My roommate talked about me behind my back. I feel very uncomfortable. what can I do?

You still have to change. Depression can be changed if you want, because I have changed. Tell you, you have to take part in some activities, such as lectures organized by the school, (you can find some good friends to be your audience), public activities and so on. I am very responsible to tell you that once you succeed, you will become another person. Make more friends, talk to them if you have something, and don't surf the Internet, which will make you more depressed. Besides, those two village girls in your dormitory are not worth mentioning. You must fight them with real knives and guns. Just punish them twice. If you feel that you are not strong enough, you can unite with other people in the dormitory. At any time, you should stand with most people and destroy people you don't like, and then you can have sex with people you don't like in this majority. If you want to make yourself happy, don't always endure it, because you don't like it.