Deng, her boyfriend (the man who killed the stunning beauty of Wutai Mountain)

The Shawshank Redemption said: Everyone is his own God. If you give up on yourself, who will save you?

It's just that Lan Jieying understood too late. If she can quickly get out of the shadows after falling in love, and if she can correct herself after repeated setbacks in her career, maybe her life will not be so miserable.

After a series of setbacks, such as childhood trauma, three snowstorms, ex-lover's love affair, car accident, depression, repeated suicides, death of relatives and bankruptcy, Lan Jieying finally regained her hope, but she did not survive the winter of 55.

God gave Lan Jieying the beauty of "smart smile and beautiful eyes", but also gave her the ups and downs of life.

She is like a scar in the colorful entertainment circle in Hong Kong, hiding in the corner. Whenever people recall her roller coaster-like life changes, there is always a dull pain in her chest.

Lan Jieying's childhood was different from most people's. Her childhood was full of quarrels and violence. 1963, Lan Jieying was born in an ordinary family in Hongkong. My father is very patriarchal and has never really seen her since he was a child. When he meets a little thing, he quarrels with Lan Jieying's mother, and the family atmosphere is very disharmonious.

Later, her father simply chose to divorce, and Lan Jieying had to live with her mother in her stepfather's house. Lan Jieying thinks that leaving the original family, the stepfather can make up for the lack of fatherly love.

Lan Jieying's stepfather is a flammable and explosive person. Once he is drunk, he will hit her and kick her.

Even if his mother stopped him, Lan Jieying was not spared. Lan Jieying felt like an abandoned child, which made her feel lonely. Others' childhood was full of warmth, but hers was spent in constant quarrels and beatings.

Lucky people can be cured by childhood all their lives, but unfortunate people have to spend their lives curing their childhood. Lan Jieying's incomplete childhood became the brand of her mind, which also made her stubborn, unyielding, insecure and ignorant of the world.

This kind of personality has laid a bumpy road for her and doomed her miserable life.

Lan Jieying inherited excellent genes from his parents. In his early twenties, he is like a hibiscus flower, with bright eyes and white teeth, pure and clean perfect appearance, which makes people drool.

In the 1980s and 1990s, TVB in Hong Kong flourished. Many female stars were discovered by scouts because of their outstanding looks, and Lan Jieying was one of the lucky ones.

Lan Jieying, discovered by scouts, successfully entered the TVB training class and became classmates with Wu Junru and Liu Qingyun. Debut is the peak. As soon as she graduated, she starred in the TV series "A Wife at Home", which became an instant hit and was awarded the title of "Wutai Mountain".

Later, she appeared in a series of classic plays, such as Mr Right, bride with white hair and Six Fingers Piano Magic, and became one of the Hua Dan masters of TVB.

If we follow this trend, the future of Lan Jieying will be immeasurable. However, just when she was in the limelight, she was hidden by TVB for three times because of contract conflicts, dissatisfaction with the company's drama arrangements, and lateness.

Talking about her in the news is always accompanied by "difficult", "playing big cards" and "arrogant" ...

All these are inevitably related to her stubborn and arrogant personality, and she is doomed to miss the best golden period. However, her serious polishing of a role is beyond imagination, and her acting strength is obvious to all. 1992, who came back to play the role of Luo, the foster mother, in The Great Times. This drama was later called "the king of Hong Kong drama".

After filming, she complained to her friends that I couldn't get rid of the pain caused by the role. In the play, with the music of "The Woman Who is Easily Injured" sung by Faye Wong, the scene of Luo lying in her arms and dying made countless people cry.

What impressed the mainland audience the most was her spider essence in 1995 A Chinese Odyssey. Too many peach blossoms, nothing grows. The 30-year-old woman in spring is enchanting and charming.

After Thirty Niangs in Spring, Lan Jieying's career suffered a waterloo-like decline and gradually disappeared from the entertainment circle.

Many people think that Lan Jieying missed the opportunity to reach the top of her career again and again because of her unruly personality and desperate attitude, but she didn't know that she lacked love and longed for love since she was a child, and she stumbled emotionally and was already scarred.

Oscar Wilde, an English writer, said: Don't be dejected and despondent. Even if you lose everything, you still have a future.

For Lan Jieying, when she sees the future, her feelings always fall into the abyss again and again.

1986, I fell in love with a man named Deng for the first time, thinking that he could get eternal warmth. My boyfriend suddenly turned on the gas and committed suicide, leaving no last words.

Unfavorable career, boyfriend running away, double blow made her miserable, and Lan Jieying couldn't get out for a long time.

Then she met Zhong Baoluo, a radio DJ. Zhong Baoluo is very talented as a host, and his acting skills are also excellent. At that time, he befriended Leslie Cheung and Danny Chan, and was called "Three Princes of the Central Plains".

After learning about Lan Jieying's first failed love affair, Zhong Baoluo took great care of her, which rekindled the hope of love in Lan Jieying's heart, and they soon fell in love.

What Lan Jieying didn't expect, however, was that Zhong Baoluo was a gambler who was mired in a quagmire and owed a lot of foreign debts. Lan Jieying also tried his best to help Zhong Baoluo repay the loan and advised him to turn around, but he still couldn't fill the bottomless pit he had dug.

