Why am I like a lonely wild horse, longing for belonging and freedom?

Maybe you haven't run to the depths of the grassland, and you are still nostalgic for the fireworks in the secular world.

I guess you are a wild horse that has been kept in captivity, a wild horse that has been tamed. Therefore, you long for freedom, you feel that you should not be bound, you feel that you should be free and carefree. So, you try to find your own freedom, but in the dead of night, you long for someone to accompany you. Well, this is normal, because after all, you are not a real wild horse, you are alone, and if you are alone, you will struggle, resist and be at a loss.

Believe me, no one wants to choose loneliness. You are lonely only because you haven't met the right person yet. So, you will want to escape, you will want to be free, you don't want someone to control you, you want the other party to give you absolute freedom. However, at the same time, you want to have a sense of belonging so much that you expect someone to walk into you, bring you happiness and dispel your loneliness. I think you will always be a loveless person, and you are eager for someone to love you and give you happiness.

After all, you are still looking forward to the company of others. What wild horses love freedom and what goes deep into the grassland is actually just your umbrella. I think, in your heart, you must feel that lonely people are shameful and those who lack love are shameful. You convince yourself again and again that what I want is freedom, and only freedom is the eternal theme! However, after experiencing freedom, you are homesick again. You want to settle down and end this solo life.

All right, stop struggling. You can't be a wild horse. Go back and find someone who can give you a sense of belonging and live a good life.