Should I see him?

I think it's better not to meet. Everyone has a life track. It's better to miss each other than to meet. Some things have passed, so let's keep the good things in our hearts. Meeting may not be what I expected. And he is the father, and one day you will have your own happiness. Don't think about it. Keep it in your heart. If you think it's a pity not to meet, you can meet for dinner. Don't dwell on it. I wish you happiness