What is described in "The Life of Leek, the Heart of Sickle"?

I'll tell you from another angle and you'll understand.

You and I are both leeks.

I want to be a sickle for harvesting others.

Those who want to jump out of the leek circle to cut are the last to use that sickle.

however

Everything is accidental, who can say for sure?

Born with leek life, how can you have a sickle heart? I've been busy calculating all my life, and I finally lost my temper.