Xia Ziwei shed tears.

( 1)

Mix knew what love was when she was eleven years old, probably because her mother often read Qiong Yao's grandmother's novels when she was pregnant, but Mix was definitely not like those tender and gentle girls written by Qiong Yao's grandmother. In her mother's words, she was obviously looking forward to growing into Xia Ziwei, but she didn't expect to grow into Zhao Min. It is true that Xiao's willfulness and unruly are obvious to all. Say, then I must find a surname Zhang to marry in the future. Mom said, Zhang Wuji, right? You shameless girl.

When Mix was eleven years old, he was still in the fourth grade of primary school. At this time, she changed to a new deskmate, a boy named Xu, who was a head taller than her. She gives Mix all kinds of snacks in class every day, but Mix still refuses to buy them, firmly guarding the 38th parallel. As soon as Xu crosses the line, his pen will be pasted. Xu complained to the teacher that his position was too narrow to sit down, so the teacher transferred Xu to the back row. It's just that Xu will still take out snacks to eat.

Say, Xu, are you stupid? I treated you badly, and You Ran left. Why are you still so kind to me?

Xu said casually, because eating is fun.

Mix turned her head and went on with her math problem. Actually 128÷4 didn't need draft paper at all, but Mix still looked at it at his desk for a long time. Xu said that the glutinous rice and sugar lotus root in the third house on the left hand side of the school gate are the best. Xiao paused and swallowed water. When class was over, Ran Xu went to buy it. Mix is really sweet when eating.

Xu said, save some for me. I only bought one. Mix squinted at him and said, Cheap. In fact, I didn't know that Xu lost more than half of his money on the way to buy sugar lotus root, so he only bought one.

In the fifth grade, Xu sat next to her, but she was no longer her deskmate. Xiaoxiao's deskmate is Yang Yang, who is the best in the class. She is a good student and always shines like a little sun. Mix likes Yang Yang only because Yang Yang has a serious face, fair skin and gentle manners when doing the problem. I casually told Xu about it.

Xu commented, do you know what shallowness is?

Mix said with big blurred eyes, that is to say, a person's skin is light.

Xu took the pen pad and pouted under his nose. Shallow means that he has no brain and only looks at people's appearance.

Xiaoyang will also make jokes about laughing. In summer, Xiaoxiao wears a vest and does homework on his desk. Xiaoyang will untie his tie playfully. Mix blushed, but didn't know what to say. Xu saw it in his eyes and said, I just bought a football and took you to see it. Later, outside the corridor of the classroom, Xu openly pulled down Xiao Sun's pants.

Xu Xiang waved and said, I didn't mean to.

Mix spat lightly, rogue.

As a middle school teacher, my mother had a whim and made a decision during the holiday, so it didn't take long for Mix to bid farewell to primary school after the last final exam in grade five.

Xu and Xiao Yang stayed there for the sixth grade. Xiao Xiao later went back to listen to a primary school class. In class, Xu asked quietly on his desk, did you do well in the junior high school exam?

Mix said, I have passed the advanced placement exam. What are you afraid of?

Xu said, I am a poor student.

Reached out and touched Xu's head and said, yes, I forgot your poor grades.

When class is over, Xiao Sun comes to collect his exercise books. After seeing Xiao Xiao, he said nothing and turned and walked away. Xiao Xiao thought, it's really cool that people don't drink tea. Xu poked it with his elbow and said, do you want to eat the sugar lotus root at the school gate? Xiaoxiao nodded his head.

When eating sugar lotus root, Mix looked up at the sky and said, when you are admitted to junior high school, I will take you to eat our baked wheat cake. Xu said, wait till I get on the bus.

Later, Xu's rich father sent Xu to a boarding school in the provincial capital for junior high school, and Xiaoyang was admitted to the class downstairs. So Xiao Xiao's hazy feelings in childhood ended like this. Many years later, in retrospect, Xiao Xiaocai realized that what she loved most at that time was what she liked in her heart, otherwise how could she like eating his cooking so much?

Walking in the video stores in the streets, you would always hear a song by Eason Chan called "Ten Years", but at that age, Mix still didn't understand the meaning behind the sentence "There are many doors, and one person must go first".

