What are the forks in your life?

For the entrance examination, the results are not satisfactory (basically 30 points/100 points), the textbooks are half-baked, Chinese, history and politics are completely irrelevant, and physical education is even worse. In less than half a year, even if I study hard, I'm not sure that I can get into the so-called key high school. In fact, I have never imagined how wonderful foreign countries are. I just have a yearning for the west, and my English is medium. If I go abroad, I must learn English, and other subjects are also essential. Applying for a foreign school depends on my domestic achievements. This can be done. Maybe going abroad is just an escape. Staying at home is always facing the fear of the future, so I will subconsciously want to go out. Of course I know that this is not a long-term solution, but an alternative.