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On Sunday morning, Liu Yang was brushing her teeth when her cell phone suddenly turned on. A short message jumped into her eyes: "After careful consideration, I don't want to keep you. You are so excellent that you will find a better partner than me. Good luck! " Followed by an expression pack with folded hands, the woman smiled helplessly and said to herself, "Forget it." When I said this, my heart was disconsolate This is the third person to run away since I lost my hearing in one ear.

After reading this message, Liu Yang's thoughts jumped to the early spring when it was hot and cold two years ago. That day, she was going to an old friend's party and stood in front of the mirror, not knowing which dress to wear to go out. After repeated investigation, she felt that the fabric of the red dress was a little too early at that time, and finally chose the dark blue professional dress, which was dignified and atmospheric and did not show the scenery.

The woman got dressed and was about to go out when she suddenly realized that she hadn't competed with the skirt for a long time. What happened? Is it because you are going to meet that first love? That year, Tao Zi nicknamed him "Little Wei Chao" because he looked like Carina Lau's husband Tony Leung Chiu Wai and was very naughty.

Liu Yang has been divorced for five years. A man and his daughter run a small company in Beijing. She was a beauty when she was young. Although she will be forty years old soon, it is not difficult to see the charm of that year. Peach is Liu Yang's best friend for more than 20 years. Last weekend, I somehow heard that Xiao Xiao was coming to Beijing and wanted to direct the Korean hit drama Love is Back.

The Third Ring Road in Beijing is congested as usual. When Liu Yang drove past Carrefour supermarket, she suddenly felt dizzy and then a little nauseous. She rolled down the window to let in the cold wind. I thought the cold wind would blow away my dizziness, but I was surprised to find that the car began to go off course. She paused a little and said to herself, "I didn't sleep well last night. Maybe my brain was short of oxygen." But the car kept turning to the right, which startled her, and her hands held the steering wheel tighter, as if holding her own life.

02

I haven't seen you for twenty years, and some old friends have gained weight. Although Wei Chao Jr. didn't have a big belly, he began to lose his head, his eyes began to droop, and his energy was running out.

When Liu Yang saw her first love, her heart suddenly turned cold. She tried to look happy, but her heart was disappointed. Love is like turning over a book. If you turn it over, don't try to get it back, otherwise it will only add to the blockage. She thought of giving herself another cup of tea, and the peaches around her could be seen at a glance. Her best friend for more than 20 years has already become a worm in each other's stomach.

In order not to keep silent, Tao Zi tried his best to recall the embarrassing incident of that year, saying that once Wei Chao was in hospital, several girls went to see him and saw a hole in his sock. He hid his feet in the quilt shyly. When several people heard this, they burst into laughter and lamented the ruthlessness of time. After drinking for 30 days, Peach sang: "I don't know when my temples have frosted, and I don't know when my face has changed. I suddenly miss those young and frivolous people who were brave and ignorant."

The air condensed for two minutes, and the song began again: "How can you be old when you just learn to be sensible, how can you be old when you just learn to be tolerant, how can you be old when you just know where to go, and how can you be old before you get there?" Everyone present echoed, but they didn't realize that the lyrics had jumped to the end. Everyone was a little sad, and the lyrics poked their hearts.

Liu Yang sang with them, but she was a little absent-minded. This morning, the car deviated from the track, and she was inexplicably dizzy, which made her feel that today was not a good day. She regretted not looking at the old calendar when she went out, but a table was delicious.

After dinner, Liu Yang got up to leave, saying that she had to repair the car, or she wouldn't be able to pick up the children in the afternoon. Several old friends saw that she had made up her mind to leave and it was not convenient to stay, so they said, Come on, let's go to karaoke and sing old songs.

On the way, Liu Yang felt his left ear was stuffy and painful, and his head was dizzy. Some unclear things are quietly breeding. She drove the car to the 4S shop. The younger brother in the shop is very enthusiastic. He drove out and sneaked back and said, "Sister, didn't your car run away? Maybe there is something wrong with your ears. I received a sister. As in your case, I also said that the car was off-side. As a result, I went to the hospital to see my ears, only to know that there was something wrong with my ears. "

Willow thought with a grain of salt, didn't she? The mechanic was so sure that there was something wrong with her ear, but she didn't want to say anything, so she drove away.

The next day, Liu Yang hung up the expert number of otolaryngology. The expert is 60 years old and wears a pair of gold-rimmed glasses. He said confidently and calmly, "You need a comprehensive examination, irrigation experiment, vestibular experiment and hearing test. Come to me after the exam. " Liu Yang did it one by one. When he came back, the expert said, "Obviously, you are suddenly deaf and need to be hospitalized quickly."