(2)

Just after14th birthday, Mix met her so-called Mr. Zhang Wuji. Of course, Mr. Zhang Wuji's name is not really Zhang Wuji, just because his surname is Zhang. Mr Zhang Wuji is three years older than Xiao Xiao, and he is a freshman. As for how to know him, it's probably because of eating.

Mr Zhang Wuji likes to buy China steamed buns for breakfast at the school gate, which has become his habit. Mix bought them for the first time that day. The fog has not cleared in the morning. Mr. Zhang Wuji is riding a bicycle, waiting for his Chinese hamburger. It was a man who was killed halfway, so he took the Chinese hamburger directly. Mr Zhang Wuji said, that's mine.

Mix looked at him and looked at the bun without thinking. She took a bite of the steamed stuffed bun and handed it to Mr Zhang Wuji. I've bitten them all. I'm sorry, Mr. Zhang Wuji had to wait for the next Chinese hamburger with a bitter face. Mix suddenly vomitted an one mouthful to the ground and said, I don't eat skin.

Mr. Zhang Wuji snorted lightly as a mockery, and continued to wait for his meat steamed stuffed bun. He also told the aunt who made the steamed stuffed bun not to hide the meat, but to put more lean meat. As soon as I got it, I gave it to Mix, who was eagerly looking forward to it.

Xiao Xiao, who wore a bun, smiled brightly and said, thank you, senior, you are so handsome!

Mr Zhang Wuji continued with a straight face. Let's go to class.

Mix opened his schoolbag, took out a box of milk and handed it to Mr Zhang Wuji. We are even. Then he ran into school.

Mr. Zhang Wuji often plays ball on the court, and Mix often plays with his classmates with a badminton racket. So over time, two people are familiar with.

Mix didn't like math class from the first day of junior high school, so her math performance was very poor. After she complained to Mr. Zhang Wuji, Mr. Zhang Wuji solemnly told her that he would help her with her lessons. Mix excited immediately hugged Zhang Wuji. At that time, Mr. Zhang Wuji blushed.

After the senior high school entrance examination, Mix was admitted to another high school. In fact, this is not what Xiao Xiao hoped, but Mix's mother thinks this high school is much better than her alma mater's high school. The most fundamental reason is that her mother works here. So after finally meeting Mr. Zhang Wuji, Mix asked him shamelessly: I miss you, do you miss me?

Mr Zhang Wuji was dazed for a moment, then took a sip of milk tea and said that he loved briquettes.

Mix said, I asked you if you missed me.

Teacher Zhang Wuji said, go to class quickly. You are too busy studying.

Mix stood up and left with drooping shoulders, just like a frustrated ball. She thought that Mr. Zhang Wuji was escaping from the topic, or that it was all his own wishful thinking that forced people to change the subject, and then she covered her face in the pillow awkwardly and roared. It is not necessarily Zhang Wuji who said that the original surname was Zhang, but also Zhang San, a passerby.

Later, at the Christmas Carnival in Senior One, she heard a song called Me? Miss? You "song, just listen to the singer put" me? Miss? You just sang Love Coal Ball. It turns out that Mr. Zhang Wuji is a sly guy who likes to play charades to make people guess. It is really boring and funny.

Mr Zhang Wuji is actually a warm man. Although he has never had a girlfriend, nor has he publicly indicated who he likes, it is precisely because of this that he is always surrounded by all kinds of girls. So when Mix got up the courage to find Mr. Zhang Wuji again, he didn't wait for Mr. Zhang Wuji, but waited for Zhou Zhiruo, who was killed halfway. Zhou Zhiruo is Mr. Zhang Wuji's study partner. In the eyes of many people, they are like golden couple.

Zhou Zhiruo said that he and I would take the college entrance examination in the same school. Such a sentence, like a dragon slaying road, directly cut off Mix's yearning for Mr. Zhang Wuji. Mix turned around and said, good luck.

In July, when the college entrance examination was released, Zhang Wuji was admitted to a university in the north, and Zhou Zhiruo really went to Sichuan with Emei Mountain. When Mix heard the news, she almost broke her thigh with joy. At the same time, she also made a wish in her mind. She said, look at me in two years.

