Can anyone tell my fortune and calculate my fortune?

I have been working hard in Guangdong for more than ten years. I/kloc-came out at the age of 0/5, and at the age of 33, I still have nothing. It's not that I didn't work hard this decade. A few years ago, I went to the factory and worked on the construction site, but in the following years, I opened many stores and failed, losing a lot of money. Even my parents gave my government hundreds of thousands of land subsidies, which I owe the most in my life. My parents are 60 years old and still worry about me every night. My pillow is wet at night and I laugh in front of my friends during the day. I haven't laughed much in recent years. I'm under a lot of pressure and in debt. I really want to put everything down and do nothing. I don't want this life to end. I can think of my parents' kindness. Alas, it is too difficult to support my tired body in this life.