About Tarot apprentice, can anyone accept me as an apprentice?

First, you have read a lot of books and should have your own opinions. Tarot cards are actually very free and can be personalized.

Second, Taobao has many shops. If there is teaching, you can find one-on-one teachers.

Thirdly, personally, I think it's ok for a teacher to lecture you on this kind of behavior, but if the teacher succeeds, it depends on sincerity.

I also teach myself and learn from my teachers. Teachers are all found by themselves.