Boys let me count my fingers, just a passer-by. How can girls repay me?

She told me that she just wanted to be a passer-by and keep her duty as a passer-by. Our story is so long that I don't know how to tell it. I don't know what I'm asking or what kind of answer I want to know.

I have changed a lot recently, becoming clingy and talkative.

I feel like an idiot! I hope the road can be long!

In short, you may think too long at ordinary times.