So far, life is at its lowest point. How should I face such feelings?

Hehe, I sincerely wish you success, but to be honest, from the perspective of love strategy, I don't think your approach will succeed. After reading what you wrote, I have a hunch that you will be her last choice. Even if she succeeds, she may not be able to admit the legitimacy of being her husband after marriage. In addition, judging from this extreme way of making friends and seeking marriage, this girl may not be as good as you think. Men get married, in fact, it has nothing to do with boys' cowardice, but really realize that life needs the care of the other half, better develop their career and family to the extreme, fulfill their unfinished obligations, honor their parents and raise their offspring. I wonder if you have this attitude towards love. If you simply think about how good a family life is, how good material enjoyment is, and how good sexual life is, I can tell you now that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. Cracks are inevitable after marriage. From this perspective, she should understand that a man who can tolerate and love her unconditionally is better than a material condition. Pretending to love her but thinking about which is more important to her, learning can pursue academic qualifications, and pursuing material itself is understandable, but it is too much to lose your temper and hurt the person she loves without analysis. This only shows that she is immature and not ready to get married. You need more courage and deeper strategies to associate with this kind of girl. I don't know where you work, assuming it's not bad, you are lucky to be chosen by her. You upgrade from a spare tire to a full tire and get married later. What will happen? I have made do with you with the idea that you are the worst, but when I met a better man after marriage, she suddenly ignited the raging fire of derailment and quickly left this dying life with you and devoted herself to it. Will you hate her in your heart? If you hate her, forget it. Don't be together If you keep appointing her like this, you might as well forgive yourself and choose a better future for yourself. I tell you this from the bottom of my heart. I hope you can seriously consider whether this kind of girl really works, can't stand it any longer, give her a new way, and give yourself a new way. If you think there are conditions and necessary to persist, I suggest you adopt my opinion:

1, mentally prepared to get rid of the spare tire psychology, you should realize that the spare tire is also human and flesh and blood. You can't always be ignored and indifferent, which will make you unbearable sooner or later. Love is two of a kind's business, based on the psychological and physical equivalence of both sides. You don't want to stay here. You have your own place with me, and you'd better be with me. Why do you love it here? You need to take a little strategy, give her a cold shoulder for a while, give her an explanation, say that you and she are both tired, and give each other a choice period. You can't always fail, both sides are old. For the sake of future life, you should return to the position of friends or good friends, and you can spit on each other, support each other's progress and forget your feelings for the time being. This step back is to better advance two steps, so as to better grasp women. Let the other person better understand the people and forms around him. Don't always think that others will run, but yours is yours after all, and you can't run. Give the other person some time to make a choice, or I quit. In this world, whoever can't live without rain is hot now, and your mind is hot now. In fact, it will be over in a year at most, and that's when I came.

First of all, you should be mentally prepared for love. You should choose your talents in practical actions and talk to different opposite sex around you. Even if you don't want to spark love, you should choose a friend of the opposite sex as your confidant. Maybe it will be your wife in the future. Even if not, you can learn more about girls and yourself from her. It doesn't matter if the girl you want to chase sees you having tea with her. It is necessary to stimulate your cold and arrogant girlfriend several times to make her fully realize your value. Don't always think that you are a whore that nobody wants, and you will only come to you when you really have no shoes to wear! Prostitutes also have their own values. Someone who really knows how to dress as a prostitute. Your girlfriend doesn't even know this. Can only say that this person has a high IQ and a low EQ. Let her realize this, learn how to deal with people and teach what she doesn't know. Only in this way can she truly break the pedantic insight of academic qualifications and truly respect you. Only by respecting you and knowing and understanding your value can she fall in love with you.

3, foster strengths and avoid weaknesses, and avoid reality. Now you are both stubborn. I don't know why academic qualifications are linked to treatment. The lower your academic qualifications, the more you earn in the construction industry. On the contrary, doctors and postdocs are not used to build houses. No one told you that Liu Bang could only be emperor when he went to college. Now this world is a world of villains, and people who come from the same way must be the graveyard of gentlemen. Learn more practical skills, get a certificate, pay attention to practical skills to obtain legal income, learn more investment, and divide your investment into three parts: short-term flower type, medium-term reserve type and long-term house purchase type. You should know the value of investment to the poor, and think of buying a house before her when you want to get married in the future. I wonder if your current economic strength is enough? To tell the truth, even if the current house payment is added up, I'm afraid neither of you can afford it ~ She can forget about it, just find someone to marry and have a baby, and then she can enter the house. You are different. If you are a man, you should be the pillar. Even if you don't marry her, you will marry someone else, and you will eventually buy a house without a house. No matter who you are with, you will complain after marriage and will not be happy. Plan your investment well. Reach the level enough to confront her. Even if you can't surpass her and have the same material level as her, you have a 50% chance to catch up with her. After marriage, you won't make her feel that life is over and she can't bear to see her suffer for you ~

I didn't mean to criticize you, I didn't mean to criticize you. You are too idle. I didn't know this when I was busy, so I didn't have time to think about it. Call her indirectly every time, leave a message and answer the phone kindly. You don't have to think about it once you listen. You have no future. You are so idle that you will be worthless in the future. You will be regarded as such. You don't know what you are thinking. Do more, don't think too much. Nothing you can do now can really impress her, because your price is low and your weight is too light. If you are too busy to get along, you will always send her a bunch of roses. No matter how busy and chaotic her heart is, she won't refuse your rose, because behind the rose stands a person who has great potential in the future, is good to herself and is likely to become her husband. So I'm embarrassed to be angry with you, so you can stick to it without face.

There is no need to move there. Find a city nearby that can make a lot of money. If you move there, you will live. She will be regarded as a spineless man who always stares at her, has no sense of distance and security, and is not confident in her charm. Just tell her that her emotional intelligence is too low and she is afraid of being cheated by men. Be careful, protect yourself without her. If cheated, she can still remember that she is willing to associate with her parents. Sit down and have a cup of tea. No, slowly, she will soften and keep up with her studies. Staring at her studies all the time is like driving to a dead end. How can she reach the finish line without reversing or turning? Don't be a nerd ~ just watch from a distance. It is best for her to find you, but she is ready not to find you. She found herself the worst ~ it's up to you.

I just saw such a worrying problem when I was a little free. I wish you early success and stand up like a real man ~