What's it like to lose the person you love the most?

What's it like to lose the person you love the most? Suddenly it feels like you are the only one left in the world. ...

Everything familiar around you becomes strange. ...

But time will not stop, and life will not stop. ...

The sun will rise again tomorrow.

Falling in love with someone who can't love is an experience. Love pays attention to the collocation of men and women. There are not too many differences in each other's conditions, and love will appear, love will sprout in the shed, and two people will be happy when they love each other.

What's it like to lose the person you love the most? There is a love word in the world, which doomed many people to be hurt by love. Feelings really hurt, because they are sensitive and meticulous, and they are extremely loving, even if it is self-defense? Some people say that feelings have always been a double-edged sword, which can hurt others as well as yourself. It can have dazzling beauty.

What's it like to marry someone you don't love? It may last for a long time. Love is not enough in marriage.

Back to real life. If the other person is nice to you,

If I like you, I will live.

In all fairness, what kind of experience is it to slowly let go of the person you once loved most, just like something you like very much, and you are reluctant to let go.

What's the experience of marrying someone you don't love? See how much the other person likes you, but the person you don't like always feels something is missing.

What does it feel like for lovers to break up? The only way to communicate is Weibo. I have read the contents sent by both parties over and over again, but I dare not do too much except praise silently. When I was traveling and having a good time, I suddenly burst into tears. I hope that the other party can be as happy as myself at this moment, even if I am not happy, I really hope that I am not lonely. If you are well, it will be sunny.

What kind of experience is homosexuality? There is a job, I don't know if it is available now, that is, when the elephant is in the * * * period, it is drilled into the prostate of the elephant to make it * * *.

Same-sex sex is also the concept.

If you must say feeling, if you are a boy, you can experience it, that is, you suddenly hold your breath when you pee.

If you are a girl, you can only feel it when it's uh-huh, which is probably the feeling of pouring out when you finally find the toilet after holding it for a long time.

It's actually quite comfortable, but you must take safety protection measures.

