Thank you very much for solving tarot cards > <

They almost hit the nail on the head. Let me add that I hope it will help you.

The queen and strength of this relationship-you can't control your inner desire for pleasure, that is, you are willing to let yourself get caught up in it for him now. But if you insist on staying with him, you may end up in debt! The debt here does not refer to material things, but more likely comes from each other's karma. The negative energy he accumulated before will be transferred to you, and you will be under great pressure, both external and internal. You will pay a lot, and you may not get what you want in the end. From your impression in his mind, you can see that the sun represents you and you will give him light, but after all, he is experiencing the death card. He just wants to use the light of the sun to make himself less painful on the way to the finish line. The pain caused by death is irresistible, and the sun is just an external tool he uses. The world-just a door, let you see what you do, you are his sun, but you can't see what he thinks you are the warm sun he longs for on the last painful road. So, have you decided to burn all your things to light him up? Is it worth burning yourself as a price to bring him warmth?