What did your predecessor do to make you suddenly understand that TA really loves you?

I am an emotionally slow person, that is, I may not have a special reaction emotionally at that time, whether the other party is good to me or the other party loves me. Whether in this kind of love or in these friendships and family ties in our lives. I am a person who doesn't know how to express myself or should not accept others' kindness to me. I have been working hard to become a more outgoing person. It turns out that I may have made great progress now.

For my ex-boyfriend, it has always been a pity. Later, at many moments of separation, I realized that he had been very kind to me and loved me very much, but I didn't know how to love others, and I didn't know what other people's love was like at that time and age. Even though there were many differences between us and we gradually separated, I still can't forget what he did for me.

I still remember when we were together, there was a stage when I often woke up in the middle of the night. At that time, it was because I went to bed too early every day and woke up in the middle of the night when I had enough sleep. The first time I was afraid I couldn't sleep, I called him. He was already asleep. The next day, after he learned it, he just waited until very late every day to go to bed. He was afraid that I would wake up habitually and go to him, but he was not there. At that time, he was also very moved, but he still didn't understand how good a person was to you.

Later, we broke up for many reasons. I felt sorry for a while after breaking up, and it has been very painful. Later, I came out slowly, but this relationship and this person have become a knot in my heart. If there is a if, I will be good enough for him, but now I hope he can live a happy life, find someone who is good to him and really likes him, and be happy forever.