing the new environment and pressure, Yan Jun will feel helpless and confused. He has been depressed, and Yan Jun has been hoping that Wei Zi can live in his heart, which is the softest place in his heart and guides him. Because of her, Yan Jun became a completely different person, because she was his belief.

Maybe it will be dawn in a while. Jun Yan looked at the clock. The night is so beautiful and intoxicating. He said to himself, Wei Zi.

You, but my belief is that at 9: 45 in the morning, the bell rings.

Xia Chutong and her roommate Lu Lin footballer firmly set foot on the last step and came to the door of B5- 107 classroom.

Freshmen in the classroom filed out, and in order to occupy a superior geographical position, they hurried to the classroom for the next class. As sophomores, Xia Chutong and Lu Lin footballer had already lost the momentum of occupying seats as freshmen and rested against the wall. Xia Chutong wears headphones with his head down, and there is a "heartbeat" in the headphones. This is Xia Chutong's favorite song. Her straight black hair was tied loosely behind her head. She doesn't like dyeing. To be precise, she is too lazy to care about it. Roommates often complain bitterly that she has ruined such a good foundation-Xia Chutong saves money to buy powder, eyebrow pencil, mascara and lipstick, and her lips are naturally pink and tender. Xia Chutong said that she is a virtuous woman who can save money, but who doesn't know that the clothes in the closet are always black and white T-shirts, casual shirts and jeans, shoes are always flat shoes and sneakers, and Xia Chutong is always a lazy person. My roommate sighed at Xia Chutong while mending lipstick. Xia Chutong is not amazing, but her facial features are gentle, which makes people feel very comfortable. Fortunately, such Xia Chutong looks fresh and pollution-free, which may be a good thing. ...

It's almost time for people to walk. Lu Lin footballer put away the small mirror and watched Xia Chutong walk into the classroom as if he were a lost child. Xia Chutong enjoyed it and looked down at the phone to let her pull it. Sitting in the third row of the big staircase classroom, Xia Chutong still didn't look up. Lu Lin footballer next to him stared at the teacher who was surrounded by girls on the podium, and then shook Xia Chutong like a fireworks explosion. "Look, when did our school have such a handsome teacher?" Xia Chutong looked at Lu Lin footballer with a puzzled face. "What did you just say?" However, Lu Lin footballer's eyes were fixed on the platform, and she simply ignored the things outside the window. She only cares about that handsome guy. Xia Chutong followed her line of sight-the sun shone into the classroom, and there were fine dust in the air. The man stood on the platform, half immersed in the sunshine, smiling and talking to his classmates. The gentle female voice in the earphone is still flowing. Somehow, Xia Chutong's mind came up with a poem "A stranger like jade, a son like chinese odyssey".

Lu Lin footballer turned his head like chicken blood. "handsome!" Before Xia Chutong could speak, she turned her head again. "handsome!" Early summer poked "..." She took off her headphones, pinched Lu Lin footballer's chin, turned her head and smiled. "You know, handsome guys have one thing-either they already have girlfriends or they already have boyfriends."