Should I see him?

Actually, you want to see him, right? It is said that a person's first love is the best. Although it has been a long time. I think you should respect your heart, otherwise, you may regret it later. And it will haunt you. You just want him to give up. Of course, after you meet him, you should know that you are impossible. You are married. You should make it clear to his face and let him know that you just regard him as an ordinary friend. In fact, I don't think so, or he wouldn't have said he wanted to meet, but he didn't show up in the end. Besides, I don't think his people are that good. I hate men who break their promises. It's really shameful to keep girls waiting for him.

I hope you can put your mind right. It's over after all. For the sake of your family, you should think it over.