School starts in September, and Mr. Zhang Wuji leaves the city for the north by train. Mix ran to the station to see him off. Mr Zhang Wuji saw his parents there, so he pulled Mix around the corner. Mix said, did your school do well in the exam?

Mr Zhang Wuji said with a smile, you should do better than this. There are many good schools in that city.

This kind of question and answer happened many years ago. At that time, Xu asked Mix, but Mix didn't expect Mr. Zhang Wuji to persuade her to enter other schools. It's still early anyway. She's just a sophomore, and she didn't get in the arts and sciences. What about the college entrance examination?

Everyone has seen "The Dragon Slayer by Eternal Adversity". Most of the protagonists in Mr. Jin Yong's novels are surrounded by many Yingying Yanyan like Zhang Wuji. Don't think that with Zhou Zhiruo gone, Zhao Min can fill the vacancy immediately. At least, there are many flowers and plants like Li Yin and Xiao Zhao. Mr Zhang Wuji talked about a girlfriend when he was a sophomore. At that time, Mix was preparing for the senior three exam, so he knew nothing about it. Later, after the college entrance examination was released, Mix was admitted to a university in the north. Although she and Mr. Zhang Wuji are not in the same school, it is still very rare in a city.

Mix visited Mr. Zhang Wuji at the weekend. In the teahouse of their school, Mix not only saw Mr. Zhang Wuji, but also saw the girl beside Mr. Zhang Wuji. With a bang, the cup in his hand was broken, not only the cup, but also Mix's heart.

Mix copied Eason Chan's Ten Years in her blog and listened to it all night. When she got up in the morning, her eyes were swollen. Turn on the computer and find that someone has commented on her. The man commented that her favorite lyric was "There are thousands of doors, and one person must go first". Xiaoxiao replied with a smile. I like it too.

So at that time, Mix thought that she and Mr. Zhang Wuji were completely hopeless. Even in the story of Eternal Dragon Slayer, Zhao Min ended up with Zhang Wuji, and maybe Zhang Wuji cheated again. Mix continued to write in her blog: "I hope to find a boyfriend with rhinitis in the future. He is allergic to peach blossoms and catkins, so he can't have sex with women, nor can he have sex with women. " Then the netizen commented enthusiastically again. He said, I have bad rhinitis, alas.

Mix was angry and funny when he saw this comment, and felt that this person was deliberately finding fault. Then she said to him privately, who are you and why are you as free as me?

The man answers in seconds and recommends a song to you. The recommended song is "You at the Same Table". For such an irrelevant answer, Mix had no choice but to go further. After the recommended song, the man said, I'll see you at home during the New Year, and then you will know who I am. Leaving such a suspense, Mix has been eating for a week.

(3)

After Mr Zhang Wuji met Xiao Xiao, the girl treated him badly. A woman's sixth sense is quite accurate. The girl is a petty person, and of course there is no room for sand in her eyes. She said that Mix was definitely the little girlfriend of Mr. Zhang Wuji's hometown, that Mr. Zhang Wuji was playing both sides, and that Mix was a shameless girl. Mr. Zhang Wuji couldn't bear to leave things behind and make a dash for the door. If Mix knows that this girl is scolding her behind her back, it is estimated that this girl will bid farewell to her beauty. After all, Mix is a girl who can talk and fight.

Mr. Zhang Wuji's love life ended after the National Day holiday. He couldn't stand the little girl's thoughtfulness and lack of quality, so this precarious relationship ended hastily. Two weeks after Mr. Zhang Wuji's lovelorn love, he called Xiaoxiao and asked her to play in the suburbs. Mix refused proudly. Mr Zhang Wuji asked her in a low voice what was wrong.

Mix said, come to me if you are lovelorn. Do you treat me like a spare tire or a jack?

Mr Zhang Wuji on the other end of the phone smiled. He said, you girls have too strong speculative ability, how can you think so much?

Mix said: You boys are so cunning that you didn't give the answers to the riddles of previous years.

Mr Zhang Wuji asked what the riddle was.

Mix said, what does it mean to love briquettes?

Mr. Zhang Wuji paused and said, Do you remember? I thought you didn't understand that you were faking it.