"In the hospital? Impossible, I can't let go of what I am doing. " Liu Yang didn't say that she was a single mother, and her 10-year-old daughter and company employees were waiting for her. The expert was embarrassed to see the woman, thought for a while and said, "There is another way. You can start hyperbaric oxygen therapy tomorrow, and there may be a turn for the better. " "Ok, thank you!"

Liu Yang wanted to ask what a hyperbaric oxygen chamber was, but she felt that this question was not smart enough, which delayed the doctor's time and left. After searching the internet at home, she concluded that the blood vessels in the ears are the thinnest in the whole body. When blood can't pass through, the nerves will become edema. If the edema stage is not treated, it will easily lead to deafness.

After ten days in the hyperbaric oxygen chamber, the hearing of the left ear recovered and the blocked small blood vessels were opened again. Restoring health is a wonderful feeling, and Liu Yang almost cheered with joy.

03

At the end of June, Liu Yang received a message that she was invited to visit Europe. Peach was very worried and said, "You have just recovered your hearing for less than a month, and it will take you more than ten hours to fly. Do you think you are the Iron Lady? " "The Iron Lady doesn't deserve it, but Europe must go." She entrusted her daughter to her sister and said, "I will go for ten days." Please take care of Xiao Ni for me. "

As soon as Liu Yang arrived in Paris, her left ear began to hurt. She muttered to herself, "Peaches are really a crow's mouth." First, the left ear gently makes the sound of running water, and then blows out the horn like the sea breeze. These two sounds alternate, and each wave is higher than the other. Women realize that this is tinnitus, a harbinger of deafness.

The next day, she didn't go out to participate in activities and stayed in the hotel bed for a day. She put her hand behind her head, stared at the ceiling and began to think. The problem with her ears must have started when her mother died. At that time, she was so painful that she couldn't sleep at night and had to wear headphones to divert her pain and guilt. She remembers reading an article on the Internet saying that someone invented a fast way to learn English, that is, continuous input for 24 hours. She did the same thing for a year.

After his trip to Europe, Liu Yang went to the hospital again. This time, the hyperbaric oxygen chamber failed to keep her ears. The old expert said regretfully, "It's a pity to be deaf at such a young age!" The woman looked into the eyes of the old expert and asked imploringly, "Is there really no way out?" "Generally speaking, it is difficult to cure after the second deafness, but it is not absolute. I'll give you some medicine, go back and have a good rest, take medicine on time, and then come and check regularly. "

When she got home, the woman put the medicine in a small medicine box, closed the lid and suddenly cried. The small medicine cabinet was left by her parents when they lived with her, and she has been using it ever since. The small medicine box reminds her of the days when she was taken care of by her parents.

Women feel that the medicine box contains not only medicine, but also more unexplained things. In recent years, she wants to catch everything she can. She has felt insecure since the divorce. Although she has been pretending not to need others, she knows in her heart that she needs a down-to-earth man.

Liu Yang has become dull since he was deaf in one ear. When the office phone rang, she didn't know which phone was ringing. If there is a lot of noise around the meeting and people are whispering in her ear, she must hear it through her good ears.

Later, with the enthusiasm of her best friend, Liu Yang kissed her twice, but she couldn't hide her deafness and didn't want to hide it. In the meantime, a kind-hearted person ran away in panic after knowing that she had only one ear to hear. When he left, the man said, "You are so good and beautiful, I'm afraid I don't deserve it." Then just hear a man say, "You are excellent!" Willow began to sweat. Later, she was basically desperate and wanted to find a partner. In her opinion, finding a good man is equivalent to the sun rising in the west.

Liu Yang gave up her plan to remarry and calmly accepted the fact that she was deaf, but she went for a reexamination on time. She doesn't want her left ear to lose 20% of her hearing, and she can't let her good ear start to decline.

04

One day, Liu Yang was sitting outside the waiting room of an otolaryngologist and saw a man about her age sitting next to her with a Walden in his hand. The woman took a look at the man, and the man's temperament was very good and he looked very comfortable. After all, she just finished reading that book, and she calmed down a lot after reading it.

Among a group of elderly men and women, they are as conspicuous as red apricots. They haven't spoken for a long time, but they are both a little curious about each other. Both sides understand that only when there is something wrong with their ears will they sit here.

Liu Yang didn't think much. She is used to living in her own world.

