During the National Day holiday of my freshman year, my secret crush called me on WeChat to see that I had a new avatar (pig and villain) and asked me if I had any new friends.

Personally, I think you should think about it yourself. Judging from your description, she should like you and wait for your confession, but your attitude is cautious and hesitant. If you like someone, don't always hesitate, because the patience of those who wait is always limited. One day, her love for you will be gone, and she won't wait for you, so you will miss the opportunity.

Use a movie line: Love is an opportunity.

You should grasp it well and don't miss it.

If you confess that you are not together, it means that fate is not there. If you don't express yourself in order not to lose the opportunity to be friends, you will never have further opportunities.

Good wishes!