Mix said, go away, I don't want to see you again. But less than an hour after this sentence was sent out, Mr. Zhang Wuji appeared at the school gate in Mix. Later, Mr. Zhang Wuji went to a book bar with a smile, went shopping, watched a movie and ate western-style steak. It's like a date between couples. Mr. Zhang Wuji said, Look how happy I am to take you out.

Mix thought for a moment and said, I think you are the happiest. That day, Teacher Zhang Wuji went to see a movie with a smile, called "33 Days of Lovelorn". When he saw the last egg, there was a scene of tears in the cinema. Mr. Zhang Wuji and Xiaoxiao sat there as if they were still watching the play. In the darkness, Mr. Zhang Wuji touched the smiling hand and smiled without speaking to him.

It was Singles Day. After the movie, Mr. Zhang Wuji stood by the movie poster and said to Mix, who was enjoying himself with popcorn, let's not be friends.

Mix was so surprised by this sentence that popcorn fell out of his mouth, and then looked at Mr. Zhang Wuji stupefied.

Mr Zhang Wuji snorted and smiled. He said, let's be boyfriend and girlfriend. Today is a good day to end our bachelor life.

Xiao Xiaogang was scared to cry, and the beads were still spinning in her eyes. Suddenly, after hearing what he said, tears suddenly fell down. Mr. Zhang Wuji quickly wiped her with a tissue, and then smiled and said, Look, you are excited. Mix pushed his hand away and turned around. Mr. Zhang Wuji followed and finally caught up with him. Then he asked Xiao Xiaofa what had happened.

Mix looked at him and said, today is not a good day. Let's be friends. I don't know why, but Mix just doesn't want to promise Mr. Zhang Wuji. Mr. Zhang Wuji is also a man with considerable self-esteem and pride, so he never had the cheek to mention it again. Mix's relationship with him has also been uncertain.

When I came home during the winter vacation, Mr. Zhang Wuji took a part-time job, so I let Xiao Xiao go back first. Sitting on the train, Mix didn't know whether Mr. Zhang Wuji was lonely or really liked himself. Then she edited a short message to send to Mr. Zhang Wuji, but she was patted on the shoulder and the boy sitting next to her said hello to Mix.

This boy is the little sun I haven't seen for years. At this time, he has grown into a tall and handsome boy. Just because his parents divorced, he was not as full of sunshine as before. The two people I haven't seen for years on the train are telling the truth. Sun Xiao was surprised by Xiao Xiao's elegant and decent manners, and Mix was surprised by Sun Xiao's freedom and even a little decadent.

Xiao Xiao asked Xiao Yang if she was the one who commented on her blog, just because she was recommended to listen to You at the Table.

Xiao sun said with a surprised face, you still write a blog. You are really a talented woman.

Xiao Xiao is really not you? Which deskmate would that be?

Xiao sun said, you have studied for so many years, and I'm not the only one at the same table.

Mix looked up at the ceiling thoughtfully, but there was no male deskmate since junior high school.

Xiao Sun thought for a moment and said, Could it be Xu?

Xiao Sun hit the nail on the head and recalled Mix's memories. How could she forget Xu's deskmate? At first, I thought I often ate other people's food. Xiaoxiao asked Sun Xiao if she had contacted Xu so far.

Xiao sun shook his head and said that Xu had gone to school in the provincial capital. Who can contact him? I think he also stripped my pants in public. Said his embarrassed smile.

After getting off the train and the station, Xiao Sun hugged his friend and left. Mix looked at their distant back and sighed, but the situation has changed, not as good as the past.

Shortly after returning home, Mr. Zhang Wuji called Mix in his busy schedule and asked her if she got home safely. Mix answered very well. Mr. Zhang Wuji stated that he would not go back next year because he didn't get the ticket. Xiao Xiao said yes, see you at school.

One week after the festival, the year is approaching. One morning, Mix opened her blog and found that this man had sent a private letter. He said, let's go downtown for a cup of tea this afternoon.

Xu, what did you sell me? The man said, after all these years, you are still so smart.

At the appointed place, we finally met. Xu drove here. I haven't seen him for years, and he has become very handsome. Xu said frankly that she had asked her old classmates for her contact information and all social accounts a long time ago, but she always felt that calling directly was too abrupt and afraid of disturbing the college entrance examination, so she had been lurking in her social circle of friends.