Summer came, and Liu Yang went to a product launch conference. The man sitting next to her looks familiar. She thought about it, but she couldn't remember where she had seen it. When the man looked at Liu Yang, he had the same expression. He stretched for a while, or he spoke first: "Where have we met?" Why does it look familiar? The woman paused for a moment and said, "I think you look familiar, too." "Suddenly, when the woman realized that she was talking, the man's eyes were fixed on her lips. Obviously, there is a little noise around. He couldn't hear clearly, so he read her lips. This subtle body language instantly reminded the woman. She smiled and said, "Have we met in the Otolaryngology Department of Union Medical College Hospital? The expert's name is Liu Shaoqiu. "

After hearing what she said, both of them laughed. This smile actually feels like they are old friends. The man asked, "Do you also go to Dr. Liu for regular check-ups?" Liu Yang said, "Yes! How do you know? " The man said, "once, I saw you come out." You wore a goose yellow skirt that day. " He actually remembers the color of the skirt he is wearing, which shows that he is paying attention. She blushed at the thought of a sudden fever in her ears.

No one at the dinner table noticed the shyness that women inadvertently showed. Only that man saw it. He has a little crush on women. He said, "Why don't we change seats?" The woman said tacitly, "Good." Women can't hear with their left ears, and men can't hear with their right ears, so it's a bit strange for others to look at each other when two people were talking just now. A table full of people don't know why they suddenly changed seats, but they just feel that they have known each other before, and today is just a reunion of old friends.

By the end of the meeting, they had a preliminary understanding of each other's situation. David is a returnee who grew up in Nanjing. Married once before returning to China, no children. Later, his American wife fell in love with someone else and told him directly, so David returned to China. After the divorce, the man felt hurt inside. Later, only one virgin friend didn't want to get married again, but the young girls saw that he had no intention of getting married for the time being and left.

They exchanged business cards happily. The man's business card is printed with Chinese name: Liu Dawei and English name: David. The man dialed the phone number of the woman on the spot, and then said softly, "Save my phone number and add WeChat, otherwise you will think it is selling a house when I call you." The woman smiled again, alas, this man is quite careful.

Two weeks later, David invited Liu Yang to the concert hall to listen to the symphony and Tchaikovsky's classical music. When they arrived, the seats were right next to their bad ears. They changed seats without saying a word. There is still some time before the performance. David asked, "What's wrong with your ears?" Liu Yang described how her mother drove off course with headphones after her death.

The man looked at her with warm eyes and said, "Please be sure to protect the other ear!" When he said this, his expression was dignified, as if to say, "Please help me protect the other ear." The woman nodded to remind herself not to flatter herself. How can such a good man have a crush on you? She smiled, this time at herself.

The performance began, and the two listened with relish. In the world of music, everything stops, the world is still, and the two hearts are closer.

During the intermission, the two chatted happily. The woman asked the man, "What happened to your ear?" The man sighed and said, "When I was a graduate student in America, I liked hiking in national parks and often camped in nature. Once I came back from Yosemite National Park, I began to feel dizzy. It's the kind of dizziness that makes me dizzy. The doctor said I was bitten by lice. Have you ever heard of Lyme disease? It was spread after the locust bite, which caused intracranial neuritis and made my right ear deaf. Until now, as long as I encounter low-pressure weather, I will still feel dizzy and uncomfortable. " The man said as calmly as possible.

A little sympathy suddenly rises in a woman's heart, not only sympathy, but also motherly gentleness. She suddenly wanted to touch her deaf ears, but soon calmed down and said with a smile, "No wonder we are in the same boat and appreciate each other." She tried to dispel the sadness of hearing loss with a joke.

When they came to the statue of Beethoven, Liu Yang said, "Take a picture of me!" "She put her coat on her arm and posed. David took a picture of her. There happened to be a couple waiting to take a picture, so David said, "Could you please take a picture for us?" "good!" The young man answered the phone. David naturally grabbed the willow by the shoulder and stood beside the woman. A few minutes later, when they looked at the photo, they were almost shocked. It's a perfect match! In the photo, they laugh like a couple.

That night, Liu Yang happily sent the photos to her best friend. She said to the peach, "you can't find a place to break through the iron shoes." It doesn't take much effort to get them. "

Peach excitedly seconds back: "Remember? I have been telling you, don't give up the possibility of finding the other half, sometimes I really don't know where the other half is! " My best friend burst out laughing. Her smile puzzled Liu Yang and asked, "What are you laughing at in the middle of the night?" Like a psycho! ""laughing at you two is really a perfect match. You have a right ear and he has a left ear. Together, you will be fine! "My best friend laughed into a pig on the phone.

05

In early autumn, they went to the suburbs for the weekend. David booked a chic farmhouse. Liu Yang was very surprised when dinner was served. His old hen laid a plate of fragrant scrambled eggs with shallots, golden and shiny, with soft pancakes. The master also keeps a rooster. It's almost boneless, with mushrooms in it and a local braised fish with coriander and chopped green onion.

After supper, David suggested going out for a walk. Liu Yang agreed, and they came out. The lights in the street are on and the breeze is blowing gently. After drinking a little red wine just now, Liu Yang felt much more relaxed, as if he had a lot to say but didn't know where to start.