What is it like to be afraid of disappointment, and what is it like to be excited and afraid? The first stage: the small belly is shaking and keeps shaking. I can't eat at all. I can't sleep. I feel flustered and lack of oxygen. I want to escape every minute, from this situation, this moment. The second stage: excitement, exaggeration, as if acting, hi. I can't help speaking louder, laughing louder and laughing deeply. The third stage: it is particularly strange to feel sleepy and want to sleep, but in fact, the consciousness is awake, and you can sleep at any time. These two feelings coexist. I'm tired, I'm numb to fear, and it's a knife to shrink my head. I just want to die quickly. Then, I went on stage. In my past life experience, I was most afraid of two experiences: one was the college entrance examination, and the other was in Turkey, jumping down from a 2000-meter mountain and gliding. But these two fears can't be compared with the latest one: arguing with Ma Weiwei and standing on her opposite side. Before the official competition, there was a rehearsal in which eight of our new players stood on one side and Ma Weiwei and Meeks stood on the other. That time, I knew what a tourist trap was. She didn't sit down at all, one to eight, that is, in the midst of laughter, the whole army was wiped out and forced to disappear. The title is temporary, and so is the holder. We are not ready, and neither is she. It's all an improvisation. Basically, when one comes, she hits one, and when the other comes, she hits one. Because of the time limit and the control of the moderator, people still kept it. This time, the tiger went out of the gate, enjoying himself. That kind of murderous look, I feel that she is extremely sharp. No, it's not just that she is a pike when she is near, but a pike when she is far away. She can stab a knife in the back and shoot. In a word, it is the invincible killer of the universe. My tutor commented on my performance: "Bonnie, you actually expressed it very well, but I feel that you just sat in the middle and are a little scared." A little scared? I'm scared silly, scared to pee, scared, and I'm extremely afraid of that unimaginable fear, okay? I said to myself every minute: "it's over!" It's over! I shouldn't have come! " But why did I come? I have asked this question countless times, and I have answered it countless times. Answer my wife, my parents, my agent. None of them agreed. The most difficult thing to convince is my lover. She knows that I am fragile and prone to collapse, and my psychological quality is not enough. She cares about other people's comments and is strongly dissatisfied with herself. I can't convince her. Finally, I told my best friend that in an extremely hot room, my best friend said, "Bonnie is a dog now! She wants to go out to pee! Get out and run! You want to keep her in a cage, don't you? ! "Thank you very much for standing by me and speaking for me. Although the words could be more elegant, I was really in this state: I just wanted to go, I just wanted to go. It's an overwhelming impulse, that is, I'm in a hurry to leave, desperate to leave. I met all my friends, I invited the astrologer (my most trusted alex), and I counted the tarot cards (a mysterious place underground in Le Di, Nanjing). For so many years, similar impulses can only be compared with love. But I'm afraid. I'm afraid I'm fat and ugly in the camera. I don't like (so to speak) the way I speak. Mouth crooked, lips ferocious, ugly. I'm afraid I'm angry and say something I shouldn't have said, and I've lost the small fresh image I've been running for many years. Yes, I care. ) I am afraid of readers' disappointment and netizens' gossip. My blx will be broken ten thousand times at any time. On a deeper level, I'm afraid of others' questions: Why do you want to participate in a network hit program? Do you think red so much? And my deepest fear is: do I want to go so much because my writing is not successful enough? Is it because I actually lack the talent to write plays? Am I forced to realize that I can't do it, and I am losing ground from the battlefield of writing? If I taste the sweetness, will I return to writing? Writing used to be my pillar in this world for more than ten years. Will it be again? In the middle of the night, I remembered a book I had written, called Illusion. On the title page, I printed a sentence: "It is a kind of wisdom and luck to let life drift." The so-called road is your innermost desire that is not driven by utility. It can take you as far as it can. "I'm sure I want to go, not driven by utilitarianism, I am eager, although I don't know why. This impulse once made me drop out of school at the age of 20 and get a refund at the age of 30 (this is another story). Sometimes it is stupid and makes me embarrassed, but this time it comes, I believe it, and I am willing to follow it, because this is me. When I really stood on the stage that Chipa said, standing opposite Ma Weiwei, all this vanished. In front of the big killer, a little entanglement is a fart! I just found out that I was actually too optimistic and complacent. I used to think I was good. On most occasions, others like to listen to me, and I have no professional training. In other words, I am a professional and I am an amateur. Whether it is the debate field or the stage, the people who stand out are immersed in it for many years, feeling it wholeheartedly and being nourished by it. They bring their own aura, not only experience, strength, but also time. And I, the first time on stage, forgot to stand up. When I stood up, my hand broke my ear. Mike put on a Spring Festival couplets performance just like the parrot said-my hand was dangling and I didn't know where to put it! Too bad. I'm thirty years old, I'm used to my own line, and I've gradually found my way. It's terrible to suddenly find yourself completely a rookie in another field. But isn't this an adventure? Isn't this just leaving your comfort zone and starting a new adventure? Completely different rules, completely different games, what I need is no longer the cautious, gentle and cautious me. Isn't that why I'm here Yes, but not just. I am very happy to be so close to these people I like. They are steaming, smart and self-centered. They enjoy the debate, enjoy the stage and have a competitive sports spirit: respect, enjoyment and breakthrough. I am very happy to get along so closely with all the great gods, and every bit is beneficial. I still remember the first time when the new players got together. Teacher Cai Kangyong spoke softly, and the noisy room immediately became quiet. He said, "You are on the court, not you. If you want to imitate, you should learn from the best people, not from the players on the field. Because in this field, you don't need a second fan, Tian Tian, you just need the first one. "I am very happy to be my opponent and teammate with Ma Weiwei for the first time-this is the strongest debater of this era, and I can sneak in and pretend to be a person standing beside her. I am very happy, Mr. Huang Zhizhong and Mr. Victor Gu Chian Peow, our male gods. I sat in their bed in the middle of the night when we were talking. Wow! Makes my sisters jealous to death. And Lin Zhengjiang, once he visited the class, I didn't say hello to him, but I remember when I was fifteen years old, I once recited all his arguments. The girl in that small town never thought that one day, she could meet such a radiant person, standing on the court and arguing with dignity. First win, first promotion, very happy. It was a fantastic day and night. The next morning, I found myself subconsciously reciting my defense. I looked back at the room and looked at myself. I am happy for myself from the bottom of my heart: "You are ok! Sister! "The game has been played for two rounds and everyone is familiar with it. Let's eat hot pot together. All kinds of pornographic jokes are flying all over the sky, and waiters are afraid to enter. Everyone's true feelings have never been held by me, which is a pleasant exposure. I feel like I finally found division. What an interesting person this is! What an interesting program this is! At the moment, is there anything more fun than Qipa? Isn't "fun" the point that attracted us most at first? Very happy, finally found a "fun" mentality. The most important game, that is, coming out, I was deeply moved. I am moved and proud of those players who dare to speak up, and even more moved by those players who stand on the opposite side and want to protect everyone. Mr Venus and Mr Kang Yong. I finished crying that day and everyone was crying. After reading the festival catalogue, we cried and hugged each other, everyone. Tears together, pain together, we are no longer strangers. Xu teacher didn't study that day. He said slowly. I was calm and confident when I landed. I will always remember him. He said, "It's your pleasure to sponsor us! "I know, this is the only stage at present, so exposed, so measured, so brave and. I know the three customs are just appearances. In essence, this program is really trying to discuss some problems that hurt, tickle and bind us. We can feel these problems and get used to them. We accept and obey them, but we never think: really? Why? With what? Why not? At that moment, I understood why I came. I just want to participate, to go in, to be a part of it-I'm honored, and I did it. I'm not afraid of those anymore, and I'm not afraid of myself anymore. In the third month of participating in the program, I suddenly wanted to write one day, so I returned to the script that I was writing and failed repeatedly. Because I left for a short time, I found the feeling of writing just for fun, the impulse to write. Today, you will see my first game. In fact, I got almost everything I wanted from this stage. I never thought I could get it, but I got it, too. I am satisfied, that's all.

What kind of experience is first love? In fact, first love is the most beautiful, regardless of economic willfulness. This is a very simple feeling.

Is like and dislike, not affectation, not affectation.

Occasionally coquetry wants to be infinitely good to you, without the pressure of life, you only see each other in the world.

Pure and beautiful love, of course, is based on the fact that you really like each other together, not with some benefits.