I'm depressed. A fortune teller said that I was predestined with Buddha. What does that mean? But I really like that kind of Buddhist life and have always yearned for that kind of purity.

Personally, I think there are many people who believe in Buddhism and learn from it. No one thinks they are strange or abnormal. Ignorance is the biggest obstacle to the light.

You just like and yearn for the quiet life in Buddhism, and you haven't really understood Buddhism. In this era, there are many people who don't believe in Buddhism, but we can learn Buddhism quietly. There are many Buddhist scriptures on the Internet, some in vernacular, and some with Arihoshi's explanation.

If you really don't learn Buddhism well, it's best not to let people know that you are learning Buddhism, because we haven't learned well enough, and we can't be said to be students without passing the exam. It's good to have something to do with Buddhism. Please learn about Buddhism first. Learning Buddhism has many advantages. At least you won't get tired of life and society. It doesn't matter if you don't want to learn in the future. It is good to learn some knowledge.

There is no Amitabha in southern China. I wish you happiness every day!