Sun virgo, moon Aries, rising Scorpio, seek guidance.

First of all, your sun is in Virgo, which shows that you pay attention to details, work hard and pursue perfection, but sometimes you are too picky and even too self-critical, which may lead you to be too hard on yourself and others and not tolerate imperfect things.

Secondly, your moon is in Aries, which shows that your mood fluctuates greatly, your personality is straightforward, you like adventure and challenge, but sometimes you are impulsive and impatient, which gives people the impression of impulsiveness and impatience.

Your rise in Scorpio shows that your external image may give people a mysterious, deep and inaccessible feeling. You may be keen and intuitive, but you may also be a little controlling and jealous.

The above are some characteristics of your astrolabe. What you describe may be related to your astrolabe. I suggest that you try to seek the help of a professional psychological counselor or astrologer, deeply explore your inner contradictions and entanglements, find appropriate solutions, and improve your personal emotional management and interpersonal skills. At the same time, I also suggest that you pay attention to your health, adjust your work and rest, and keep a positive attitude towards life.