Hesitate, make yourself confused

(1) Teacher Peter, reflect on yourself.

At midnight, everything slowly quieted down and my thoughts were flying.

After a busy day, I can finally calm down and read two articles shared by Teacher Peter. One is his growth path "everyone who grows up and takes root inward deserves to be respected", and the other is his writing perception that "writing is a kind of practice".

I read his article carefully and lamented that his writing idea was extraordinary. His original writing intention had not changed. He stuck to his goal and he was able to understand it.

Teacher Peter has confidence and believes in blessings. He works in many industries, and each industry will move forward as long as it sets goals. There is no doubt that his firmness and persistence are the reasons for all his success.

His success focuses on inner perfection and altruism, not on the amount of money.

(2) False face and true self, choose the former again.

I'm thinking about myself. I am at a crossroads in my life recently. I am about to finish the task of taking care of Bauer and return to society. How to intervene?

Is to find a job and do it in a down-to-earth manner. The future life pattern is: go to work, get off work, take care of children, do housework, and then repeat the previous day the next day.

This kind of life is my parents-in-law, especially my mother. I hope I can have a stable job, support my family, reflect my self-worth, be stable, and if I am good, I will have five insurances and one gold to provide for the elderly.

However, during my two years with Bauer, I have been exposed to too many things. I came into contact with metaphysics, tarot divination, eight-star figures, color reaction psychology, life figures and painting psychology, all of which are fascinating to me.

At this crossroads, the second choice of life, no, should be the first choice of life, I want to be myself.

I don't want to waste my time and that decent self-worth, to do a job like setting up a program and recreate a life without freshness and passion.

However, the success or failure of reinvesting in yourself is unknown. I can't afford time and money. Seeing relatives and friends and having a tangible career or job is the foundation of a stable life.

In this hesitant stall, in order to stabilize and save face, I signed up for the teacher qualification examination and training. I accepted the invitation of a friend and went to the institution to be a junior and senior high school tutor.

After five or six years of wandering around, I returned to my original career choice when I graduated from college.

Although education is my major. But this is not what I need in my heart.

Why can't I be a psychotherapist, a color consultant and a spiritual explorer?

I know I have to make a choice, I have to make a decision, just like Peter, and concentrate on one thing at the same time.