If life sees Kenzo.

-disillusionment is the beginning of growth.

Yesterday was the last day of September and the last study day of class F09. No wonder Bao Jiansan is always with you these days. He must be depressed and unwilling to give up. He will always show the tip of the iceberg from the bottom of the subconscious.

I used to be a little disgusted with the card "Bao Jian San" because it was called "sadness" by others. When three swords are inserted into a bright red heart, you will feel heartbroken, quarreled, injured and interfered by a third party.

In fact, there are too many brothers in the sword family that we don't like, just like sword 3 represents mild loss, anxiety and uneasiness, sword 8 is trapped by itself, sword 9 wakes up from a nightmare and hides his face and cries, and sword 10 is a bloody game. The sword will always let us see the inner injustice and the surging emotions in the subconscious.

During the one-month tarot study, under the guidance of my tutor, I used tarot as a tool for self-integration for the first time to dig deep into my heart. The tutor's theory and her attitude towards people and things are of great practical value to my future life. We also pay more attention to the chaotic emotions that have been suppressed for a long time, fully understand them, accept them, and release the negative energy that makes us consume internally. Learning with great progress is a bit painful, but every day's thinking and discussion, all staying up late to study is so precious, and the pain we have experienced makes us more aware of the preciousness of every happiness.

I have always thought that the purpose of divination is not only to solve one's doubts, but also to seek an answer and peace of mind. I believe that we are all "looking for our true selves" step by step, but on the way of growing up, everyone is just slowly losing this "true self". Many people think that as long as they can earn enough money, their lives will change greatly and they will become happier and happier. We are transforming the world, our vitality is getting stronger and smarter, but what about real happiness? To achieve happiness in life, we should not only rely on external things such as money and power, but also appeal to the heart and find our true self. Therefore, every time I open a deck of cards, I bring sincerity and temperature, and the other party brings expectation and longing. We established heart-to-heart communication through tarot cards.

Finally, go back to the third sword of this card and sum up the essence that Master once said: Don't push away the pain, but in some way directly transform it from the deep heart into love and courage. The new journey is about to begin, come on!

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Finally, I sorted out the documents. I wanted to edit them when I went home. When I opened them, my heart was broken. I worked hard all afternoon, and it turned into a blank grid, and an arrow went through my heart. Tarot cards really never lie, but people who look at the cards can't really understand the meaning of their intentions. Accept your fate!