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Looking for the ultimate answer to "love"

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Every time someone talks about gratitude, I will resist, and now I finally know why.

I regard my father as an "authority and benefactor", so there is no love I can't repay except guilt and guilt.

I have a certain pattern: easy to worship others. That person must have something I want but dare not want, then ta is authority to me.

But this kind of authority will become my curse, and the TAs will eventually break it. I will be broken by this authority, turn around and create a new authority for myself, countless cycles.

Until I dropped a cup at the last mechanism. It was this autumn that broke the spell of authority.

Then I had a wonderful feeling of love for my father.

But then I still didn't hear others talk about gratitude, and my heart was still uncomfortable. Now I understand, because I haven't finished my homework of gratitude.

My environment attaches great importance to gratitude education, but this gratitude is one-way. Every time I am taught, I feel degraded, controlled, violated, powerless and irritated.

Heartfelt gratitude comes from love, which nourishes each other; Gratitude for pleading will lead to powerlessness and loss of self-sovereignty, and both sides are entangled in the energy of power game.

From 16, I met four people, all of whom started well. I regarded each other as gods, and finally I was charged with "ingratitude".

Now I understand that I have only experienced the lessons of "gratitude" and "conviction" in different people again and again, and this is also the "heart knot" with my father.

Thanks to grace, you were born guilty.

Because I have this "knot", so God let me experience so many same experiences and let me find the answer.

Until a while ago, I finally gave myself the courage to be an "ungrateful person" and suddenly gave birth to a sense of dignity.

I've never had a sense of dignity before. It is a feeling of "strong back".

Then I repeated it several times, once with dignity and once with depression and fear of being attacked by everyone.

In fact, belonging to that group is out of conscience. In fact, a "convicted" person can't go to the "benefactor" or belong to that group.

Then there is a sense of honor.

I have never been proud of my life.

But I have struggled several times.

I summed it up today. It is the lack and unworthiness of my love. As long as someone gives me warmth, it may not be so grand in others, but I will be flattered and worship each other as a benefactor. This is not equal. I put myself in a very low position and obey like a child who can't live.

Once I do something that doesn't meet the requirements of the other party, let the other party feel disappointed and betrayed, I will become that "ungrateful person"

The love I got has become the weight of faith at this moment, beating my heart one by one.

I was found guilty, unable to plead, and then fled to another person who "understood" me.

Start the next round of game experience.

This is an imaginary prison car. I changed from one to another. As long as I put my expectations on others, the game will not end.

In this process, I only saw what I "received" and didn't see what I "paid".

This is a person who doesn't love himself, can't see his own goodness, doesn't respect his "contribution" and ignores his own value.

Elegance is not equal to love. Grace will take away the dominance of the other side. Excessive gratitude is a variant of "unworthiness". Putting yourself in a humble position is equivalent to surrendering your rights and putting yourself in the role of "slave", so this lesson is repeated over and over again until I wake up.

This is why when I break my authority and am no longer afraid of being a bad person, I will have a sense of dignity and glory.

Then I suddenly realized that my previous self-sacrifice actually took away my father's dominance and his dignity.

In this way, I always thought I was a victim. I actually used my sacrifice to make him feel guilty and guilty, trying to show what I "paid" to you again and again, "threatening" this person to repay me and be good to me, and don't leave with an innocent, victimized and "paid" mentality.

On the contrary, once a person is convicted, he has to leave.

I convicted others, and I was also convicted by others. Both roles make me miserable.

Once in a divination class, my topic was "looking for love and living with love."

The fortune teller said that this group is so relaxed. It really loves itself and chose such a relaxing and loving topic.

Actually, it's not. It is precisely because we have lost "love" and don't know what the real "love" looks like that we want to find it. This is the "subject". Since it is a discipline, it is necessary to break through the fog and get it through many hurdles.

Now I know that the illusion mentioned above should also be a set of procedures. Those people and things are agreed and must be experienced.

Without these experiences, I couldn't have gotten here, and I would have stayed at that point. In fact, this is impossible. I still have to take the back road, because that's the only way. Even if I were a different person, the story wouldn't change. I still have to go.

Moreover, under the circumstances at that time, only ta was willing to do so, and no one else responded. Only ta came at the right time and did the work that best met my needs at that time. The teaching assistant is the only correct candidate.

After breaking the illusion, my perception is also true, because this is the answer that the soul wants me to find, and this is also the purpose of our cooperation.

No matter what my mood is, or what ta is, it is something we must experience.

They are my help, and so am I to them. Ta people have also experienced homework through me. No matter who is happy or miserable, we all cooperate with each other and finally get our own answers.

From this perspective, I am grateful from the soul level, not what I have to do because of the rules of the game.

Here, love already exists, and love is a state of existence, always existing.

We did what fate asked us to do, which prompted me to jump out of this cycle today. This is exactly the answer I want.

If the teaching assistant satisfies my ego, I will continue to play games. I won't quit this round of competition until the teaching assistant has to stop doing my work. In that case, I just delayed the arrival of "waking up".

Therefore, everyone has done their own thing in each other's lives. God told me the love I was looking for through ta, and I also told ta.

Every one of them, who is not a god? Of course, me too.

This is part of the road to exploration. A pattern ends because something new comes in. Let the past pass in blessing and move on-just like a passer-by crossing the river, bidding farewell to the boat and continuing his journey with love.