I have weighed many times, but I have never been to the hospital. I have always felt that I am mentally ill, and I think about it every day. Can you help me?

First of all, I think a lot of things on the Internet are not credible, especially in treating diseases. Why do you say that? Really good doctors are constantly working overtime. How can they have time to get things online? Most of them just want you to spend money when they have time to give you tests. Secondly, I think you should find a bigger hospital to see your performance. If you have confidence in yourself, just do psychological counseling. If you find it difficult, you can take some medicine Chinese medicine is not recommended. You said you were a single mother, which put a lot of pressure on you. One consequence of stress is that you think nothing but children, which will make you stop thinking. Another consequence is that there is too much pressure, no one helps you, and you often think of the ending of things in a bad direction. Obviously, you belong to the latter. The best way to solve this kind of pressure is to be grateful and find the beauty around you, not to check what is wrong with yourself, but to see how to make yourself happy. Sometimes you don't get sick, and you always want to get sick easily. For example, if you eat, you should enjoy the food quietly. Why should I check whether something can be eaten? The food we eat now tastes bad or hard to absorb, and it won't poison people. It's not easy to absorb, and it's not eaten every day. What's the big deal? Finding more happy things to do is not only good for yourself, but also good for children. You don't want your children to go out to play with mud every day like you do. Are you afraid of this and that, too I'm in a good mood and sick! Finally, you'd better find someone to help you, relatives and friends are the best, even if it's eating, singing and playing mahjong together.