I didn't understand the meaning of fortune telling on the internet just now. Who can help me translate?

At present, my situation is very difficult. I hope that this life will hinder my six relatives, alienate my flesh and blood and stay away from my ancestors. I will be lonely, arrogant, lazy, eager for the sky, sailing in thousands of miles of waves, playing tricks, doing things early and slowly, and doing strange things. Brothers are inseparable, but they are destined to make friends everywhere. Although it is hard to go up the mountain, they have their own time to go down.