Reading Li's life book, there is a man behind me.

? Different people, different fates, always have to go through something to put their lives in a book and cry for songs.

? I am a seed, transplanting myself to the city. I don't know if I can suck it on the concrete floor and grow it into a big tree to provide shade for my villagers. Sometimes I feel like a wedge, forcibly embedded in a willow tree in the city, and every grass and tree in my hometown always calls in the depths of my soul. In the city, I am just an ordinary teacher without any background or resources. My relatives in my hometown have always regarded me as a great talent in the city. If they have any difficulties, I can solve them as long as I bring them up. I'm going to be tortured crazy by them. I'm miserable In order to stay away from such relatives and avoid the white stripes that keep driving me crazy, I fled to another place and lost contact with the village. I didn't even attend the funeral of my old uncle who raised me so hard, but I learned the news of his death from others, but I don't regret it.

? I owe my old uncle a debt that I can never repay. It was he who sent me to the city, and he carried me from one house to another to nurse. I am a university teacher who walked from the countryside to the provincial capital, hoping to get rid of the countryside and become a complete city dweller. Helpless, the villagers often send messages to let me work for the villagers, which makes me very embarrassed. Facing the longing and hardship of love, I accepted the call of "camel", quit my stable job and became a North drifter.

? I was born and raised in Wuliang village, and I have memories that I tried my best to get rid of, but I can't get rid of them. I have known many people in my life, and only a few have had a great influence on me.

? I met him in college. Camels are disabled and are born as pots. One arm is thick, the other is thin, and there are many things like "humps" with back injuries. He was admitted to the university for three years in a row, and was admitted to Tsinghua every year, but he was brushed off every time because of the physical examination. However, he was not discouraged, and he was admitted to the graduate school directly. China's ancient literature has a solid foundation. He was the first in the province's examination results, and was later expelled from school because of his disability.

? The camel's ambition is too great, and the gas field released from it is frightening. His greatest advantage is his eloquence. He is very persuasive. He can talk to you for two hours. Even for three hours and four hours, everything he said was exaggerated to a certain extent, extremely inflammatory and well-founded, so you can't help but believe it. He has been secretly remoulding himself to make up for his congenital physical defects. He even surpassed normal people. Whenever he walks in the street, no one can see that he is physically disabled. He pays attention to showing his external physical integrity and deliberately shows a casual and free-and-easy appearance. Even in the company, few people know that he is physically disabled.

? Later, camel also did many things that violated the rules and regulations, involving many people, but he was very loyal and made a decision because he didn't want to hurt others. They are all good people and have given him a lot of help. After the last phone call with my only good brother "I", I jumped from 18 floor.

? Although disabled, he broke through the stock market and won a huge fortune with his cleverness and decisiveness beyond ordinary people. In the process of chasing money, his desire and greed are also expanding. He tried his best to climb into the officialdom vanity fair and drag others down with money and beauty. In the pursuit of desire, he gradually lost his original ideal, and finally fell into a tight encirclement, leaving both people and money empty.

? How many people, how crazy they were at the beginning, how miserable they were at the end. The ups and downs of camels also make me care more about the people around me. Money is inexhaustible, and desire can also make people lose themselves. The lesson of blood reminds me that some red lines can't be touched, and people will pay a painful price for their reckless behavior.

? My uncle used to be a captain officer in the artillery unit. When giving a speech at school, she fell in love with the female college student who sent her flowers. The old uncle began to search one by one in the classroom. A girl in Seeds of Love has a love for soldiers and heroes, but only a little hidden in her heart. Vague feelings are a kind of spiritual infatuation. Now, the soldier came to the school. All kinds of unpleasant words came from all directions. The female classmate felt that she had lost face in front of her classmates and could no longer stay at school, so she packed up and went home overnight.

? Later, the old uncle directly chased the female classmate's village. Under the persuasion of the villagers, the two finally met formally. After they got married, the old uncle took off his military uniform and became a real farmer. This woman is also bitter. At first, she wanted to marry an officer, but she finally married a farmer. The contradiction between the two people is getting deeper and deeper. Noisy has become a common occurrence. My uncle can't control his "belt", and my wife often goes to the reeds to fight guerrilla warfare. As long as she catches my uncle fooling around, she will be adamant.

? Later, my uncle was old and blind, and they couldn't play. There is a rumor that after my uncle died, someone buried his head in a large flowerpot with a landscape, which was made by his little daughter. I don't know if this rumor is true or not. I don't think a person will retaliate against his father no matter how vicious he is. The old uncle had a bright future and gave up his honor for so-called love. Life is bleak, and I have raised a baiwenhang like "I". I didn't care about my uncle's funeral. I didn't shed a tear. The grace of nurturing is greater than the grace of bearing. If it weren't for my uncle, I would have been exposed in the wilderness.

