What has she experienced, from shy life and death to exquisite calmness?

She is Zhu Qing, the heroine of Bai Xianyong's short story Touch Green, an 18-year-old female middle school student. This scene is Guo's first impression of introducing Teacher Niang.

This is the scene where Teacher Niang and Zhu Qing meet in Taipei several years later. If Zhu Qing hadn't stopped Teacher Niang, Teacher Niang wouldn't have recognized this woman in front of her. This is Zhu Qing in those days.

What kind of disaster did fate give her, so that a well-behaved, shy and unsociable girl can become a versatile La Traviata in a few years?

At the beginning, a handsome and talented air force pilot fell in love with a young and shy female student, and the love was vigorous. As a result, one was demoted and one was expelled from school. Zhu Qinghui will not hesitate to fall out with his family, but he will stay with Guo Qu.

They broke through the barrier and got married in the witness of the teacher's mother.

However, in turbulent times, fate is always unsatisfactory.

Before the wedding honeymoon, Guoguo had to return to the team to perform the task because of the war.

On the day of parting, Zhu Qing didn't go anywhere except to find the teacher's mother, just looking at the sky, expecting his beloved to return safely as soon as possible.

A few months later, it was another bad news. Guo Ti died in a plane crash.

At the moment I learned the news, I grabbed Guo's clothes and bumped into a telephone pole, wishing I couldn't go with her.

Zhu Qing, who was pulled down by everyone, felt like an ember about to go out. After a month, she was haggard. The dead are unconscious, but the living are conscious as if they were dead.

In the drama version, Guo Qiu left a suicide note:

Zhu Qing: All my teammates died in the line of duty. I was born to die. If you regret your youth and don't want to devote yourself wholeheartedly, please leave me behind and spend the rest of your life happily without sacrifice. It pains me to see you alone in the grave.

People who love each other so much are separated forever. At this point, there is no Zhu Qing in the world.

After Zhu Qing was picked up by her parents, Teacher Niang also fled to Taipei, and Master died on the way. Teacher Niang will never see Zhu Qingshi again.

Even if Xiao Gu died in the end, Zhu Qing was calm and wanted to live his own life.

In turbulent times, their stories are the epitome of many lives. They can't refuse the suffering brought by fate, but they can only choose to die in the embrace of time.

Some people have things that we cannot change, but we can change ourselves. It is better to cross the river by yourself than to wait for a ferryman for nothing. Only in this way can we take the initiative in life.