Wei Zi's feelings

As a post-90s generation, I can say that I grew up watching Qiong Yao's plays, and Qiong Yao's love also deeply influenced me.

? Plum Blossom Branding is the first Qiong Yao drama I have ever seen. What impressed me most at that time was that the heroine Bai Yinshuang was really beautiful. How can there be such a beautiful girl in the world? Especially those big watery eyes, they are so charming. I remember that there was no computer at home at that time, only a black and white TV set. Every day, I will sit in front of the TV on time and watch her, praying silently in my heart, hoping that I can be as beautiful as her when I grow up. But because I was so young when Plum Blossom Branding was broadcast, I didn't even understand what was on, but I just liked the beautiful actress in it.

A few years later, Princess Pearl, which was popular all over the country, was broadcast. I was simply fascinated at that time. Naughty Swallow, gentle and kind Ziwei, considerate Sunny, Yongqi who is both civil and military, Erkang who is affectionate and persistent, mysterious swordsman Xiao Jian ... I like them very much. But what I like best is sunny days. I think she is really what Wei Zi described as "a fire under an iceberg, with a cold appearance and a boiling heart".

In Qiong Yao's plays, love is an eternal topic. In Princess Pearl, what I yearn for most is not the love between Swallow and Yongqi, nor the lingering love between Wei Zi and Er Kang, but the sunshine and Xiao Jian, which need neither vigorous nor thousands of words. At that time, I was thinking that it would be great if I could find a boyfriend like Xiao Jian in the future.

The broadcast of Princess Pearl made me know Qiong Yao, a world-famous great writer, for the first time, and I was very curious about her. In that era when the internet was not developed, I had to go to newsstands and bookstores to find some information about her. From these materials, I learned that Qiong Yao not only wrote many novels, but also won many actresses. Brigitte Lin, Liu Xuehua and others are all famous for playing Qiong Yao's plays, and the Plum Blossom Branding I watched as a child is actually her work, which is really amazing.

After Princess Pearl, I watched Heavy Rain and saw the curtain of another dream.

I remember when it rained heavily, the female students in our class were divided into two groups, one group supported Yi Ping and Shu Huan, and the other supported Ru Ping and Shu Huan. Even for this matter, several girls were flushed, but in the end they didn't convince each other to agree with their views. It's naive to think about it now. But to be honest, I'm not interested in who is with Shu Huan in Deep Rain. I just think the clouds inside are too bad. The final outcome of such a good girl is that the child dies and the person she loves is with another girl. It's just too bad!

"I have a dream with a curtain. I don't know if I can * * *. How many secrets are there? No one can understand." Whenever I hear this song, I always think of the historic castle and beautiful lavender fields in Provence in Another Curtain. I really hope to have the opportunity to go there and feel the romantic country in the future. When I first read See the Curtain of Another Dream, I really envied Zi Ling. I can not only get all the love of Chu Lian, but also have a mature and confident man like Yun Fan Fei who will always be by my side, and I can also turn her dream into reality. I'm so happy.

Qiong Yao's plays once made me full of illusions about love. I think love should be lingering, desperate and vigorous. However, with the growth of age, especially after working, I found that love in real life is not the normal state played in Qiong Yao's plays. In addition to love, there are family ties and friendship in a person's life. We can't and won't give up everything for love.

There is a very classic sentence in See the Curtain of Dreams again, which was said by Yun Fan Fei to Lv Ping. "You lost a leg, but she also lost half her life and her love.". I didn't pay attention to the play at first, but now I find it ironic to watch it again. As a woman and a dancer, I lost a leg. It can be said that Lu Ping's later life ended, and even a normal life could not be guaranteed. Why can't she compare with Zi Ling's pain of losing Chu Lian? I don't know why Yun Fan Fei said this. Did Lu Ping go too far and make him speak rashly? I used to like Zi Ling, her simplicity, kindness, fantasy and creativity, but now I feel sorry for Lv Ping and think she is really pitiful.

I have never experienced love, and I don't know what it tastes like, so I can't and have no right to judge others' love, but can love really be more important than life? Can you really be desperate for love?

Just like the new moon in "New Moon Gege", a Wang Fu Gege is willing to be a concubine in order to enslave the sea, regardless of his wife and children and his wife's kindness to himself? Maybe it was normal for men to have three wives and four concubines at that time. It is great that Nudahai and Xinyue give up everything for love, but is Nudahai's wife Yanji really wrong? She knows that her husband has a new love, and the object is the new moon that she regards as her own daughter. Shouldn't she vent her grievances and dissatisfaction? Or did she stop her husband from taking a concubine and commit the "jealousy" in Seven Outings?

Princess Zhu Huan is the most comprehensive Qiong Yao drama I have ever seen. I have seen every edition, from Zhao Wei Ruby Lin edition to Crystal Ma Yili edition, and now to Li Sheng Hailu edition. But it's funny to say that people always watch it from the beginning, but I watched the second one first.

If Sunny was my favorite character in Princess Pearl, then Zhihua and Xinrong were the people I hated very much at that time. At that time, I always thought that Zhihua and Xinrong were the third parties who destroyed the relationship between Yongqi and Swallow. But looking back now, I suddenly found that they were not as bad as I thought. I hate them because I have a preconceived idea, because Swallow and Yongqi met first, so they should be together. In fact, now think about it, if Yongqi stays in the palace, Zhihua and Xinrong will be more suitable for Yongqi than the swallow, because the swallow is too simple, and people who have no brains and no means in the palace can't live at all. However, knowing painting is not the same as being happy. They come from rich families and have been used to intrigue and intrigue since childhood. At the same time, they read a lot of poems and books, and they will be good wives of Yongqi. We can also think differently. If Yongqi meets Zhihua and Xinrong first, will he still like the swallow? After all, they are two excellent girls.

Now I often wonder if I have grown up and experienced more, and my values and mentality have changed. I used to be moved by the love in novels and TV series, but now I pay more attention to how many people and things have been sacrificed for this relationship. Love is selfish, but if the so-called love hurts many innocent people, is it really worth it? You know, no matter how vigorous love is, it will eventually come down to daily life. Can old love be maintained without passion?

I yearn for pure and beautiful love, and I also hope that my love can last for a long time and get everyone's blessing.

Qiong Yao's plays have been with me throughout my childhood and have taught me a lot of truth. Although watching Qiong Yao's plays again will have a different feeling, the happiness and touch brought to me at that time are real.