Mix said that you really have the potential to be a detective. What are you doing now? He doesn't look like a student at all, so Mix asked.

Xu said that he dropped out of high school in half a semester, and then his father opened a company for him in the city. It has been in operation for two years now, and the income is still considerable.

Mix patted him on the shoulder and said, the young man is ok. Xu simple and honest smile.

Later, Xu took him to the street of the primary school alma mater, found the sugar lotus root shop that had moved many times, bought two sugar lotus roots, walked around the old street for a long time and talked for a long time. Xu said, it's a pity that you didn't talk about your boyfriend when you went to college.

Mix took a bite of the sugar lotus root, put his head in his mouth and asked vaguely, then what?

Xu scratched his head and said, you see, I have a successful career now, except for a girlfriend.

Xiao Xiao said with a smile, you are tall, handsome and rich, and you are afraid you can't find a girlfriend. Stop joking.

Xu said, I'm not kidding you You look perfect for me.

Almost spat at him and said, Xu, at least we are old classmates. I can't catch up with you in a word. Feelings need to be cultivated slowly.

Xu said, I am three years older than you, and now my family is urging me to find someone. My father also asked me to find someone with a high degree. I think you are the most suitable.

Of course, Mix won't agree to such a hot pursuit of girls. After all, she is still thinking about having an affair with Mr. Zhang Wuji. However, after hearing that feelings need to be cultivated, Xu regularly asks out, which may be an ambiguous period.

The winter vacation passed quickly, and Yu and his hometown Xu gradually resumed their friendship and their feelings quickly warmed up. In the northern city, Mr. Zhang Wuji also met a nice girl in part-time activities. When they stood together, they were like brothers, but this time Mr. Zhang Wuji grew up, he called to tell Yu first.

Mix clenched her mobile phone and gnashed her teeth. Do you want me to wish you happiness?

After listening to her sour words, Mr. Zhang Wuji said, Since you refuse to be my girlfriend, I have to find another way.

Mix scolded: A playboy like you should be sentenced. Will you die if you don't fall in love?

Mr. Zhang Wuji was scolded by her, and lightly replied to death.

Xiao Xiao immediately smiled and said, well, go back and be your girlfriend.

After a phone call, two people who didn't express their feelings were so logical together.

When Xu learned about it, he was very depressed. He told Mix that I would be your big brother.

Mix said, thank you, big brother.

Xu looked up and asked, why should you thank me?

Mix thought for a moment and said, thank you for your generosity. Xu buried his head and smiled, thinking that he was really generous.

(4)

In this way, two years passed peacefully until Mr. Zhang Wuji graduated from university. After graduating from college, Mr Zhang Wuji left that city in the north and went to one of the most economically developed cities in the east. Two people started a long-distance relationship. Some people say that long-distance love is expensive, and some people say that long-distance love is the most unreliable. In this world, there is no corner that cannot be dug. This year, Zhou Zhiruo, who graduated from the same university, went to the East from Sichuan, just like carrying a hoe from Emei Mountain to dig Mr. Zhang Wuji's unstable corner, and Mix didn't know all this.

Mr. Zhang Wuji had a conscience to call Mix before he was pocketed by Miss Zhou Zhiruo, the royal elder sister in love. Before hanging up, Mr. Zhang Wuji said, we are so far away that we don't often meet, or forget it. I hope you have a good person around you who can continue to take care of you. Mix froze when she heard this, and then her tears began to fall. It was also the first time that she saw a person who would say such a high-sounding and selfless farewell speech, and this person was her boyfriend.

After breaking up, Mix spent a month in a daze, and then prepared to start a new life. She found a part-time job and lived a full life every day. Then she read a good book and got many useful certificates within a year. Xu asked her how Mr. Zhang Wuji was. She just smiled and said, still like that, live in peace. It's really peaceful, because we haven't been in touch for a long time.

In the third year of high school, she made up her mind to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and her mother raised her hands in favor. I also helped her consult many schools. Stubborn by nature, she finally chose Mr. Zhang Wuji's city, not because she wanted to continue to struggle, but because that city was once her dream. Xu said, what are you studying for? How old are you? Of course, this is just lip service. In fact, he is still very supportive of Mix.