? When he was young, he was a famous craftsman on the plain, and a "Dragon Kirin" completely let him surpass his master. He not only has a good reputation, but also has a good woman. When he started building the wall, the woman took a fancy to him. It was not until the "Dragon Kirin" was completed that she let people match it quickly.

? At that time, Liang was proud, bright-eyed and heroic. Everyone looked down on him, even his master disowned him.

? Needless to say, this man really lived up to expectations. He built a house by himself and didn't depend on anyone. On a big pond, he pumped the water dry, laid a good foundation and built three floors. When the house is built, he will get married, and he still hasn't invited anyone in the village.

? This house was the most luxurious one in the village at that time. He installed many new equipment for his home by his industrious hands. Many people in the village are jealous of him, but they are also helpless.

? That year, the "movement" was finally launched, and he bore the brunt. It is said that he embezzled water pumps and generators, undermined state policies and forged relations. In this way, his house was forcibly requisitioned, he had a nervous breakdown and his wife was driven away by him.

? In the following decades, he appealed many times, and only he knew the hardships. In the end, everything was returned to him except his wife.

? He left the village and became a fortune teller.

? I met him by chance on the road, too. He wanted to tell my fortune, but I refused. I don't believe in such a thing as fate. It's too mysterious. I believe that human beings can conquer nature. Only through his own efforts the day after tomorrow can he realize his ambition.

? The first half of Liang's life is brilliant, and the second half is stumbling. Survival is not easy. I admire his courage and must win back what belongs to him. At the right time, I also learned to compromise with fate. So are we. When we were young, we were ambitious. When we really go out and get a rebuff, we know that the reality is not easy, and how proud we are, how badly we will fall. People around you can't see you. It was the person who held you at the beginning who finally stepped on you. They just changed their faces and still lived a wonderful life.

? My sister-in-law is not tall and has a bad habit. She likes stealing from the ground. Stealing is stealing, but she only invests in the production team and never steals one, so there is not much public anger.

? In the countryside at that time, women's "personality" was mainly manifested in two aspects. One is afraid of "three hands" and the other is afraid of "loosening her pants". Sister-in-law took both. Originally, she just had dirty hands and feet, but later she was caught stealing, and as a result, she was not clean.

? Everyone in the village said she was a bitch. At first, my sister-in-law was still hiding. Later, my sister-in-law stopped treating herself as a person and broke the jar. For her, the face is a layer, and when it is torn, it is torn. When others scold her, she stays away from her, and she ignores it when she hears it.

? Later, the eldest son kept his promise and became a national cadre. The eldest son also cut off all contact with the countryside. Even his own mother, Sister-in-law Bug's bad reputation makes the children feel ashamed and stay away. Giving children living expenses should be avoided, for fear of embarrassing them.

? Such a little woman who collects rags has raised three college students. After all three children were admitted to the university, they became the people of the whole country. Sister-in-law's life has not changed much. She goes to three children's houses every month to take turns to take care of the children. However, because of the uneven distribution of time between the big moon and the small moon, it was left aside by the son-in-law and daughter-in-law. After Sister-in-law's death, the three children didn't go to see her, but they heard that there were still 30 thousand yuan to save, and all three children went back, fighting for filial piety.

? Some of my sister-in-law's bad behavior is to bring up her children. Maternal love is great, and it is vividly reflected in her sister-in-law. For the sake of her children, she endured humiliation and brought them up. When the children dislike her, she will take the initiative to avoid the children, not embarrass them, and earn clean money by collecting junk for a living.

? There are many great parents in this world, who have worked hard to raise their children and finally got nothing. Whatever the reason, it is unfilial. The kindness of parents can't be exchanged for a lifetime. No one will be nice to a person for no reason. Only parents love you selflessly. Don't think that when you grow up and have the ability, you will not take your parents seriously. Ask yourself, would you be where you are today without them? Maybe you will retort that everything I have now depends on my own efforts. They just give me money and never ask me what I want. Yes, all they can give you is money and care.

? Treasure your parents. They are the only people in the world who are kind to you and ask for nothing in return. They really want you to live better than them, and don't let them feel cold. If there is any contradiction, don't go against your parents.

? I like this sentence very much. Why can't I listen to them patiently?

? The man sent back from the city made a mistake in the relationship between men and women. Back in the village, he picked up dung and later worked as a primary school teacher for a while. Many people in the village don't like him because he is labeled. Later I married a widow and quarreled with him every day.

? Although he is a cultured man, he is just not good at listening, cooking and taking care of children. The couple often have conflicts over these trivial matters.

? In order to turn over a new leaf, he didn't run around and give gifts everywhere. The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.

? Seeing that the city was no good, I went directly to the provincial capital. God helped those who helped him, and finally I was rehabilitated. I have been running for two and a half years to turn over a new leaf. Under the guidance of people again and again, I learned not only to give gifts, but also to lie, talk to people and talk nonsense.