As a result, 1989, Zhong Baoluo couldn't bear the pressure of debt collection and committed suicide by jumping off a building.

In less than three years, two boyfriends committed suicide one after another, leaving Lan Jieying exhausted. Lan Jieying thought that her emotional path had come to an end, but she met another man who hurt her-Zheng Jiacheng.

Zheng Jiacheng is a rich man in Hong Kong. At that time, his girlfriend was a famous singer Kuang Meiyun. However, Zheng Jiacheng began to pursue the beauty of the whole city of Lan Jieying, and Lan Jieying, who longed for love, gradually began to move, so they began to formally communicate.

Kuang Meiyun couldn't stand her boyfriend's cheating and decided to break up. The rivers and mountains may change, but not one's essential nature He betrayed me only 0 times and countless times, but Lan Jieying didn't understand at all. Lan Jieying and Zheng Jiacheng have reached the point of talking about marriage. As a result, the man cheated on his best friend Yang Manli.

After experiencing a series of blows, Lan Jieying began to accept his fate and sighed: "Every time I get stuck in it, I am black and blue, and my life is not good."

At the same time, Lan Jieying's parents died one after another, and Hong Kong media reported that she was sexually assaulted, suffered from depression, which became more and more serious, and showed suicidal tendencies many times.

1998, Lan Jieying was injured in another car accident and her brain was electrocuted. She was taken to the hospital for treatment. At that time, people found her insane, and the exaggerated media reports made her completely a "crazy woman".

Desperate Lan Jieying is often called "crazy", and she has become a joke that the whole world pays attention to.

Years of mental instability led to a sharp decline in her physical fitness. In 2005, Lan Jieying suffered from a uterine tumor and had no money for treatment, so she had to declare bankruptcy.

Her down-and-out, sloppy and bloated appearance is often seen in newspapers.

After a long time, people forgot her until 20 13, when Lan Jieying was interviewed by Next Weekly, the content was: Lan Jieying claimed to have been sexually assaulted and committed suicide with a blade.

When the clip came out, it caused a sensation in the entire entertainment circle. Only then did everyone understand that there were such reasons for her mental disorder, and netizens began to feel wronged for her, hoping that the conscience media would give her justice.

This incident shocked the entertainment circle, because the clip was silenced and there was no actual evidence pointing to the exact person.

At that time, Lan Jieying, who was hit hard by life, had put everything down.

Worms are greedy for life and willing to die. Even living in a slum, Lan Jieying has the right to look up at the stars. With the help of friends and neighbors, she slowly walked out of the shadows.

In the interview with Lan Jieying on 20 15, everyone saw that although she was a little fat, she looked radiant with dark hair and light makeup. When asked by the host if she wanted to act, she said she could still act if she had the chance to do it again.

When everyone thought life was coming to an end, it continued. When everyone thought that life could be repeated, she chose to end it. While Lan Jieying's fans were waiting for her triumphant return, fate played another big joke on her.

10.3, 20 18 165438, Lan Jieying's friends went to see her, found that there was no response at home, and there was an odor coming from the room, so they immediately called the police.

When the police broke into the house, they found Lan Jieying dead. Judging from the lividity, she has been dead for about two or three days, and the cause of death is more likely to be that she was not rescued in time after fainting.

At the beginning of 20 18, Zhuo Wei exposed a video. The video directly points out that Deng Guangrong and Ceng Zhiwei sexually assaulted Lan Jieying in those years. But Deng Guangrong is dead, and Ceng Zhiwei denies that the truth is unknown. This matter finally became an unsolved mystery.

After all, the 30-year-old Chunniang, who has "too many peach blossoms and nothing grows", left in the cold winter. Perhaps, as she said, "The only wish now is to die well, and I don't want to be a man in my next life. Being a man is mentally and physically painful. "

Life has brought too many scars to Lan Jieying. Maybe death is the best relief for her.

Roland said: everyone should have two lights in his heart, one is the light of hope; One is the light of courage. With these two lamps, we are not afraid of the darkness of the sea and the sinister storms.

Lan Jieying's life, with fleeting glory, is more tragic darkness, just like the pine nuts in the movie The Life of Abandoned Pine Nuts.

Matsuko's life is also unfortunate, because her father always takes care of her sister, so she tries to show her father more about herself. When she makes faces, her father smiles at her, so she always makes faces.

When I was a child, everyone thought that their future was bright, but once they grew up, nothing would come true.

Pine nuts lacking love always yearn for love, but finally give up after being framed by students, abandoned by boyfriends, worked as a bathroom girl and accidentally killed in prison, and beaten to death by a group of middle school students who are playing.

Unlike Matsuko, Lan Jieying finally recognized the truth of life in the last course of his life and chose to love life, but his life did not meet his expectations, and his unexpected death was heartbreaking.

There are ups and downs in a person's life. No one can rise in the sun forever, and no one will suffer forever. Repeated ups and downs are a test for a person.

No matter what kind of predicament, as long as you don't give up the light of hope and courage in your heart, there is always a chance to turn over. It's just that Lan Jieying will never have such an opportunity again!

I like Francis Bacon's sentence very much: Undeniably, external events have contributed to most of the fate, such as human feelings, opportunities, the death of others, the right time and place, and so on; But the shaping of one's destiny is mainly in one's own hands.

I am deeply convinced!

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