Letter of recommendation: "There was once a person who regarded me as life"

I was attracted by the cover of this book. On the light gray background, a magnolia with hazy powder and dark red petals is inexplicable and shocking.

Under the petals of blood, there is a line of small words: If I had been brave, would the outcome have been different? If I had persisted, would my memories be different?

Once upon a time, there was a man who loved me as much as his life, which is the most affectionate, romantic and well-known work of Yi Shu, a female writer, and is regarded as the first love commemorative reading that touched 80 million readers. It tells the story of a girl named Mei Zhao's first love.

This story happened in Odessa, Ukraine.

Zhao Mei and Sun Jiayu, two people who had no intersection, were led by fate. In just ten months, they met, fell in love, separated, and finally separated forever, regretting for life.

She said: I have never met anyone who loves me as much as he loves his own life.

He said: My girl, I wish you peace and joy all your life.

Zhao Mei first met Sun Jiayu at a bloody vendetta scene. He covered her head with a skirt, and her last memory of this scene was that his skirt was mixed with the faint tobacco smell of leather.

When we met for the second time, he was holding an embroidered pillow bullied by a foreign girl.

When we met for the third time, his familiar voice and the familiar smell of tobacco and leather in the dark night were fascinating.

After that night, Mei Zhao liked to stay where he had sat, recalling his every movement and every detail. He is a depraved man and a love prodigal son deeply loved by Mei Zhao's girlfriend Peng Weiwei. He wandered on the edge of the law and was monitored by the Ukrainian tax police and police.

After Peng Weiwei and Sun Jiayu broke up, Mei Zhao finally had the first cautious and contradictory date.

"Looking at his handsome side face, I gradually smile not to come out. As long as he looks at me, my heart will jump nervously ... maybe this is the feeling of love. Really falling in love with someone needs no reason, let alone logic. "Love always comes inadvertently, so you can't think twice. Any well-thought-out and repeated choice is not love, but can only be called "matching".

Sun Jiayu's romantic appearance is only to relieve the pressure of life, and a girl, Peng Like Weiwei, is naturally the first choice. Mei Zhao's kindness, innocence and beauty easily awakened Sun Jiayu's sleeping soul and made him willing to end his debauchery career for her and stay together quietly.

When I met Sun Jia, Zhao Mei always had a faint uneasiness in her heart. His gray customs clearance business is tantamount to walking on the tip of a knife. In addition to sending her to Nina's house twice a week to learn piano, Zhao Mei can't find him at other times. He didn't give her relaxed and warm love.

Beyond that faint uneasiness, there is more happiness and satisfaction. He will send her a jiaozi stuffed with Chinese cabbage that he especially misses on a cold winter night, and cook with her in a hurry, and carefully cook a bowl of ginger soup when she has a stomachache during her physiological period.

His attentions to Nina, the landlord, and Valeria's mother and son allowed Mei Zhao to peep into his kind and soft heart under his unruly appearance. She is included in his future plans. He wants to earn enough expensive tuition for her piano major and take her to Austria to study.

They went through the test of life and death together. On that snowstorm night, at the moment of death, he forced the only chocolate into her mouth, took off his down jacket and wrapped it around her in the cold of tens of degrees below zero, and risked his life to drag her out of the snow pit ... This kind of mutual help, just once, is enough to lay a lifelong mutual affection.

Every moment she lingers together is warm, and she is willing to forget all his misdeeds, hoping that life will go on like this. However, all reverie will eventually be returned to its original form.

"You, your body is in one place, but your heart is in another place. Under the expulsion of God, you will never stop wandering. " The carnival night of April Fool's Day, the divination of gypsy women, like an ancient spell, is full of sadness and unknowns.

Peng Weiwei's revenge came so unexpectedly. She doesn't understand why the romantic Sun Jiayu is dead set on Mei Zhao, a young girl who is wet behind the ears and doesn't understand amorous feelings. Peng Weiwei, who loves but can't get it, becomes a demon. In order to get revenge, she became the woman of the mafia boss, and she wanted to kill Sun Jiayu.

First the warehouse was destroyed by the police, and then he was wanted to escape as a kidnapper. Sun Jiayu's life began to encounter one disaster after another. He hid in Tibet like a frightened bird, waiting for the chance to escape to a third country.

Before Sun Jiayu went abroad, Mei Zhao insisted on seeing him for the last time. Deep in the forest, the enemy and Sun Jiayu, who followed, launched a fierce gun battle. In order to protect Mei Zhao, he chose to call the police. I would rather go to prison by myself than guarantee her safety.

The Ukrainian government promised voters that it would thoroughly crack down on smuggling and put an end to customs corruption. At this time, everyone knows what it means to go to jail.

Sun Jiayu was injured in prison. With the help of friends, Mei Zhao finally saw Sun Jiayu in the hospital bed, witnessed his body with a tube inserted, and also witnessed his narrow escape from the electric shock.

Mei Zhao has only one idea, no matter what the cost, as long as he is alive.

Regardless of her dignity, she begged Sun Jiayu's old lover Rosie, a legendary woman who was almost equal to her godmother in Odessa.

In order to collect money and clear the relationship, she even exchanged her body for Sun Jiayu's partner's old money of 20,000 dollars. When Rosie told her that the old money had exchanged a video for all the business networks that Sun Jiayu had established in Ukraine in the past seven years, she realized her innocence and what price Sun Jiayu had paid for her.

Rosie tried to tell her that Sun Jiayu never wanted to see her again. I was with her at the beginning, but because Mei Zhao looks like his first girlfriend, Sun Jiayu just took her as a shadow.

This silly girl is blind in love and can't understand it. No matter how many times she has been in love, she likes the same type. Some people fall in love with one prodigal son after another, while others fall in love with another warm man. No one will be the shadow of anyone.

Mei Zhao did not interfere in Ukraine. Because of the fate, the light turns into a fleeting time. May everything end here.

A year and a half later, Mei Zhao was surprised to learn that Sun Jiayu died of cancer five months ago. It turned out that he knew his illness before he was wanted by the Ukrainian police, so he refused and gave up.

He left Mei Zhao a photo in which 22-year-old Zhao Mei smiled brightly. On the back is Sun Jiayu's beautiful handwriting: My girl, I wish you peace and joy in your life!

This is a good satisfaction. I'd rather my beloved girl misunderstood him and resented him, but I hope she can live a quiet and happy life away from sadness.

It turns out that everything has already been doomed.