? When Lao Du returned to the city alone, he was already a national. He didn't come back until a year later. He came back from a divorce. He didn't mention it directly, just said what process he would take to bully his daughter-in-law into illiteracy. ? Lao Du is a slow poison, cheating bit by bit. When his wife finds out that he has been cheated, the divorce certificate has been stamped.

? Old Du Ben thought that he could make a clean break after divorce, but he never thought that this woman had fought a protracted and guerrilla war with him. In order to avoid it, he changed three units, from this city to that city, and then from the city to the province. It takes a lot of energy to treat guests and give gifts every time you transfer. But every time I changed places, I was quickly found by this woman. The woman spread the story of his foraging in the village and said that he had abandoned his wife.

? Don't say this woman is quite capable. It is precisely because of her repeated pursuits and repeated complaints and entreaties that she has become more and more familiar with the surrounding environment of the school. In order to survive, she worked hard in business and lived a full life. On the contrary, Lao Du is not satisfied with his work. He suffers from insomnia and illness every night, and his life is getting worse and worse.

? Later, they remarried. This woman has been completely urbanized and her shop has become popular. I also bought a three-bedroom, one-bedroom house with a hukou. She is a real city dweller. But Lao Du, a graduate of a famous university, can only sit on the roadside all day, shaking his white hair. What a mess!

? Once a talented man turns over, he abandons his wife, which has a causal cycle. There are not many women who can really resist. Lao Du has never escaped from a woman's cage. If there is a follow-up to Lu Yao's life, Lao Du's life is the protagonist's old age.

? He is the most handsome young man in the village, but he is also a dull boy. He seldom talks. Even if his mother calls him, he just says "hmm".

? It is such a young man who actually cut off his genitals with a knife and became an alien in the village.

? In rural areas, the attitude towards sex is the most primitive, conservative and open. Before the girls got married, it was a forbidden area and they couldn't say a word, but once they got married, they were like broken melons, and juice could be spilled everywhere. It was surrounded by the "sexual language" of the aunts and grandmothers all day that he slowly began to understand and wake up. This is the awakening of sexual consciousness.

? Then another thing happened. Someone peeked at the secretary's daughter taking a bath. The village has been looking for who this man is. Chuncai has an alibi and no one doubts her. But a few days later, he became a basket case. Everyone thinks he has a guilty conscience. It doesn't matter that no one knows what the truth is. Originally, the seats he made were the most sought-after ones. Because of these things, others were afraid to buy the seats he made for fear of breaking the taboo.

? Later, he went to work in the tofu mill and soon became famous. Later, he became the only representative of ten thousand households in the village, and many girls came to see him on blind dates. Knowing that he was physically defective, they all walked about the same. But there is still a girl who insists on staying, washing and cooking, and treating him well. Later, the villagers in the village arranged a marriage for the two. Before the wedding, the woman disappeared and took all the money with her.

? Since then, he has been grinding tofu brain for almost a decade or two, and the company has grown bigger and bigger. He runs a processing factory in the town, and his business is ok at first. Later, there were seven or eight processing plants. His business is getting worse every day, and now he is heavily in debt. He doesn't want to imitate the black-hearted businessman, so his business will go bankrupt sooner or later.

? Later, Chuncai's hair turned white and she became a very talkative person. Even close to his old age, his life still stays at this point, and people in the village still eat his tofu, because everyone knows that his bean products are not adulterated. He is a loser with great backbone because he is honest.

? The life of spring vegetables makes people cry. Right and wrong have long since become the past. If a person makes a mistake, even if everyone forgives him, his heart is uneasy. For a dull person, being misunderstood is destructive. I don't believe he did it, but what they said was awesome. If these people were kind, their fate would not be so hasty.

? Finally, let me talk about "I", a person born and raised in the countryside. Because of my uncle's hard work, I got the only university place, and finally I became a city dweller. I was forced to cut off all contact with the villagers. I am not a heartless person, but my ability is really limited and I can't take care of everyone's feelings. I would rather be misunderstood than hide. I met my good brother Camel. We are ambitious, drifting north together, writing books in the basement together, and speculating in stocks to make a lot of money.

? The call of Wuliang Village often wakes me up in my sleep. Yes, there is someone behind me. They warned me not to make irreparable mistakes. My ninety-nine Abyssinia roses have withered, and the person I like has fallen. I love the way she was, the campus life with her, and the feeling of being together at that time. Now that she has been divorced many times, she is not the Bai Yueguang in my heart.

? What will my life be like? Where should I go? This life book records the lives of others. Everyone has had an important influence on me. Everyone supports me. How should I write my life?

? —— Text/Ziqing 2022/2/ 19