At the end of April of that year, "You at the Same Table" was released nationwide. Xu made a special trip to the school and took her from the library to the cinema. They sit together and watch movies. When Lin and Zhou Xiaozhi said, "One day, I will take you to a place where there are only two of us", Xu took a look.

Later, Mix was admitted to an ideal graduate student, and met Mr. Zhang Wuji and Miss Zhou Zhiruo who had been separated for a long time in that city. They have been happily together for two years. Mix didn't attend their engagement ceremony as his former girlfriend, but went as a friend. Mr Zhang Wuji still feels guilty about Mix, so he didn't talk to Mix directly. Miss Zhou Zhiruo greeted Mix with a winner-takes-all attitude, and the smile on her face was particularly beautiful. At this time, Mix is no longer the little girl who bared her teeth and glib at the beginning. She can only smile gently and gracefully.

In the second year of the study, Xiaoxiao went abroad as an exchange student for one year. He went home before he left. After learning about it, Xu found her out and went to the old street of her primary school alma mater. Xu suddenly hugged rustling and said, your Mr. Zhang Wuji left you long ago. Why are you still alone for him?

Mix cried with a cry and said, I'm nobody.

Xu said, I think. I'm 26 years old and I'm not married just to wait for you.

Mix stupefied looking at him, suddenly found that time flies. Xu's last confession in this street was three years ago. Therefore, she decided to stay with Xu after graduation.

During the year when Mix went abroad, she didn't know much about China, but during this year, many things changed. For example, Xu knows that he likes oriental cities and does business here. For example, after Mr. Zhang Wuji and Miss Zhou Zhiruo got married for one year, Mr. Zhang Wuji was diagnosed with bone cancer, and Miss Zhou Zhiruo herself was an extremely vain and proud woman, so she decisively abandoned Mr. Zhang Wuji. Mix didn't know these things until he returned to China.

The last time Mix saw Mr. Zhang Wuji was in the hospital. She has never seen such a haggard Mr. Zhang Wuji, who is completely different from the radiant and handsome Zhang Wuji before. Mr Zhang Wuji apologized to Xiao Xiao. Mix sat there silently peeling the apple for him, and his tears fell on the apple handle without wiping.

Mix knew that Mr. Zhang Wuji's illness was incurable. He went to see a doctor and looked up an encyclopedia. Mix realized that there was nothing he could do, so he had to sit at the gate of the hospital and cry with his shoulders.

Later, Mr. Zhang Wuji said that you should find a good man to marry, so don't wait for me.

Xiao Xiao said with a smile, I didn't wait for you, but I don't want you to go.

When Mr. Zhang Wuji left, he was catching up with Mix for graduate school. This year, Mix was 24 years old and Mr. Zhang Wuji was 27 years old. Laughing and walking in the street, I heard Eason Chan's Ten Years playing in the shop next to me. When he heard the sentence "There are thousands of doors, and one person must go first" again, he suddenly understood how much love and righteousness was hidden behind this sentence, but some people could never catch up with it.

At the age of twenty-five, Ran Xu proposed downstairs to the company where Mix worked. At the end of this year, I married Xu. This year, Xu was 28 years old and finally married a beautiful woman. Many people bless her and envy her. Blessing is that they tied the knot, and jealousy is that Mix finally has a good home. Everyone was in a mess at the wedding that day. As a member of the groomsman group, Xiao Sun took off the groom's trousers and finally got revenge.

Later, the groom official Xu stood on the stage with a microphone and looked at it affectionately, saying that he would sing a song for her. He sang the same song "You at the same table", but changed all the "who" in the lyrics to "I". Xu said, 14 years ago, we knew each other, but now you finally belong to me, which is too rare. From now on, let's go together. I forbid you to go alone. Say that finish, the audience burst into applause, some shouting, some tears.

Later, there were no stories about frequent accidents, because he Xu's life was calm and rich. One day, Xu was drunk and asked if he would miss Mr. Zhang Wuji. Mix said that when I was young, I always thought I was Zhao Min, so I'm sure my lover must be Zhang Wuji. Now I know that I am not Zhao Min, nor the kind of person described by Grandma Qiong Yao. I hope I can give you more advice in my future life.