A motorcycle passed behind him and David dragged her in. Liu Yang thought that men only pulled themselves for safety, but David never let go of his hand. Liu smiled, immersed in the wonderful feeling of holding hands and not talking.

They walked silently, only to see a crescent moon rising slowly and stars jumping out one by one. The lanterns in the street are flashing orange, which is very reminiscent of the ancient town in the south of the Yangtze River. Liu Yang remembered a poem: "Looking back suddenly, the man was under the dim light."

She said: "The first time I noticed you, it was because of the book in your hand that few people held a heavy paper book!" " "

"Although I am a post-70 s generation, my habit of doing things is just like what my dad said after 60." The man smiled wryly.

Liu Yang asked again, "I saw on the Internet the other day that deafness is almost a common phenomenon. Why are more and more young people suffering from deafness? "

"I think it's because young people are under too much pressure now, and many people are overdrawing. This is also determined by the general environment. With such rapid economic development, there must be a price to pay. " David said.

Liu Yang was silent for a while, then asked, "How is your mother?" The man said, "She always has trouble sleeping and her body fluctuates. To be honest, I am worried about her. "

That night, they naturally had a close relationship, and intimacy ended here. David is used to making coffee. He doesn't take sugar in his coffee, and she hands Liu Yang another cup of sugar. Holding coffee, she stared at him on the edge of the cup and smiled, "Don't go to bed after drinking coffee so late?" The man smiled mysteriously and said, "Don't worry, you will sleep like a log."

Hearing this, Liu Yang picked up the coffee and took a long drink. In an instant, the bitterness of coffee rose from the tip of the tongue to the soul, and her body trembled unconsciously. Strangely, she really slept soundly that night. In fact, she hasn't slept so deeply for a long time.

After that, Liu Yang occasionally stayed in David's apartment for one night. Every time we meet, David will say, "How about improving the quality of sleep tonight?" "good!" This has become a little secret between them, and it goes without saying.

After intimacy, it seems that their relationship has reached a new stage. When Liu Yang first met David, she didn't expect anything. She just thought it would be nice to make a high-quality friend and add a little color to her monotonous life. It's really not good to be a confidante. However, with the continuous development of the relationship between the two people, her mind gradually increased, and she felt that this man was really her support for the rest of her life, not to mention how rich she was economically. David's knowledge and experience also determine that he will always live in the elite. Willow thought so, but she was worried.

Three months after Liu Yang and David made up, the Mid-Autumn Festival arrived. We were supposed to spend the Mid-Autumn Festival together. David's mother said on WeChat: "I am very ill this time, and you are the only child. I hope you will think about it and leave Beijing to work in the south. " Hearing this, Liu Yang's heart was pounding. If so, their relationship will face a severe test again.

For Liu Yang, this relationship has become a challenge because she can't live like this. Without marriage, she has no sense of security and cannot experience real happiness. However, after meeting David, she realized the feeling of being moved for the first time. His hesitation, his search and even his light coffee slacks were all filled with a relaxed atmosphere. He can bear hardships and enjoy himself. On weekends, she always has good ideas about where to play. Every time she goes out to play, she is always fascinated by him.

Later, when two women talked about David's idea of not getting married, their girlfriends said, "Only when you get married can you be competent! Don't waste time with him, you'd better draw a bottom line. After all, I can't afford it! " In fact, Liu Yang has drawn the bottom line in his mind, so he was given three months to think about it. If she doesn't know, she is ready to leave.

After struggling for a month, David told Liu Yang that he had replied to his mother and told her that the old man planned to stay in Beijing because his major was more developed in Beijing, but he didn't mention getting married or because Liu Yang was in Beijing, he made up his mind to stay. Liu Yang was disappointed, and it was not convenient to ask. He just swallowed it gloomily.

Time flies. When the second spring came, American hospitals were already overcrowded. David's old classmate has bad news. David's ex-wife's mother was also infected with COVID-19 virus, and she died in the hospital within two weeks. The old man is sixty-five years old and usually in good health. The news came as a bolt from the blue. In the past, the old man treated David like his own son, always blaming his daughter for not getting divorced.

The sudden death of my mother-in-law made David feel that human life is really fragile. Nothing in the world can be predicted. Life and death are so unpredictable and uncontrollable. In this turbulent world, all the things that money, houses and luxury cars think will last forever are unreliable, and only the women who sleep beside them are reliable.

On Liu Yang's 40th birthday, David invited her to Quanjude to celebrate. Before the roast duck was served, the man took out a red gem ring and put it on the woman's hand. This crimson gem is very small, but it is exquisitely made. The man said nothing but smiled at the woman. Oh, my God! He finally decided to get married. The woman choked up, her eyes glistening with tears.

The sweet soul was broken several times, but it was magically resurrected. Liu Yang never thought that she found the right man with one ear.